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[indolent001]

In silence, my mind echoes

All the possibilities I had, some i hadn't.

The love I had form different things, people and places.

And in these echoes, I get drowned.

Unable to plan efficiently for the day.

Hard to stop the fleeting images I wonder in silence.

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When a break turns into cold stagnant wall, by which you are slowed or now aren't in themood of doing your work again.

Start again by very little heart, but do start your schedule/rhythm just for the sake of starting and get into the phase of " doing with boredom"

It might be better,

And I am only guessing

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You don't have to loose friends, loved ones

The life will do it for yoursef

You don't need to loose dreams, hope

Life will quench it from you

Just you have to do is get a grip of yourself again and again

After figuring out you have to do it again

Make it bearable and then again

Do it again

Do it again

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When people set you free don't take it as anything else

Just be free.

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People won't understand because

They weren't there

They havn't seen that

They don't want that

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Days seems same to me

Every hour of the day seems same to me

Some kind of fatigue,

Some stillness,

Aching eyes because of constant screen.

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When I tell you I have a passion for walking.

It means I enjoy it's every step.

I dissect myself in my thoughts when I roam.

I see myself when I see others.

I just test my instincts when I bluff.

Destination is exciting to me but by walking for it I try to see the whole path.

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The problem with people who follow religion by their heart is that they think that something or someone knows everything about this universe and they should follow that thing. But in realty no one completely understands. We are all trying to figure out. But the problem with religious people is they are not. Because to figure out you have to observe with patience and they are impatient.

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Sometimes I am not completely aware of my thoughts.

I am unable to differentiate between laziness and boredom.

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Main character wali feel m aa to gya apne aap se sach bol bol ke.

Lekin kya Karu un chizo ka jinko m die hardly ignore krta tha.

Jo mujhe futile lgti thi.

Mujhe lgta tha kuch chizo ko chod Dena chahiye jb vo bs ke bahar Lage,

Lekin kaise chodu jb vo ek possibility ka part lge.

Ek possibility Jo bohot hi mushkil lge.

Jo bilkul hi burnout krne ki shammta rkhti ho,

Lekin sath m utni ho satisfying lge.

Jo mere liye bohot mushkil ho.

Lekin ab vo hi sbse important lge.

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I think knowledge make us think that we are main character.

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Fundamentally hm same hai

Fir bhi kitni alag life jeere hai.

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Jo exciting hai vo future hai

Jo aankh mein paani le aaye vo past hai

Jo exhausting hai vo present hai.

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Mein chahta hun life tough ho.

Chize figure out krne ke liye ho.

Sochne ke liye chize ho.

Lekin chutti bhi chahta hun.

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Why people are getting comfortable in seeing the world virtually.

Why they are not frustrated while seeing how doomed they are?

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Mujhe bhar rhna kyu psnd hai itna,

Hr smay bhar rhna chahta hun,

Lekin sona apne kmre ya apne ghar mein chahta hun.

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Ye jis andhepan ki baat mein kr rha hun,

Vo hai sadness ki jhai.

Kaafi time logo mein ye hoti hai,

Or kaafi time nhi.

Mtlb ese dekho Jb insaan khush hota hai,

Vo sbkuch apne aaspass ka dekh rha hota hai,

Use absorb kr rha hota hai.

Lekin jb vo udas ya kisi bhi chiz ki wajah se stressed hota hai uski todhi si attention km hoti hai present time pr.

Kbhi kbaar bhot hi zyada stress mein bhi, insaan sb kuch absorb kr rha hota hai.