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absolutely love it and find it mesmerizing when the line between art and real life is so blurry. like when you look at a photograph and you’re like!!!! there’s no way this isn’t a painting it looks too beautiful to be true!! or the opposite when you’re looking at a painting and your brain goes ! ! ! Because it looks SO real. too real. and i just think. not only do we kind of live inside one huge beautiful painting but we also sort of create our own world through art. it’s so wonderful i have tears in my eyes

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I love this SM cuz it makes it look like wingmans the real culprit behind these murders

grimace shake casualties 😔

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I draw all kinds of stuff but you'll see me posting a lot of fanart. Here's a gekko :D

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guys,, i love him sm

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rough day for gekko

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gekko is cool but wingman has my heart

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I’m just saying, if he can plant a spike, he should be able to shoot a gun

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A little bit ago, my boyfriend brought this question to me into the retaliation of 'would you love me if I was a worm?'

He asked me, 'who do you love more, me now, or me when we met?'

It was a playful question, I knew he didn't mean any harm against it, and we were both stoned so arguing my point was like a mouse trying to fly. But later, both sober, he posed the question again while we were cuddled in my room. And this time I could answer it. I told him my love was never-ending, ever expanding, and always encapsulating. I love him with my whole body, just as I did when I first met him. To me, he is my breath, my morning, my night.

When we first starting dating, my family used to have this term we used quite frequently, 'I love you to the moon and back'. And as I got older, I adopted it into our relationship. I was scared to admit those words to him on our first true date, but on the next one he gave me a necklace engraved in those words. He didn't know the meaning behind that action, or why I was crying, but he held me tight and kissed those tears away to whisper the same words back to me. It sounds fake, and cheesy I know. But it was the most real moment to me.

Those words, the true meaning is I love you with every beat of my heart, since your heart pumps enough blood to get you to the moon and back. And therefore, he loves me with his entire body. So when he posed that question to me the second time, I said all that. And probably not in a way that would've made as much sense as this post. But still, I spilled my words against his chest in prayer he understood. And he did.

He looked at me with a softness I could never describe, and all that fell from his stupid lips was 'oh.. I finally understand.' I laughed so hard that I almost started crying, not only at how dumb he can be, but at the fact he deemed that a good enough time to start tickling me.

I will one day, marry that man. But don't ever spill my secret :)

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The little giggle at the end of Stick Season ft. Hozier has me kicking my feet like a little school girl. This song isn't the same as the first.

This song is about change. About growth, becoming someone who you're scared is unlovable. The first song is that fear creeping forward as you shed and old skin, as you slowly brace the new parts of life with that fear, apologizing for changing.

This one is apologizing for never staying the same, for leaving that shitty home town.

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Girls be like ‘this is my comfort song’ and it’s the most emotional self destructive pining you’ve ever heard

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gastronomy - jessica poli / garden song - phoebe bridgers / growing sideways - noah kahan / nobody likes a secret - lizzy mcalpine

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to be loved is to be changed

Haruki Murakami South of the Border, West of the Sun // Robert Bly In the Month of May // Ocean Vuong On Earth We're Briefly Gorgeous // art: unknown quote: Fyodor Dostoeyevsky The Brothers Karamazov // @x2s (via @llovelymoonn) // Bianca Sparacino // Noah Kahan You're Gonna Go Far // Katja Kemnitz Too Much Love // Charlotte Eriksson Everything Changed When I Forgave Myself

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I love Our Flag Means Death because you can clearly feel the chemistry of two close friends who just love working together, and are so comfortable with themselves, they can act intimately as a gay couple without being insecure about it. Same with Good Omens except one of them won’t shut the fuck up about wanting to powerfuck the other on Twitter

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The Wend*go is Not Your Cryptid

I'm Algonquin/Ojibwe and this is a spirit that comes from our teachings.

As a young child, the elders taught me to never even SPEAK its name, to not even sing its songs. When we sang a song about it during drumming group one year, we all got in trouble.

You do not spell the word or speak the word.

It's NOT a "cryptid" or a "spooky story" for white people to appropriate.

Its bearly spoken about in our own communities, and even then, only very carefully.

Again, not because its "creepy" but because its respected and something in our traditions that is not played around with; so its certainly not for non-ojibwe/algonquin people to speak about whatsoever. Period.

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when a new season of a queer show comes out so i know its time to mentally prepare myself for the overflow of gay men making out popping up on my tumblr fyp

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Could Aziraphale be lost in Heaven?

I come to say that the coffee theory may or may not be true, but here… Aziraphale is NOT influenced by coffee or metatron. Here IS AZIRAPHALE. This moment... Aziraphale's smile in the lift… is the smile of the angel who one day led an entire platoon of angels in the fucking holy Great War.

We are going to see a ruthless Aziraphale. Trying NO MATTER WHAT for heaven to win and be an "IDEAL" place.

So much so that we'll see Crowley say, "I don't know who you are anymore. This is not the Aziraphale I fell in love with."

And then it will happen… (to be continued?)