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@ssolessurvivor sent: "I've missed you."

This wasn't something that she expected when he had put her on that life boat. The whole time she was floating until the Carpathia came for them she had come to terms with the fact she may never see Logan again. His jacket hadn't left her shoulders as it was the only thing she would have other than the memories of their time together. Daenerys almost couldn't believe her ears when she heard him and her eyes widened with disbelief as if she was certain that she was seeing things.

"Logan?" She question before risking the chance of looking crazy running into the arms of a phantom. She launched herself at him wrapping her arms around his neck happy to find he was real. He was there and she could feel his body against her own. Dany nuzzled her face into his neck breathing in his scent as she held onto him tightly. "I missed you too." She wasn't going to let him go anytime soon not since she regretted letting go back on the Titanic.

"I'm never letting you go again."

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Rhaenyra grinned at his thanks and met his hug with a kiss of her own. "You're welcome sweetie. I hope you like your gift." She knew that she wouldn't be able to tell him no especially since she almost forgot about his birthday. She smirked at him at those big puppy eyes of his before she leaned in for another kiss. "Hmm... Let me think about it." She teased pretending to think for a moment.

"Well... since it is your birthday..." She purposely drags it out as she gets plates out and the pie server. She wasn't going to argue with that in the slightest because she knew how much he loved pumpkin stuff and he just looked so adorable. "I guess we can have dessert before dinner." She finished cutting him off a piece and handing him the plate. "Happy birthday, baby."

Rhaenyra had to cheat. Logan's birthday had totally snuck up on her and she wasn't prepared to make anything for him. So she bought at pumpkin pie from their favorite bakery and some candles to celebrate. She also managed to get him a gift of a signed copy of one of his favorite books.

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He'd been out raking leaves most of the afternoon, seeing as the trees tended to dump their leaves all within the span of a week and it got away from him rather quickly. So when he found himself wandering into the house for dinner and a much needed break to warm up, Logan smiles at the little presentation on the dining room table. Some candles, a pumpkin pie, and a special, signed edition to add to his bookshelves.

"Rhae, thank you sweetie." Logan muses with a smile and a hug, soon after a kiss. "Does this mean we get to have dessert before dinner?" Just this once, probably, smiling softly with an expectant puppy eyes look on his face.

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Seeing his smile made all the work worth it and his sisters did exactly as she had asked keeping him away. Dany smirked at his tease and returned his kiss. "No one was trying to be stealthy, honey." She motioned with her head for him to follow her back into the kitchen where a feast of his favorite foods were waiting for him. "I just wanted them to keep you out of the kitchen so I could do this for you without distraction." She pressed another kiss to his cheek after placing the yellow cake with raspberry filling on the table.

"I hope you're hungry." She motioned to the spread.

Dany had spent most of the morning baking wanting to surprise Logan with a home made birthday cake. She had his sisters distract him for her while she worked on making the cake and a birthday dinner for him. Hearing Logan come in she carried the cake with lit candles out of the kitchen singing happy birthday. "Happy birthday, Logan!"

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While he knew something would be up when Logan was sent away to help his sisters at the bakery get it decorated for the new season change that happened like the flip of a coin this time of year, they didn't mask things very well. For one, they wouldn't let him take some pastries home because, surely, he'd have more than enough leftovers soon. So when he got home and wandered in the front door, toeing off his shoes, he stops when he hears her singing echoing through the house to meet him here. His smile is instant as he tosses his jacket on the little table for now.

"Oh honey, thank you." He says and blows out the candles once she's done singing, careful to blow them away from her so she isn't assaulted by the smoke. He waves some of it away to save her from the brunt of it. "Looks delicious, but you and my sisters aren't exactly stealthy." He teases with a smile but leans in to kiss her tenderly, careful not to get frosting on his shirt.

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@ssolessurvivor sent: "I love you, but you have to go."

She didn't want to leave him. Getting on that life boat without him set in a certain level of dread in the unknown of if he would even survive. Daenerys clung to Logan's hand and arm not wanting to let go of him. "I can't leave you." She almost pleaded with him as they got closer and closer to the men helping women and children into the boats. "Logan please, don't make me go." There were tears brimming in her eyes with all of the what ifs that hung between them in those minutes.

What if he died, what if she died, what if she would never get to see him again? The questions swirled in her head and knotted her stomach as the line brought them closer to the front. Their time together might have been short, but she had never been happier with someone and couldn't imagine life without him. She wouldn't be able to live with herself if she let go of him and never got to see the way his eyes sparkled when he looked at her ever again. "I love you, Logan. I love you more than life itself. Please don't make me live without you."

There were only a few people between them and the boats now. Logan was the only force that kept her moving forward in his resolution to make sure she got on one of those boats. "You have to come with me." She was begging now and she knew it wouldn't work. He would put her on that boat even if she took his jacket with her trying to cling to him. She knew that much for certain.

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Hi guys I'm not dead. Life has just been lifeing pretty hard and now I'm adjusting to life with a new dog. This is Bitzy and she is a tiny terror that has us all wrapped around her little paw.

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@ssolessurvivor sent: [ LIE ] — sender rests their head on receiver’s chest to hear their heartbeat

It was wild how little time they had actually spent together and yet she felt as if she had known Logan her entire life. Laying here in his bed together after a tousle in the sheets felt as if she had been doing it for years rather than three days now. Her eyes were closed as her fingers stroked through his blonde strands just relaxing with his head on her chest. Her mind wanders for a moment to what the future could be like for them once they hit land. If there even was a future for them or if this was all just a boat fling.

Daenerys let out a soft sigh as she opened her eyes and looked down at him. "When we get off of this boat..." She starts quietly as her fingers move down along his back slowly now. "Will you still want to be with me?" It is her fear that this is just all one fantasy that will have to end once they reach their destination and her heart will break. She has become so attached to Logan in this short amount of time that it just feels so unreal that it could possibly end. "Or does our story end with the boat docking?"

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@ssolessurvivor sent: "Hold onto me ok? I'll get us out of here."

The alarms were going off and people were moving around in a panic. The ship had hit an iceberg and was sinking. Daenerys wasn't even fully registering what was going on at the moment as her and Logan entered the fray of people and she heard him speak. Her head nodded in agreement as she latched onto his arm as if it was the only thing that was going to get her to safety. She wasn't good in an emergency, it wasn't that she was panicking, but she could feel herself starting to shut down.

"I trust you." She held onto his arm a bit tighter one hand lacing her fingers with his and squeezing tight. If nothing else they will be together when they die, that was kind of romantic right? Dany took a deep breath as they moved through the sea of people toward hopefully safety together on the life boats. "What do we do if we don't make it in time?" That wasn't helping how her chest constricted with the first real sign of panic, but she had to ask. She needed to know that Logan had a plan.

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@ssolessurvivor sent: It wasn't too long after he'd been released from the hospital, the trail had since concluded but tonight is just too much. He's in tears as he calls Dany's number, far too late into the night but he doesn't want to bother his family this time. Selfish as that feels. When he hears her voice, everything overflows. "I'm sorry, I know it's late, but...I just, I need help." He takes a deep breath in, it trembles and he winces at the same time. "I'm in a lot of pain, I...I didn't know who else to call." He knows he sounds ridiculous, utterly stupid even, but she might help him get through this weird combination of pain, fear and insurmountable grief.

It wasn’t unusual for Daenerys to be awake in the middle of the night. Sometimes it was because she was working on a case and lost track of time, sometimes it was just good old fashioned insomnia, and sometimes it was because she woke up from a nightmare. Tonight it was just insomnia keeping her burning the midnight oil as she lounged in her bed trying to read herself to sleep. What she wasn’t expecting was the phone call from Logan thinking with the trial done they likely wouldn’t see one another again. She answered immediately.

“Logan? Are you okay?” Concern laced her voice as she recalled how some of his nights at the hospital had been. She knew he had been released and worried he was having a night like that when he started talking. He sounds awful and scared she notes as she’s already getting out of her bed and walking towards her living room. “It’s okay, don’t worry about me. You’re in a lot of pain? Have you taken any meds for it?” She wasn’t sure what all he had now that he was released it wasn’t really her business but she still cared about him. She didn’t care that she was in her pajamas as she pulled a hoodie on and slipped on her shoes.

“Do you need me to come over and stay with you for a bit? I don’t mind to. I can read to you until you fall asleep like at the hospital.” She didn’t bother to say she was already on her way as she grabbed her car keys and locked her front door behind her leaving her dogs behind looking confused after her. “Tell me what you need and I will do it if it’s within my power.”

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Gods she loved him so much. The Gods had truly blessed her when they brought him into her life and for it to be so that they could be wed. Rhaenyra smiled back at him since he didn't think he would regret and didn't want a reward for going. She stroked along the back of his hand with her thumb as she sighed. "We should probably get going to it." Though she really did not wish to get up from the bed at the moment.

"Help me up please, darling?" It was getting difficult to get up now with how large their child was growing. "I have a feeling we will be taking a slower walk to the counsel chambers today."

With the ghost of her kisses pressed against his hands he ruminated the very thought of going into that Small Council room. He could imagine it, standing there and listening to all of them, his mind a thousand miles away just so that he could keep his cool. He did know that this was important after all, however.

"I don't think I'll regret it." He answered gently, his eyes softening as he looked down at her. She really was everything to him and if this helped her in any kind of way then he was willing to do it. "It's reward enough."

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He didn't need to tell her twice to get down there in the bed with him. Rhaenyra got into the bed and snuggled up against Rand putting her face into his chest. "Thank you." She mumbled and closed her eyes just breathing him in. She didn't want to think about going back to the palace right now and facing her father. She didn't want to think about Alicent either or what had just happened she just wanted to not think at all. Rhaenyra nuzzled more into his chest in a silent request to help her forget.

His heart breaks for her continually. He couldn't imagine what it was that she was going through. All that he could hope for was that him sitting here and being with her was something that would ease what she was going through. Gently he brushed back some of her hair once he came closer to the bed. The bed wasn't very big but if he held her then there was sure to be enough space. He lowered himself down onto his side, fluffing the pillows under him. "Comehere.." he softly ordered.

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There was something about Rand that had soothed her nerves the more that they talked. He seemed to understand her already on a level that not even Viserys seemed to get. She felt as if she could talk to him about whatever she wished and he would listen without trying to tell her she was wrong for feeling any certain way. It was... nice to have that she realized. So with the given permission on top it felt better and like she could actually give him a real smile so she did. Daenerys smiled softly at him and bowed her head a little.

"I really don't want to upset you though with my sad stories." She was just starting to get to know him and appreciate him it would be bad to chase him away now. Dany was just getting to the point where she was considering that she could be happy with him. And then he asked that question and she looked at him completely confused. "What do you mean, set me free?" She didn't understand.

Her mind was racing a million miles an hour as she thought over every little thing that she said to him. Had she somehow given him the impression that she didn't wish to be married to him? That she had no desire to be here or was it something else? "I'm afraid I don't understand what you're offering exactly." Or if he meant to be free of him also.

He shook his head to tell her that she definitely did not need to apologize. And why should she? It was obvious that she had been through so much and that her stay here with Illyrio was also not something that was permanent. Somewhere inside he knew that this marriage was a means to an end for her brother. He couldn't not think of that.

"You can feel free to talk about anything you want." He told her with a quiet assurance, his eyes had already softened considerably since he had first arrived. He had come here guarded and misplaced but talking to her seemed to have changed things considerably since just a handful of hours ago. He hoped that she felt something of the same.

A thoughtful sigh parted from him as he looked off away from her. It took a moment before he turned his attention back to her once more. "I have to ask you something first..." he began, lowering his voice conspiratorially. "...Do you not want to be here? Would you rather...I set you free?"

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The two of them are terrible together always finding themselves in these positions where they wanted to tear one another's clothes off. Rhaenyra would never complain about it because it spoke for their comfort level with one another. The two of them could go from cuddling on the couch reading to hopping into bed together so quickly and seamlessly it sometimes made her dizzy. This time though she was ready even if the sight of him sucking his fingers clean of her taste made her want to moan again. He always knew just what to do to to drive her crazy for him.

His command wasn't missed though and almost as smoothly and seamlessly that he moved to the back so did she. Once the doors were closed behind them both she made her move getting on top of him as she pressed a heated kiss to his lips as her hands wandered up under his shirt. All mine. She mentally told herself as she brought the shirt up and up until she could toss it off of him toward the front of the truck. Then she went for his pants starting to undo them as she continued to kiss him almost feverishly.

Logan peeked over at her and couldn't help but smirk, noticing how she writhed in the seat. He enjoyed having the option that she didn't mind having some fun in the truck, something about it was fairly amusing to him. The fact he could open the door at work and think back to all the times they'd had fun there granted him a naughty little smile. He offers a soft mhmm at her question, closed lipped because he's also slipping fast. The noises she makes are like music to his ears, listening to her words when she can think coherently to speak.

He can't help chuckling at her statement as they pull up into the little tunnel of trees they usually hid away in. Her hand on him distracts him for a slight moment as he puts his foot on the break, a little gasp of his own filtering out between parted lips the same time she moans. Looking over at her, he removes his hand from her and brings his fingers to his mouth, sucking them clean before turning the truck off. "Backseat. Now." He groans softly, turning and opening the driver's side door, swiftly striding through it and switching seats rather fluidly.

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Daenerys was comfortable with her head in his lap with his fingers going through her hair it was relaxing. It didn't matter what was on the tv to her because she was spending time with her man. "This is what the roulette chose so it is what we are going to watch." She was committed to the bit even though she wasn't the most keen on horror movies.

At least she had him by her side so that if she got scared she could just crawl into his skin. That was the nice part of watching things together is that she knew he would protect her if she got spooked. "I will be fine and if something gets too scary I'll just put your hand over my eyes."

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Drogo’s right hand absently stroked the strands of hair that coiled in his lap. His partner's head was resting on his thigh, cheek nuzzled into his sweatpants, with the glow of the TV lighting their face.       White Christmas lights were the only other lights on in the dark house, granting a dim, cozy sense to the room.       On the left arm of the couch rested a large bowl of the butteriest, saltiest popcorn to grace man’s lips. A beer and some fruity drink were open beside the bowl, and Drogo reached for the beer as he let his eyes wander back to the TV screen.      “You sure you want to watch this?” he asked with a grin. “We can put on something else.”

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Daenerys has been to a few of them since her family is wealthy and well known. She wasn't always a will attendant of those balls and parties, but she had been there many times growing up. "Several as I was growing up and a few as an adult as well. It's not as fun as it sounds when the glamour has faded away." Or when you realize most of the people there are just doing it for show and nothing else. She wasn't going to ruin the image for Mulan like that thought let her believe in the fantasy. "Well we'll just follow you then. Where ever you see that you want to look at we will go in and look around."

          she thought both sounded nice, though from how Daenerys spoke, she could not help but wonder if not many enjoyed them.     ❝  helping others, like one does for a Charity does not sound so bad... have you been to any of these functions before ?  ❞    Mulan began walking, her lips slightly pursed as she gave a small shrug,      ❝  i know my questioning sounds a bit strange. but truthfully, i have never done this before. back home, i did not really have friends to go out with. so i am excited.  ❞

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Rhaenyra gladly takes the help getting up into the truck because of the shoes she decided to wear tonight more than anything. This was what she got for wanting to look pretty and cute for him more than comfortable. Still it was a choice she made that she did not regret because of how he had reacted to the whole thing all evening. Once she is situated in her seat with her skirt smoothed out she feels that tug for her attention.

Turning in her seat she looks towards him turning more towards him even as if she might slide right back out of the truck and into his arms. But he surprises her with that step up to kiss her properly and she finds her own hands sliding around his neck to hold him in close as he kisses her. She returns each and every kiss placed to her lips and leans into his touch finding that after the events of her date this was exactly what she needed.

Feeling the squeeze to her thigh she unconsciously inched her legs apart for him on instinct. Nyra's breath is coming in little pants already as she catches it after being thoroughly kisses and wanting more still before she realizes what he said. She smiles at him and with another gulp of she pulls him back in for another deep kiss of her own pulling him in as close as she can against her.

In a weird way he's pleased to hear she thinks home is wherever they are together. It hits him in a funny way, something he'd never really registered before now and it gives him a gentle smile either way. He nudges her back softly too, trying to come to rights with himself along the walk, short as it is since he can see the truck. Logan chuckles softly at her statement and notices when she slows, and he does lean down more to her level so she doesn't have to stand too completely on her tip toes to reach him. Even if he does love teasing her about her shortness. Now is not one of those times.

He squeezes her hand once she asks that question and he is reminded perhaps of how little he too says it. Well, little to some people might be overkill for others. Taking his keys in his free hand and unlocking the truck, he smiles at her. "You have." He muses, opening the passenger door and offering to hold her hand whilst she get up into the truck for stability.

Finally coming around to feeling more like himself, though, he doesn't let her hand go once she's situated. Rather, he tugs her gently towards him, to gain her attention, while he settles one foot on the step of the truck, drawing her closer for a kiss that morphs into a fair few. Letting her hand go to cradle her jaw with it instead, he deepens those kisses now that they have some sort of privacy. The hand with his keys dangling on the back of his hand like a ring on his middle finger slides along her nearest thigh and squeezes before he has to break apart to breathe. "I love you too." Murmured against her lips, but he can't quite move away just yet.

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Daenerys had hardly noticed if Logan was actually hogging the water of the shower or not. She had finished lathering herself up and she thought it would be fun to press herself into his back to re-soap him. His reaction with the turning to kiss her head and give her the water was just a bonus. She smiled up at him and shook his head. "You weren't hogging it. I just wanted to hold onto you for a minute." Which was evident by the fact she hadn't released him as of yet. "You know we could both use the water at the same time if you just let me in front of you. I'm short enough it would go right over me to you." She teased scooting around him in the shower.

"And yes, it's my turn." She stayed facing him though as the water ran down her body uncovering her bit by bit from the suds that were dressing her. Dany still leaned her head back in the water too running her fingers through her hair as she rinsed off. She just hoped Logan was enjoying the little show she was purposely putting on for him.

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Usually on the weekends, in lazy mornings, they end up showering together just to spend time together a bit more before the week starts. And with the last of summer hitting, Logan wants that time with Dany before they both are sucked away into their hectic work schedules. He'd just finished washing his body off and rinsing everything clean beneath the rainfall showerhead when he steps back slightly and conveniently, into Dany's embrace. It's a gentle thing, her lips against his back in a soft kiss and he smiles against it.

"Sorry, if I'm hogging the water you can tell me, baby." He teases with a smile as he turns and kisses her forehead tenderly. "Your turn?" He whispers, lost with the mist in the shower and the noise of the water hitting the tiles.

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That was information that she would need to contemplate whenever she was left to her own devices. The idea that there could be regular white stags along with the magical one just seemed a bit silly to her. She was positive that her mother and uncle were special enough to have been blessed by the magical one and maybe her mother just didn't want to get her hopes up... "Maybe one day." The little princess agreed with a little nod of her head. One day she would see the stag.

Time had no real meaning to her right now so when she was told it was the seventh day that was the only way she knew where they were in the week. Rhaenyra nodded her head and took a hold of Aemma's offer hand to go down to the crypts. "Can I light the candle myself this time?" She still didn't understand why they did this, but she liked to watch the fire of the candles. The whole ritual lighting a candle for someone that had passed on from this life meant little to her right now for she didn't fully understand grief. Everyone was sad when her grandsire passed and she tried to cheer them up, but she had been too young to be sad with them. And this brother of hers she had never known so she didn't understand her mother's grief with the loss of him though she went and lit the candle as their weekly ritual. "I do like honeyed milk." She answered still thinking about the stags and her mother could probably tell her mind was elsewhere.

"Oh, you would know, my darling. A magic stag would make you feel its power. Any other white stag will still be magnificent, but not special", she told her little girl, smiling warmly. Once upon a time she had believed in stories like Rhaenyra and asked her father a million questions about every tale they read, hoping all of the magic would manifest in her own life. How cruel it truly was to give children all this hope in higher powers and happy endings, when reality looked very different. Rhaenyra was her piece of heaven and happiness, but even the small girl could not undo all the hardships Aemma had faced for so many years now. "Perhaps you will, sweet girl. Perhaps the stag is waiting for you somewhere out there."

Her fingers briefly threaded through Rhaenyra's hair, before the girl got up and stretched. The Queen nodded and smiled, heaving herself up as well. "Yes, of course I will. But first we must visit your brother, it's the seventh day", she declared, holding a hand out for Rhaenyra to take. Once a week she took to the crypts to light a candle for Rhaenyra's older brother, who had died in the cradle at only one week old. Her daughter knew he had existed and often accompanied her mother, though Aemma suspected she was still too young to truly understand all of this, since she never asked many questions and just lit a candle for her, before returning upstairs as if nothing ever happened. Which was good, because she didn't wish her daughter to be burdened by grief, yet she wanted her to know that Aemon had existed. Viserys never spoke of him, nor did anyone else. They pretended he had never lived at all, which broke Aemma's heart. "Come along now. I'll have the maid bring up honeyed milk up to the room for you for when you go to bed."