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Uttara Phalguni, Uttara Bhadrapada, and Revati in music 𓃔𓃰

Uttara Phalguni and Uttara Bhadrapada share a significant connection to music, but they express it in distinctly different ways.

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Uttara Phalguni, known for its poetic and lyrical brilliance, often produces artists who excel in raw, soul-stirring lyricism and emotive vocals. This nakshatra thrives in the realm of storytelling through words, as seen in the work of artists like Fiona Apple, Amy Winehouse, Nick Cave, PJ Harvey, Lorde, Bruce Springsteen and Kurt Cobain. Their songs are narratives confessions and philosophies wrapped in music, each lyric a meditation into the depths of human experience.

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In contrast, Uttara Bhadrapada shines through vocal mastery and innovative soundscapes. Artists born under this star often possess a powerful, soulful voice one that can both soothe and shatter. Their music is a journey of layered emotions, combining profound depth with inventive arrangements. This is evident in the iconic voices of Lady Gaga, Elton John, Aretha Franklin, Lykke Li, Chaka Khan, Ari Lennox, Halle Bailey, Joan Baez and Mariah Carey. For them, the voice is an instrument in itself, a vessel for emotion and artistry.

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Both nakshatras share a unique connection through their animal yoni, the Cow (Cow Yoni). Cows are known to respond positively to music, particularly jazz, which has a soothing effect due to its rhythmic, melodic frequencies—similar to the natural, calming cadence of a cow’s lowing. Studies have shown that slow, gentle music, like Indian instrumental pieces, can increase milk production and reduce stress in cows, while faster, louder genres like rock can have the opposite effect, increasing stress hormones.

This sensitivity to rhythm and harmony may explain why artists like Lady Gaga and Amy Winehouse both tied to these nakshatras While Amy Winehouse has always been Jazz influence and Gaga have gravitated toward jazz at some point in her career. (Sidenote: Gaga reminds me of Uttara Bhadrapada ↑ Barbara Streisand in this video)

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I also want to mention revati, Revati is a nakshatra deeply connected to drums, percussion, and ethereal soundscapes. Artists born under Revati possess a unique gift for creating music that feels otherworldly, blending primal beats with futuristic tones to craft sonic experiences that transport listeners to dreamlike realms. Revati’s connection to drums is symbolic. Its rhythmic essence is reminiscent of modern drums. In ancient cultures, drums were the bearers of news used to announce important events or send messages, much like Morse code. This connection emphasizes that communication, in all its forms, is a core aspect of Revati. ( Source: The Book of Nakshatras by Prash Trivedi) Musically, Revati is a bridge between the ancient and the futuristic a hypnotic dance of rhythm and transcendence. Artists like Thom Yorke and Sade showcase this beautifully Yorke’s haunting, electronic landscapes and Sade’s smooth, transcendent melodies both channel Revati’s ethereal quality. Pharrell’s genre-blending production, Kelela’s shimmering, futuristic R&B, and N*co’s dreamy, avant-garde sound all reflect Revati’s ability to weave rhythmic magic. Even in Bladee’s cloud rap, where his dual influence of Revati and Uttara Bhadrapada merge, there is an airy, surreal quality that feels like drifting between heaven and earth. But Revati’s connection to drums goes beyond percussion it’s about creating an atmosphere, a sound that feels alive, pulsating, and transcendent. Whether it’s King Krule’s melancholic, poetic compositions or Arca’s boundary-pushing synth explorations.

While for Uttara Bhadrapada a nakshatra known for creating music that is haunting, ethereal, and deeply intimate. Artists born under Uttara Bhadrapada often venture into the surreal, the dark, and the sublime transforming their emotions into sounds that linger like a half-remembered dream. Grimes’ futuristic, synth-heavy soundscapes, with their blend of eerie and angelic tones, perfectly capture Uttara Bhadrapada’s ethereal essence. Billie Eilish’s sleepy vocals paired with haunting beats, and Soko’s raw, emotionally charged indie pop, are other clear examples of this nakshatra’s influence. Damon Albarn, known for his melancholy yet expansive sonic explorations (from Gorillaz to Blur), embodies the nakshatra’s ability to drift between genres and worlds. Similarly, artists like ABRA and Kilo Kish explore moody, genre-blending sounds that feel like secret conversations whispered in the dark.

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moon and rahu conjunction in Revati

Moon conjunct North Node 🌙

Having a rahu-moon conjunction makes someones emotions expressed in the extremes. This means you could feel everything deeply, or be extremely detached to your emotions.

These people can have a restless mind and a hard time focusing on something. You might not able to enjoy the present moment or are always wondering about the past or future. 

As someone with this conjunction, it would be beneficial to learn meditation to help stabilize you thoughts and learn to be happy in the present movement. We have a tendency to spiral lol

Connecting with nature helps with grounding yourself

Developing good habits of eating and reducing negative thoughts also help

if u have moon-rahu, i would love to hear abt ur experience w this placement :)

readings

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Rando, pt.3

- most likely, even from a young age, Capricorn Mercuries sounded mature when speaking and conveying ideas. Mercury, the planet of problem-solving, communication, and interaction, is paired with the goal-setting energy of Capricorn. Their authoritative tone is somewhat condescending at times. Even if they don’t know what they’re talking about, they make it sound believable/logical.

- the Pluto in Sag generation is having a hard time with this Saturn in Pisces transit. Whenever Saturn and Pluto makes any hard contact, this can indicate a time of hardship — it can take a while to break out of the societal limitations and pressures put on you. Overall, it’s a period of stress and constantly trying to make ends meet.

- Mars square Pluto denotes power struggles and violence. It can also indicate being obsessed with revenge. In most cases, these natives always try to control everything. They also hate being rejected or being told “no”.

^the Mars-Pluto aspects can generally indicate having to defend yourself constantly against outside influences, but the harsher aspects become vindictive and gain anger issues, while the softer aspects become stronger.

- Mercury conjunct Saturn natives go through an awkward stage when it comes to communicating. They’ve also, most likely, dealt with language barriers, loneliness, and anxiety. They’ve had to be patient when it came to connecting with other people. But, it’s just Saturn wanting us to communicate the right way.

- Jupiter opposing Neptune natives are big dreamers without a real plan. Neptune making any aspect to Jupiter produces delusion to some extent, and the opposition leads the way to unhealthy amounts of daydreaming — and even toxic positivity.

- Unfortunately, Aquarius Suns can, sometimes, fall into online Conservative-rhetoric. Under the guise of being a “free-thinker”, they’d follow people who are controversial and not scared to “speak the truth”. They get their Egos from being seen as innovative — and somewhat controversial.

- Venus in Capricorn natives fall in love with individuals who have a purpose and work hard towards that. Venus is not only physical pleasures, but the type of energy/things we appreciate, while Capricorn energy is about achievements.

- Taurus Mars, especially if aspected by Neptune, can become pornography addicts. Taurus energy deals with the physical senses and rewards, while Mars is primal and action-oriented. If aspected badly, it can produce a sex addict.

- Pluto in the 9th house could have to fight against certain ideologies they were force-fed.

^on the other hand, they could find great power and resilience through things like religion, spiritual practices, and philosophies — they need to gain the “answers”.

- Jupiter square/opposing Pluto can indicate illegal activities. Jupiter is freedom, and Pluto is extreme and taboo.

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The Astrology of : Young Thug

Like many Rappers who grew up in harsh conditions, Young Thug is another success story — kinda. What separated Thug from the other rappers/artists, is his approach to music and fashion. Sonically, he wasn’t afraid of utilizing new vocal techniques. Fashion-wise, he didn’t care for gender barriers, or traditional outfits. This new attitude(s) and approach to art, in a notoriously male-dominated, and homophobic genre and culture, makes him an influential figure — especially for the new influx of rappers.

he confirmed his birth-time in one of his interviews, so this is an official chart.

Venus in Virgo (rX)/5th House: Venus retograde could actually be a progressive placement: it forces the native to re-think their approach on love and aesthetics, and Virgo adds to the analytical-side. This could be the reason why Thug is seen as an oddball — or used to be seen as one. The 5th house deals with leisure and entertainment — the sector of life you don’t take too seriously. It could be romance, music, casual sex, etc. Venus in the 5th house is an artistically inclined placement: it sparks creativity.

^Venus trine Uranus could also add to the creative and progressive style.

Mercury conjunct Venus (both Rx): Thug has a unique — kind of awkward — way of speaking if you watch his interviews. Yet, he also has a stylized way of communicating. Mercury meshed with Venus can make someone socially charming, and can even indicate songwriting — hence why he is a rapper. Songwriting is a lucrative career for him. His voice is also described as an instrument.

^Mercury trine Uranus adds to this

Neptune trine Ascendant: The Ascendant — and first house in general — rules over our physical body and the relationship we have with ourselves. Neptune is glamour, imagination, empathy, and delusion. Like mentioned before, Thug is known for his style — different hair-colors, genre-bending outfits, painted-nails. He has a creative and limitless approach to himself — like he’s a canvas.

^Uranus trine Ascendant could also add to his progressive approach in life. His appearance also shocks people — he stands out.

Moon in Scorpio: Scorpio Moons have intense and visceral relationships with themselves — and their Mothers. This is true for most people really, but Scorpio Moons carry this energy everywhere they go. This placement could indicate emotional trauma and seeing your own Mother go through pain. Thug is also known to have come from a less-than-stellar background — growing up, having lost a brother.

^Chiron in the 4th House could also indicate pain in the family sector.

Sun & Jupiter in the 4th House: At the same time, he could also take a lot of pride in where he’s from. The Sun rules our nobleness, pride, and self-interests. He is probably the center of attention at home — since he’s the only famous one. Jupiter in the 4th house is very expansive. He has 10 other siblings, and 6 children.

Pluto in the 7th House: Pluto is intensity, so it could lead to power-struggles, violence, obsession, or having complete control and influence. The 7th house is how you deal and interact with other people — not just in romantic relationships, but in business partnerships, associates, and the public. Thug has brought up a lot of people on his label and changed their lives for the better. He wields a lot of power in his partnerships.

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🌱Would you love to own a Plant? - My Mom Needs You🌱

Hello everyone,

incase you’re just seeing this, My mom is a plant lovers. It’s been her, her cat, and her plants since we lost my dad as a kid. Unfortunately, Few years ago cancer came in between her and her plants. Just few months ago she had a successful surgery to remove the cervical cancer. We thought we were done.

With deep sadness, I must share that despite the successful removal of her cervix, my mom began experiencing severe internal pains during her recovery. After several check-ups and extensive kidney tests, it was confirmed that her kidneys have been affected by the cancer in a process known as metastasis. We now find ourselves facing a new and daunting challenge.

The treatment plan for metastatic cancer is complex and depends on various factors, including the type of primary cancer, the locations and number of metastatic sites, my mom’s overall health, and the treatments she has already undergone. Unfortunately, this new phase of treatment is extremely expensive, and we are struggling to manage the costs.

Compounding our difficulties, my sister was recently laid off just a few weeks into her new job, and our plant shop is not running as it should. We are in a dire situation, having exhausted many of our resources to treat my mom's cervical cancer.

With heavy hearts, we are reaching out to you once again to request your help. We are initiating a crowdfunding campaign to raise funds for my mom’s kidney treatment. If you can, please consider donating. Your support means everything to us, and we are eternally grateful for any assistance you can provide. Below you find link to her cancer story/journey from months ago and a link to donate.

Thank you for standing with us during this incredibly challenging time.

LINK TO HER CANCER STORY

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Capricorn Ascendant

[Coming from an actual Cap Rising] There is a misconception about Capricorn Risings: that they’re all about following rules, always serious, intimidating, and money-hungry. However, being ruled by Saturn can have two different outcomes: feeling delayed in life or having “everything together” - being seen as a role model.

Saturn is a powerful, malefic planet that has one serious objective: to cut out what isn’t necessary in trade for something thats solid and long-lasting. Notoriously, going through this process isn’t easy; Saturn could also cause delays and scarcity—which can lead to feelings of insecurity and powerlessness. On a lighter note, individuals being ruled by Saturn could be mature for their age, take on huge responsibilities, and be made for achievement.

The 1st house can tell us the relationship we have with ourselves, the physical formation, and our natural disposition. The downside of having a planet like Saturn rule over your 1st house is feeling like a late-bloomer in every aspect of your life. You could feel uncomfortable within your own body and feel like you naturally “lack” something others seem to have. With this placement, self-esteem—and anything else that is beneficial to you—is something that has to be worked on greatly—with patience. Overall, working through insecurities could take up the earlier half of your life.

Luckier people with this placement seem to handle all of their problems by themselves, have an innate wisdom about everyday problems—it’s like they’ve been here before. They could be seen as role models and easily take large, important positions in public. The downside with this, is that they always give themselves a hard time.

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Hello! Hope you're having a great week! 🌼 Ely, what does having Pluto in the 12H mean? I'm a bit curious about this placement. Thank you in advance! ☕

Hello love! Yes, I'm a bit excited today. I hope you have a wonderful day! And well, I'll be more than happy to give you my take on this overlay!

Pluto in the 12th house

Their mind is a complex and even incomprehensible place for these natives. Prone to periods of excessive fear, overthinking or an overwhelming number of different emotions that flood them deeply. Their mind is a dark place, which locks all the emotions that the native considers negative or overwhelming for the other person. They usually present themselves to the world as people with a lot of self-control, order in their lives and a lot of peace, but the reality is that inside they keep worries, fears and sensations that do not let them sleep. They give the impression of being very serious and calm, and even charming and pleasant people once you get to know them. However, they often think that there are things about themselves that they must hide so that they do not affect the bonds they have formed.

Even if they try to keep this cool and relaxed attitude on the outside, these natives unconsciously reflect enormous intensity towards other people, they are seen as very powerful, indestructible, somewhat intimidating and give the impression of having been through a lot in their life. . They do not like the idea that a person knows a lot about them, this for several reasons, the two main ones being the distrust with which they grew up towards other people and the fear of depending on someone and worrying someone with their problems. Their emotional world is complex, but they prefer to deal with it on their own. They are people with a high level of intuition, they easily perceive what others do not. They are able to make deductions very quickly.

They have an intense fear of being forgotten, ignored or even alone, but many times they lock themselves in that bubble of solitude, in which they are used to being but that despite being used to it, causes them a feeling of emptiness. They prefer to be alone and feel safe, rather than vulnerable and surrounded by people. They are very loyal people once they connect at a deep level with someone, they are constant companies that try to help the other in any way they can. They fear that the people they love will ever feel even an iota of the feeling they feel, so they seem to be very attentive to other people's needs and emotions. It's worth mentioning that they exhude such an intense appeal that makes other people drawn and attracted to them easily.

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Rando, pt.2

- Sun-Mars people like to be in charge of everything. They may come across as over-confident, too angry, or too horny. These natives enjoy challenges and making their mark wherever they go. They also hate being “wrong”.

- Venus square Jupiter can be prone to addiction and sloppiness. Venus rules our pleasures—social & physical—and Jupiter is excessive. They can take stuff for granted, lack discipline, and even be vain. Can also be subjected to weight gain, from what I’ve seen.

- Mars conjunct Pluto is powerful. Mars is our actions & primal behaviors—anger, libido—, while Pluto indicates power struggles and intensity. They have an immovable drive to reach their goals, and will do anything possible to get what they want. A lot of willpower. (Celebrity Ex: Kobe Bryant).

^on a lighter note, Mars conjunct Saturn can also give the native enough drive and discipline to achieve their goals.

- 10th House isn’t “fame”, its more about personal achievements that you could be known for—locally or globally, depending on the rest of the chart. If your 10H is connected to your 12H, then it may point to being globally famous.

- Pluto in the 1H Transit will bring themes of self-concept to you; it will be your job to empower yourself and heal through situations that hurt your confidence and the way you view yourself.

- Sun square Chiron could indicate being wounded by your father figure somehow. You felt like you didn’t have a “role model” while growing up.

- You can’t really tell the difference between a Sagittarius Moon & Sagittarius Mars. Both placements have no boundaries and hate being bossed around. Sag Moons may be a little wiser when they get older, but they have a young-spirit nonetheless.

- The difference between Cap Rising and Cap Sun, is that Risings have to take time developing self-confidence and improving their self-concept—Saturn rules over our first house—, while the Suns have already established and carefully crafted their images—they get ego-boosts from being seen as role-models or as someone who has everything together.

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Random

- Cancer Placements are great musicians. Being ruled by the Moon—a planet the rules our fluctuating emotions, these naitves are susceptible to constant mood swings, which gives inspiration for art - mainly music.

^I also think this is why the Moon is one of the planets the rules music.

- Venus in Virgo (or any Virgo Degrees: 6° & 18°) are also great artists in whatever medium they take up. Venus being our aesthetics, social gracing, and values is paired with analytical Virgo; this can make the Native study and practice everything that comes to Art and master it.

- Aquarians can fall into conspiracy theories for a while. Being the sign that is supposed to break barriers and progress society as a whole, they are prone to questioning everything before them. This can make them pseudo-intellectuals too - still one of my favorite signs tho.

- Moon in hard aspect to Pluto or Uranus can make dangerous individuals. The Moon is a vulnerable placement, ruling the emotional state. Pluto is intense and uncomfortable, and Uranus is unstable. These Natives can make harsh and life-altering decisions based off of their emotional state. A bunch of serial killers and terrorists have this aspect too: Timothy McVeigh, Ted Bundy, The Columbine Shooters & Richard Ramirez.

- Mercury conjunct Mars natives will always sound mean and loud to everyone, regardless of what sign its in. Mercury is the way you communicate, while Mars is how you defend yourself and take action. This can naturally give you a loud and demanding-tone when speaking.

- March Pisces are usually seen as more bold and angrier since Mercury can fall into the sign of Aries when the Sun is moving through the later degrees of Pisces.

^Pluto in Sagittarius also squares the sign of Pisces—usually in the later degrees, which can make these natives come off as dominating and somewhat controlling.

- I’ve seen Taurus Moons being the most liked. Their emotional state is usually—depending on the aspects—calm and stable, which gives them a welcoming demeanor.

- Taurus Mars usually takes a long time to move on in romance. Once these natives are settled and comfortable with a person, its hard to convince them to snap out of it when they need to.

- the 12th House is a fame house. The 12th House can point out where we feel isolated from everything physical. The most famous people are able to live in their own worlds, separated from everyone.

^12H natives can also connect to the collective unconscious.

- Taurus Mercuries are the most stubborn people of all time. Taurus is comfortable and stable, while Mercury is analytical and interactive. This placement can cause somebody to be close-minded and (somewhat) argumentative. Whatever solution or opinion they think is right, will remain right, because they are so comfortable with it.

- The Sun either conjuncts Mercury or Venus, due to the fact most people’s Egos are designed to be aesthetically pleasing - to themselves or to others. You also have to use your ego through communication.

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IM GONNA DIE SOON - XXX

I’m gonna die soon, and I’m not sure when, I can’t say goodbye, I don’t know how to, if I could than I never cared,

the point is, I’m at the end, I can either reach my prime or I can fold now, I’ve never folded in my life on what I wanted, but,

I’m scared of myself, I’ve done the craziest things you could imagine, I wanna say I’ve seen it all, but I can’t and thats what scares me,

I’m scared of myself, what if I get worse than this? what if I hurt the people I love, what if I keep on with my insanity, I never counted on having to be insane forever, only momentarily to achieve what I wanted, I’m scared, I’ve never been real deal scared before, but I wanna cry, I wanna let go, and I’m ready, but that “what if” is that twinke of light for me, but it’s disappearing, because I’m forcing it too,

after me, after you, who’s next who else do I have to kill , who else do I have to break, I want to end this now,

myself - xxx

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The Astrology of: Kendrick Lamar

Kendrick Lamar is one of the most important and thought-provoking artists in the Hip-Hop genre. Born on June 17th, 1987, he would experience the harsh circumstances that Compton, California had to offer—usually gang violence, shootings, and racial struggles—and this had a profound effect on him and his perspective on the world. To cope with his environment, Lamar expressed himself through poetry and rapping, being inspired by Tupac Shakur - this also kept him away from “gang life”. Lamar’s music/albums reflect on heavy topics—spirituality, morality, and of course, racial injustice—while still being accessible (at times) to the mainstream.

No real confirmation on a birth time, so I’ll just focus on some of his aspects and placements.

- Mercury conjunct Mars: Aspects between these two planets are commonly found in Rapper’s charts. Mercury is supported by Mars through passionate speech and messages. You can come off as strong and loud, even if you don’t intend to. People with this aspect can also use their words as a weapon (see: beef with Drake).

- Sun in Gemini - Moon in Pisces Combination: The Sun is how we express our pride and autonomy. Gemini is an energy that deals with interaction and information, so people with a Gemini Sun like to communicate and get a reaction out of others. They can express themselves through comedy, literature, and Rapping.

Pisces Moons find emotional comfort through isolation, day-dreaming, and art, since Pisces energy deals with everything that is non-physical and imaginative.

This combo can explain why Kendrick is so creative in the medium(s) of hip-hop and poetry. Kanye West also has this combination in his chart, and he is seen as someone who likes to think outside-of-the-box when it comes to creating music - and everything else he does.

- Moon trine Mercury: The Moon—how we try to find emotional comfort—is being supported by Mercury. Lamar expresses himself through written word and poetry. Rapping is also an avenue that he can articulate his emotions and ideas in.

- Moon square Saturn: Due to growing up in harsh environments, Lamar was depressed. When the Moon is squared to Saturn we feel suppression of emotional connections in your earlier years. Lamar is also known to be quite reserved and private - he took a 5 year break from music.

- Jupiter in Aries: Jupiter expands anything it touches, while Aries is an energy of confidence, self-protection, anger, individuation, vitality, motivation, and fighting. Kendrick likes to challenge others and isn’t afraid to fight back: in 2013, his “Control” verse electrified the Hip-Hop community when he declared that he wanted to beat-out every other successful Rapper at the time; his verse on “Like That” revitalized diss-tracks this year; he just humiliated Drake in a series of diss-tracks.

Sun sextile Jupiter shows that he has an abundant amount of ego and self-confidence in himself - which is why he calls himself the goat.

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Explaining some placements in my Natal Chart

1. Taurus Mars: Honestly, I am kinda slow to taking action on most things. Usually, I don’t get that defensive, and I’m more comfortable with letting things slide; I don’t have enough energy for confrontation sometimes.

- squaring Neptune: Mars square Neptune is my worst aspect imo. This placement makes it hard for me to feel motivated; daydreaming is my go to, but I’m “working” on trying to knock down my goals in a realistic manner. I think this also makes my actions misconstrued by others - I always got in trouble and perceived as suspicious by others.

2. Mercury in Leo 11°: My laugh is contagious. A Leo Mercury gets attention from the way they communicate or laugh.

- opposing Neptune: Fucking terrible. All my words come out so wrong and jumbled together. An unhealthy amount of daydreaming too. I’ve always been a creative writer tho.

- conjunct Saturn: This one is annoying too. I do feel like my comments or opinions get ignored sometimes. And I gotta talk slowly to get the best sentences out. In general, Mercury-Saturn eventually makes you smart and well-educated; Saturn takes out what isn’t necessary and makes you think about something longer before you say it.

3. Aries Moon: I’ve definitely witnessed my Mom taking the leadership role in the household while growing up. She’s always wanted me to be more militant and confident. Even when I think something isn’t a big deal, she’ll take it very seriously. I’ve also heard of the Aries Moons having big foreheads-trend.

I think this is the most sensitive Moon sign, because the Moon is such a vulnerable planet and Aries feels everything so fast. Whenever I face emotional problems - or discomfort, I like to work out, or listen to loud music. Its like this weird energy rush.

3rd House Moon trine Mercury: Mind is racing constantly. I like to write out my feelings and thoughts to feel better. I can accurately analyze my emotional state. I’m a good student too—not so much with homework—and I can easily pay attention and participate in class.

-sextile Neptune: I can express my emotions through poetry and music. Neptune makes me a little more empathetic.

4. Libra MC: Throughout school, I’ve always been known for having nice outfits. My biggest aspirations involve artistic things: screenwriting & music.

5. Sun in Leo 29°/8H: Theres a lot of enjoyment in Astrology—which is also rules by the 8H—for me. In school, I had a list of everybody’s birthdays for some reason. I’m heavily interested in the subconscious mind and how it controls you—your behavior and how it affects the decisions you make. I’ve always been more interested in everything under the surface.

6. Saturn in Leo: I never really felt my Leo energy like that. I’m more reserved tbr. For some reason, I feel guilty and annoying for enjoying myself and simply being creative - even when it’s not bothering anybody.

7. Capricorn Rising: People usually tell me I look older than I am. I feel naturally awkward for some reason. Since the 1st House deals with the relationship we have with ourselves, it took me a while to get comfortable - Saturn rules Capricorn.

8. Chiron in the 1st House rX: Honestly, I never really put that much importance on my height, until other people started commenting on it. And there’s always unneeded comments on my appearance. Since its in Capricorn, I’ve had teeth problems growing up, and now I have braces.

9. Pluto in the 12th House rX: The 12th House is separated from everything and everybody. I’ve always been existential since an early age. There was always a fear of being separated from people. I do like to dig deep into my subconscious mind and figure myself out more; I’ve realized how powerful the subconscious mind was and why I was acting the way I was. Detaching from everything also seems to give me less burdens. Sleep Paralysis issues too.

10. Saturn in the 7H: Suckkkksssssss. Growing up, I was definitely the late-bloomer when it comes to relationships.

11. Uranus in the 2H sextile Ascendant: Definitely felt like an oddball growing up. I’m not the only person that listens to Rock, but I definitely got weird looks and reactions for enjoying it. I do get self-esteeem from being different, even if it alienates me. My appearance and interests surprises people.

12. Mars/Aries in the 4H: WWE matches in my household/family.

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tryna master my mind

Can we talk about how many extremely successful celebrities have admitted they manifested their fame? You have REAL LIFE PEOPLE telling you they manifested their everything and you STILL doubt the law?

Oprah Winfrey has talked numerous times about manifesting her dreams, including her role in a movie she liked by visualising herself as an actress in the said movie. “The way you think creates reality for yourself.” — Oprah in 2007 on American talk show.

Drake has said he manifested his success and even some elements of his house in LA by visualising. "This some shit I wrote up back when I was broke. See the power of the mind is not a joke.” — His own lyrics in the song ‘Both’.

Ariana Grande wrote a whole song called “Pete Davidson”, which talks about how she manifested her relationship and engagement with Pete. “I thought you into my life / Universe must have my back” — Her own lyrics.

Lady Gaga is super open about how she manifested her fame by repeating affirmations to herself. “You repeat it to yourself every day. And it’s not yet, it’s a lie. You’re saying a lie over and over and over again, and then, one day, the lie is true.” — Her own words.

And these are just some of those who openly talked about it, but there’s many more ‘subtle’ cases, just like how Megan The Stallion tweeted in 2014 “I promise rap is gonna take off for me” or Tom Holland admitting Zendaya was his first celebrity crush and now he’s full on dating her.

So who cares if Jimmy and his 30 followers believe manifestation isn’t real? Let them be, they don’t matter. They are happy with living in failure, but you don’t have to settle for that.

Manifestation found you for a reason, don’t let it go to waste because of miserable people, they aren’t the ones you should be taking advice from.

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Placements that give off “cool” energy

Mars in Sagittarius: Sagittarian energy is care-free, explorative, and brave. Mars rules our primal desires, anger, and libido. Sag Mars are kind of reckless people; their desires have no boundaries. These traits are what makes them cool and fun to be around — when you’re not against them. You will not hold them down and keep the contained.

Moon in Cap & Aquarius: The Moon shows us how we emotionally react to things and can tell us about the lessons our Mothers taught us. From what I’ve experienced, Capricorn and Aquarius Moon people keep a cool and calm demeanor—almost intimidating. Capricorn does not like to waste time sulking around in emotions and Aquarius is usually worried about impersonal subjects. Of course, it all depends on the aspects.

Sun conjunct Venus: The Sun is our pride and Venus is what we value and are attracted to. Usually, these people come off as charming and are aesthetically pleasing to look at. They can also take time into crafting an image or have really cool interests in general.

Mercury-Saturn: Mercury-Saturn aspects reply when necessary. They also like to think about things thoroughly. This makes them intelligent and helpful, recognizing communication as a useful tool. Just like Mercury-Pluto, they tend to think about serious topics.

Mars in Capricorn: A perfect placement for an entrepreneur. Mars is channeled into achieving something and going after what it wants.

Venus in Scorpio: Venus is aesthetics and values and Scorpio is intense and intimate. Their sense of loyalty—depending on the aspects—and intimacy overpowers them and this can make them a bit obsessive. But they also have magnetic attraction for some reason, from what I’ve seen.

Moon in Scorpio: Scorpio brings uncomfortable feelings to the Moon. This placement can — sometimes — make someone self-aware, and able to handle tough situations.

Mars in Scorpio: Their desires are intense and they have an all or nothing attitude.

Sun in Aries: The Sun is charged by Aries—a sign that rules independence, primal desires, and bravery. These people usually have strong personalities - sometimes obnoxious. Like Sag Mars, they hate being bored, and usually like to make their own rules.

Capricorn Ascendant: The Ascendant contributes to our physical bodies and what energy we give off naturally. Cap Risings have the reputation of looking serious and older than their actual age—which is true, coming from a Capricorn Rising.

Sun in the 8H: The 8H deals with the vulnerable aspects of our lives—the moments that make us transform and rediscover a stronger part of ourselves. Sun in 8H individuals could have very strong and impressive personalities—coming from an 8H Sun person, we do.

Saturn-Pluto aspects: Usually weighed down by harsh circumstances—Saturn is our restrictions and limitations, Pluto is what controls us—they have an ability to change their lives through hard-work and patience.

Honorable Mentions: Pluto in 1H. Sun in the 1H. Jupiter-Pluto. Sun in 5°, 13°, or 17°degrees. Sun-Saturn. Sun-Mars. Sun-Uranus. Scorpio Rising.

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The Astrology of: John Lennon

Often considered the leader of The Beatles—an insanely talented and influential rock-band coming out of Liverpool—John Lennon was a complicated artist in every sense of the word. His songs were honest and vulnerable, as his personal life (and behavior) was questionable, unpredictable, and even violent. After The Beatles disbanded in 1970, he’d relocate to New York, where his public image would now center around peace and love. Unfortunately, New York is the place where he would unexpectedly be gunned-down in front of his apartment by a deranged fan - which makes his life story and legacy even more intriguing.

no official birth time for him, so just focus heavily on aspects

Jupiter-rX conjunct Saturn-rX: Seen as the strongest conjunction ever, Jupiter conjunct Saturn is a success placement; Jupiter gives us abundance, while Saturn gives us boundaries and longevity. This can attribute to his long-standing artistic influence—he was apart of The Beatles. Both in retrograde tells me that his life felt very unlucky and unstable at times - which makes sense.

Sun conjunct North Node: This is another fame placement. North Node is our life “goal” and the Sun is how we express pride and ego. Most people with this aspect may feel like they are supposed to take center-stage and be the “main character”. He’s an ultra-famous musician, who is still talked about 40 years after his death.

North Node in Libra: Libra energy is all about social gracing, attractiveness, and fairness. Earlier in his life, Lennon struggled with maintaining his anger—he would take his anger out on his family and get in random fights at bars. Later on, he would be a famous advocate for peace. South Node would automatically be in Aries, showing that he was already a fighter and aggressor early on in life.

Mercury square Pluto: Pluto is a controlling planet, while Mercury looks for problems and communicates. Disharmonious aspects between the two planets give someone a very paranoid personality, and no filter in what they say. Lennon would always get himself in trouble with what he said: he claimed The Beatles were more popular than Jesus and later would make fun of Beatles’ songs that were written by other members.

^He also had a song titled “Woman is the N*gger of the World”??? He had no filter.

Venus sextile Mercury: Venus gives an aesthetic touch to how we communicate and work. Lennon was a great songwriter. He even published a few books.

Moon opposing Pluto: The Moon is our emotional comfort, while Pluto is intense and addicting. This aspect points to emotional upheavals and an inability to control your reactions to things. This can add explanation to his behaviors earlier on in his life and the emotional turmoil you hear in his music.

^Pluto can also signify death and being overpowered, while the Moon is the mother figure. Lennon’s Mother unexpectedly passed away when he was just 15 years old.

Moon in Aquarius: Despite how personal the Moon placement is, Aquarius deals with impersonal subjects (i.e., human evolution, new-ways-of-thinking, and inventions). The good side about this placement is, when Humanity feels good, they feel good. This gives insight into his humanitarian approach later on in life.

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Favorite Placements, pt. 2

Mercury in Aquarius: Mercury is our problem-solver and communicator, while Aquarius deals with larger-scale issues that impact humanity as a whole. Mercury in Aquarius gives the ability to think ahead and outside-of-the-box. Along with that, I like Mercury trine/sextile Uranus.

Sun in Aquarius: The Sun is a personal planet that rules self-esteem, pride, enjoyment, and image. Being placed in Aquarius, the Sun will express itself in a “new” or “quirky” way. Along with this, I envy Sun sextile/conjunct/trine Uranus - they are very versatile and can fit in to any group or “clique”.

Mercury trine/sextile Pluto: Pluto pulls you in, whether you want to it or not; it is an addictive, controlling, and powerful planet. This aspect can make someone very attentive, smart, and clever. Pluto brings serious, heavy subjects, that makes Mercury more transformative and stronger; you are always questioning and thinking on a deeper level.

Jupiter sextile/conjunct/trine Pluto: Jupiter expands anything that it touches, while Pluto pulls you in and controls you. This placement gives access to power, powerful individuals, and can even make you influential yourself.

Mars conjunct/trine/sextile Venus: Mars is our primal planet—other than the Moon; it represents our drive, anger, and sexual impulses. Venus is our social graces, aesthetics, and what we like. This placement gives an out-going personality, that (REALLY) enjoys sex. It also gives you a passion for art.

Scorpio Moon: I know, this is an unpopular opinion. Scorpio is such a huge and heavy energy, and the Moon is supposed to be emotionally comfortable. Scorpio brings intensity and uncomfortable feelings to the Moon. After going through a Scorpio Moon Progression, I feel more self-aware and I know myself way better than before.

Moon in the 9th House: The Moon is how we get emotionally comfortable, while the 9th House rules philosophies, answers, and beliefs. After a tumultuous period, these people can always look at the bigger picture in the end.

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When you have...

Medusa in the 1st house, 4th house, 7th house, or 10th house

Medusa conjunct sun, Medusa conjunct ascendant

Chiron in the 2nd house, 5th house, 8th house, 11th house

Sun square Saturn

Sun square Ascendant

Sun square Pluto

Moon square Pluto

Sun opposite Ascendant

Jupiter opposite Pluto

Sun in the 8th house

Venus in the 8th house

Pluto in the 1st house, 4th house, 7th house or 10th house

Pluto-chiron aspects

Instead of defining and categorizing your emotions, or repeating your tales of grief and betrayal, you can learn to recognize energy that is no longer useful to you, release it, and replace it with something lighter. And just because its lighter doesn’t mean its something weaker or smaller. Its actually more stable. It helps you feel safer in your body. You learn to trust your body.

All of your anguish, humiliation, and animosity have the potential to convert you into someone completely different. It will never be simple, but the effort will always be worthwhile when you succeed. If you feel like you have been the most destructive parts of you, imagine the other side of that? It would be glorious.

Poetry book is I Don’t Want To Be A Good Woman 🥀