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NOTICE: As more and more fanfic writers are using generative AI for their works (you uncreative dweebs), I hereby swear on everything I hold dear that I have not and will NEVER use generative AI in ANY of my written work. Everything I post will be organically and creatively my own.

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sorry for finding it hot when people's hair goes grey. as if im wrong

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Time Will Tell Us Everything (July)

July's @yearoftheotpevent prompt is Vacation Together! I hope you all like it!!

Ship: Stetopher

Rating: General

Summary:

“Ok, you pretentious ass, but how about somewhere in the middle? Like, why do you have to go to the most expensive options? I looked it up. I know how much a hotel in Monaco costs.” Pacing away and back again, Stiles chewed the skin on the side of his thumb. “I wanna go on vacation with you, but I can’t afford that, and I don’t wanna be some kinda sugar baby, or whatever.”

“Sugar baby?” Chris asked with a laugh.

Tunneling his fingers into his hair, Stiles let out a short scream as he turned toward them. “Yeah, you know, you guys paying for everything, and me just along for the ride. That’s not why I'm with you guys.”

“If we thought that was why you were here, you wouldn’t be,” Peter scoffed, shoulders going stiff with indignation. “As if I'd let someone use us like that.”

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8, 9, and 32 for the ship ask game!

@clare-guilty Thanks for the ask!! Sorry for the slow response, this weekend has been a struggle.

8.Most fluffy ship: I think that Sterek is the most fluffy ship because, despite his anger, I've always seen Derek as this soft, abused boy who puts on a front to keep himself safe, and Stiles is the goofy, over-excited boy no one really sees...until Derek.

9.Most angsty ship: This is definitely Stargent because Chris has feelings that he knows deep in his heart are wrong, but can't stop them, and Stiles sees so much of himself and his father in Chris that it just feels like too much. They both have to overcome a lot of internal turmoil to be together.

32. Favorite ship for hurt-comfort: Stetopher for sure. Chris and Peter see their boy hurting and can't help but want to fix it...by any means necessary.

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For the fic writer ask game 😊

1. if you could sit down and finish any one of your wips without anything stopping you (time, tiredness, etc), which fic would you choose? tell us about it if you want!

3. what's something you like about your writing?

4. is there an au or trope that you haven't written before, but would want to try?

20. answer any one of the other questions that you want to!

@iamaslutforjatp Sorry for not getting to this sooner! I didn't get a notification that I had anything in here until yesterday!

I have a Stetopher pen pal fic that I'm absolutely in love with, but it requires a specific mood that I haven't been able to get into lately. In it, Chris, who is married to Peter, is a soldier who's at war, and Stiles' teacher asks the class to write letters. Obviously, Stiles gets Chris and ends up dumping all his angsty feelings about everything into these letters over time. Eventually, Chris comes home, and they meet in real life.

3. I'm not sure this is really in the spirit of the question, but the thing I like most about my writing is that it helps me process feelings. My writing tends to reflect my current mood, which isn't always a good thing lmao. That's why you sometimes get super depressed or angsty sections in my stories.

4. I really enjoy reading period pieces, and have thought about doing one of those, but struggle with the verbiage.

17 ⧽. are there any songs you want to write a song fic for?

I went with 17 because most of my stories have been written because some lyric or another catches my interest enough to inspire a story. Charlotte Sands has a song called 6 Feet Under and this section of the song just screams Stiles:

Am I gettin' better, or just better at pretendin'? Oh, some things never change, I'm still at war with my brain I want so badly to feel good, I wonder How much more can I take? I'll just keep diggin' my grave I won't be happy 'til I'm six feet under 

The idea that's currently circling is that Stiles is struggling in the aftermath of everything that's happened, and even away at school, he can't seem to move past it. Whomever I end up shipping him with, runs into him at the local bar or supermarket or whatever and sees how bad it is, even tho no one else has noticed that Stiles is covering all his pain with smiles and gooiness.

Thanks for the questions and again sorry for the slow response!

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rereading my own writing is just a constant fluctuation between "damn, girl, you wrote this? (affectionate)" and "damn, girl, you wrote this? (derogatory)"

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At some point in my life I really hope I manage to be in a relationship with someone who actually cares how I feel...

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I'm so sick of constantly crying over people who don't give a shit about me.

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Send me a number and a fandom(or just a number) and I will tell:

1.First ship you remember

2.Your newest ship

3. Favourite ship ever

4.Favourite m/f ship

5.Favourite m/m ship

6.Favourite f/f ship

7.Most innocent ship

8.Most fluffy ship

9.Most angsty ship

10. Most smutty ship

11. Ship that you would never have wanted in canon but like in fanworks

12.Character that you can only imagine in one ship

13.Most shippable character

14.Character that you can’t imagine in any ship

15.Favourite poly ship

16.Characters that you kinda ship but prefer as brotp

17.Characters that you ship and can’t imagine to be friends 

18.Guilty pleasure ship

19.Ship that you never expected to ship.

20.Ship that you liked but don’t anymore

21.Ship that one day you were thinking of and thought “wait,when I started shipping it?”

22.Ship that you immediately fall in love with after one scene despite not considering it before.

23.Poly ship that you ship despite not shipping some of the characters in it outside of poly ship.

24.Biggest notp

25. Favourite foe yay ship

26. Characters that you like in every dynamic (lovers,friends,enemies)

27.Ship that you expected to ship before reading/watching franchise and you do

28.  Ship that you expected to ship before reading/watching franchise and you don’t

29.Favourite crossover ship

30.Favourite canon ship

31.Favourite non-canon ship

32.Favourite ship for hurt-comfort

33.Ship that you ship in one installment of franchise but not in other (for example in movie,but not in the book this movie is based on)

34.Ship that you never expected to ship when you were younger but here you are

35.Ship that you have kinda love/hate relationship with

36.Characters that you can’t decide if you prefer as ship or brotp

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If only I could get them to hold a plot line long enough to finish a story

"why do you write?" because it’s the only way to silence the characters pacing around my brain like victorian ghosts with unresolved issues that prevent them from moving on.

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very sexy indeed

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Facing the Past and Building the Future

Writer: @always-mimits Artist: @lalaithquetzallicaresi

Rating: M Relationships: Derek Hale/Stiles Stilinski Characters: Stiles Stilinski, Derek Hale, Erica Reyes, Vernon Boyd, Peter Hale, Sheriff Stilinski (Teen Wolf), Lydia Martin, Danny Māhealani, Scott McCall (Teen Wolf), Isaac Lahey, Chris Argent, Gerard Argent, Allison Argent, Alan Deaton Additional Tags: Warning: Gerard Argent, BAMF Stiles Stilinski, Hunter Stiles Stilinski, Spark Stiles Stilinski, Episode AU: s02e12 Master Plan (Teen Wolf TV), Kidnapped Stiles Stilinski, Vernon Boyd and Erica Reyes Live, Angst with a Happy Ending, Hurt/Comfort, Fluff and Angst, Minor Character Death, Dark Alan Deaton, Peter Hale & Stiles Stilinski Friendship, Mind Manipulation, Darach (Teen Wolf), Deaton is a Darach, Mates Derek Hale/Stiles Stilinski, Love Confessions, Pack CoAlphas Derek and Stiles, Derek Hale is a Softie Summary:

Stiles has been hiding from who he is since his mother's death, but after Gerard kidnaps him, he understands that he can't hide any longer. Leaning back on his roots, he changes the course of the tide, giving the Pack the second chance they very much needed. Derek and Stiles work together to bring the Pack into what they all deserve for it to become.

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you ever read a fic so good you just gotta sit there and contemplate your entire existence and everything you’ve ever read before?

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✶ . ၄၃ . FIC WRITER ASK GAME !

any [insert __] is for the sender to fill in :)

1 ⧽. if you could sit down and finish any one of your wips without anything stopping you (time, tiredness, etc), which fic would you choose? tell us about it if you want!

2 ⧽. if you could sit down and finish any completely new fic without anything stopping you (time, tiredness, etc), what would you write? tell us about it if you want!

3 ⧽. what's something you like about your writing?

4 ⧽. is there an au or trope that you haven't written before, but would want to try?

5 ⧽. is there a certain kind of fic that feels the most satisfying to finish? any reason why?

6 ⧽. if you were to write a part two/sequel to a fic, what fic would you want to write it for?

7 ⧽. is there a fic you wish you received feedback on, but didn't get any/much? this ask game is asking someone else to then give feedback on said fic, pretty pretty please!!!

8 ⧽. what part of [insert fic] is your favorite?

9 ⧽. tell us about a wip/idea that you're excited about!

10 ⧽. what genre is generally the easiest or most enjoyable for you to write? which is the hardest?

11 ⧽. if you were to rewrite [insert fic] with [insert different character/ship] how do you think it might change?

12 ⧽. what's a song or two you associate with [insert fic]?

13 ⧽. do you have any writing projects/goals/plans you're working on/want to work on?

14 ⧽. is there anything outside of your normal content that you want to write?

15 ⧽. if you wrote a fic called [insert title] with [insert character/ship] what do you think it might be about?

16 ⧽. if you wrote a fic called [insert title] what character/ship would you want to write it for?

17 ⧽. are there any songs you want to write a songfic for?

18 ⧽. how do you want your writing to feel to your readers?

19 ⧽. give a hint/teaser about something you're writing without any context or explanation! tease us haha

20 ⧽. answer any one of the other questions that you want to!

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Rose Was A Bitch For Letting Go

Writer: @fuji09 Artist: @always-mimits

Rating: M Relationships: Derek Hale/Stiles Stilinski Characters: Stiles Stilinski, Derek Hale, Scott McCall, Erica Reyes, Sheriff Stilinski Additional Tags: Pack Alpha Derek Hale, POV Stiles Stilinski, Top Derek Hale/Bottom Stiles Stilinski, Derek Hale Deserves Nice Things, Protective Derek Hale, Derek Hale is Bad at Feelings, Derek Hale is a Softie, Hurt Stiles Stilinski, Panic Attacks, Bisexual Stiles Stilinski, Demisexual Derek Hale, Drowning, Good Parent Sheriff Stilinski, Sheriff Stilinski's Name is Noah, Kanima Jackson Whittemore, Werewolf Scott McCall, Erica Reyes is a Little Shit, Making Out, Coming In Pants, Past Kate Argent/Derek Hale, Derek Hale Has Trauma from Kate Argent, Derek Hale Has PTSD, Stiles Stilinski Has ADHD, Stiles Stilinski Has Panic Attacks, Stiles Stilinski Has Self-Esteem Issues, Derek Hale Has Feelings, Stiles Stilinski Has a Crush on Derek Hale, Derek Hale Has a Crush on Stiles Stilinski, Stiles Stilinski is a Little Shit, Stiles Stilinski is a Mess, Derek Hale is a Tease, Emotionally Constipated Derek Hale, Stiles Stilinski is a Menace, Stiles Stilinski Is Bad at Feelings, Stiles Stilinski is a Nice Thing, Stiles Stilinski Deserves Nice Things, Derek Hale is a Nice Thing, Pack Beta Scott McCall, First Kiss, Getting Together, Clothed Sex, Neck Kissing, Love Bites, Canon Compliant, Nerdiness, References to Monty Python and the Holy Grail, The Pool Scene, Nerd Derek Hale, Nerd Stiles Stilinski, Cuddling & Snuggling, Post-Coital Cuddling, Paralysis, Canon Rewrite, Accidental Bonding, Childhood Trauma, Erections, Hurt/Comfort, Angst, Angst and Hurt/Comfort, Angst and Feels, Mild Smut, Fluff, Fluff and Angst, Fluff and Humor, Consent, Explicit Consent, Enthusiastic Consent Series: Part 1 of Maybe the Real Abomination is the Friends We Made Along the Way Summary:

Things said in the pool between Stiles and Derek and then what happens afterwards.

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fuck

anyone else feel like they got kicked in the chest today? Oh, just me? That tracks...

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WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS

WHO IS USING THIS

AN APP??? THEY HAVE A FUNCTIONING WEBSITE

THE LAST FUNCTIONING WEBSITE