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these mfs better take my posts off the web this is embarrassing as fuck even tho i feel the same way make me unsearchable
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me and my boyfriend are back together now! he's still abusive, but i love him
this'll probably be gone soon but i still happy that he's together with me again, i can't wait to see you
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"sex is so intimate and it's crazy how y'all see it as a hobby"
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i wish a got a sorry before you left
you didn't even give me an i love you back
you must really hate me
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my heart just keeps breaking more
i know he will not come back
i don't know what i'm doing
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to throw away all that potential
someones learning experience has to come at the expense of traumatizing others
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its hard to move on when theres that constant reminder of what could have been
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"im not going to be with this girl anymore and she is not apart of my life in this way anymore."
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changing my username from johnsgirlfriend
12:20 AM He's cheating on me, he is right now, he doesn't love me, he doesn't want me, in fact he hates me but there is nothing I can do about that. I have tried everything to save us, everyday without him feels so miserable and I can't imagine how my days will be like after this, after I have fully left. It will be hard and it wont happen in an instant but I am still trying. I know I am not ready to let go, I'll never be ready, I will miss him everyday I will think of him every second of the day he will be on my mind all the time
but I know I have to do this I have to let him go, I will miss all of the lovely times we have had together as a couple, they were the only times in my life where I felt as if I was truly happy. I feel like I'm really living when I am with him and I just hate to say that he really hurt me. He completely broke me, shattered me, destroyed me and all in all he fucked me up, I don't know if I will do good at all or be happy at all but I just need to try and stay alive.
I'll miss you so much my love, all I wanted to do was give you infinite and unconditional love, but I know I am not who you want and I have to get over that one way or another, I need to forget who we were, you hate me now even as just friends.
I'm sorry that you feel like I ruined you, but you permanently have completely now broke me. I know I still have so much love for you and a special place in my heart for you, it will never go away.
12:27 AM be lucky you're the one who hates me.
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i remember when you made me get back with you that day i was so resistant you ruined the chance i was going to let you go john i let you go i let you leave me and you made me get back with you the exact same hour i was letting you leave
that day you showed me so much love the love i was always craving the love i deserved from you, now let's go to the end of that day when we were going to go to sleep
i was telling you how scared i was that all this love would be completely gone and you'd be mad upset sad for any reason any reason at all and you'd bring it all out on me and you would break my heart make me feel so unworthy of everything i was scared you would completely shatter my heart that i so freely relinquished to you because i trusted my heart in your hands i trusted you to never break it i trusted you i really did and you broke my heart and the trust i had
back to when i was telling you how scared i was that when i'd wake up this would all be over, you kept reassuring me with i love you's and things like promises and you said how this wouldn't end how this'll never end how you'll really fix us
it made me happy
it made me happier than anything
i trusted you.
and so i said "i trust you"
i can barely imagine saying that to anything like that now
you broke my trust
but i still love you
and guess what happened after all those i love you's and all the love you gave me all the reassurance
we're back now, we're back here, i don't know what i did so wrong i tried making it up to you i know that we're fine for now but that won't last that's why i said for now this'll be over and i can see myself crying every night because of it even if i get kisses and i love you's i know this won't last.
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i can't fucking handle this you were so in love with me I really didn't do anything to you what happened you say I ruined your life you wish you never met me but i don't understand why you never showed problems you had with me real problems i would have tried my best to fix them for you.
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he really hates me
and even though it's over with
i know that's not going away.
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