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Important PSA

I have decided that I would like to start with a fresh blog for the new movie. Clear out some clutter and frankly have a better url XD. So you can now find me here:

https://awakenedpower.tumblr.com/

If we have an ongoing thread at the moment I will move it here :) 

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"Balance?" That was not something she expected to hear from him, and it took her off guard. "If...if I agree to this....to go with you and allow you to teach me. You have to promise me something. That you will not harm my friends."

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“Who else can help you? Who else would rather see you reign in that power rather than choose a side? You know nothing of what I want or who I am, you are afraid and alone. No one will understand it like I do.”

She wanted to tell him that he was wrong, but instead for a long while, she was just silent. “And then what do you want, Kylo?” She finally asked. “What do you gain by helping me?”

“I only want to see your power grow, for you to know the Force like I do and not to be afraid. You do not have to be afraid, you only have to trust in me and allow me to show you the ways of the Force.”

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Rey hesitated. She'd taken his hand a few times in the last moments they'd spent together, but this felt different. It was so final. Like she was putting the seal on some pact between them. But it was her choice. And she had made it. So carefully she reached out and laid her hand in his.

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Rey looked at the enterance to his ship, knowing that there was no turning back after this. Going back to Luke would not be an option, and she found that she didn’t care. “I am.” She said, looking back at him. She was scared and she wasn’t sure she was making the right decision, but it was the only one available to her.

That was all he needed. If she understood that the choices she made were her own, he was prepared to take her with him. The ramp was lowered already, and he walked up onto the ramp. After a moment, he turned around again, giving her a look as if to tell her it was okay. Then, he offered his hand to her once again. 

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Rey looked at the enterance to his ship, knowing that there was no turning back after this. Going back to Luke would not be an option, and she found that she didn't care. "I am." She said, looking back at him. She was scared and she wasn't sure she was making the right decision, but it was the only one available to her.

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“He doesn’t care about me.” She said quickly. The very words hurt to say. Rey had so thought that her belonging would be with Luke. She really truly had believed that. But now, it didn’t seem that that was the case. “I frighten him. And he never wanted to train me in the first place. I bet he’s glad to be rid of me.”

Ren felt sympathy for her. She was pushed away from something she got her hopes up for. He knew exactly how that felt. Many times, he was pushed aside by his father as he tried to earn his respect and approval. Eventually even his mother pushed him away. Ren waited a moment as he finally reached his ship. “You don’t need him,” he told her, turning to face her once more. “You’re certain this is your choice…” 

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"He doesn't care about me." She said quickly. The very words hurt to say. Rey had so thought that her belonging would be with Luke. She really truly had believed that. But now, it didn't seem that that was the case. "I frighten him. And he never wanted to train me in the first place. I bet he's glad to be rid of me."

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Because Lukw wouldn’t have her. Because she was scared and lonely. Because he was the only option. All of those answers are true, and she’d spoken them before. But that wasn’t what he was asking for. “Because you saved me.” She answered. “Because you dove off a cliff and pulled me from the ocean. You risked your own life to save mine. Even though I’d done nothing to deserve it.”

Ren knew she was still curious on why he had done that. After all, he didn’t exactly give her a real answer to that. After a moment of silence and his eyes looking down at back up again a few times, he replied, “I couldn’t let you die. I couldn’t let myself be the reason you died. Because what I see in you…. is exactly what I felt years ago.” 

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As interesting and eye opening as this conversation was. They couldn't stay here. "We should go." She offered. "Luke won't come looking for me. But Snoke might send people looking for you. We can't stay in the same place for too long."

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Because Lukw wouldn’t have her. Because she was scared and lonely. Because he was the only option. All of those answers are true, and she’d spoken them before. But that wasn’t what he was asking for. “Because you saved me.” She answered. “Because you dove off a cliff and pulled me from the ocean. You risked your own life to save mine. Even though I’d done nothing to deserve it.”

Ren knew she was still curious on why he had done that. After all, he didn’t exactly give her a real answer to that. After a moment of silence and his eyes looking down at back up again a few times, he replied, “I couldn’t let you die. I couldn’t let myself be the reason you died. Because what I see in you…. is exactly what I felt years ago.” 

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Now that terrified her. Could she become him? Someone who was so lost that they killed the people they loved. Because that's what he had done, hadn't he? He loved his father, she knew it. And yet, he was gone. But, maybe that's what he was trying to prevent with her. "You don't want me to become you. Do you?"

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Because Lukw wouldn’t have her. Because she was scared and lonely. Because he was the only option. All of those answers are true, and she’d spoken them before. But that wasn’t what he was asking for. “Because you saved me.” She answered. “Because you dove off a cliff and pulled me from the ocean. You risked your own life to save mine. Even though I’d done nothing to deserve it.”

Ren knew she was still curious on why he had done that. After all, he didn’t exactly give her a real answer to that. After a moment of silence and his eyes looking down at back up again a few times, he replied, “I couldn’t let you die. I couldn’t let myself be the reason you died. Because what I see in you…. is exactly what I felt years ago.” 

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Because Lukw wouldn't have her. Because she was scared and lonely. Because he was the only option. All of those answers are true, and she'd spoken them before. But that wasn't what he was asking for. "Because you saved me." She answered. "Because you dove off a cliff and pulled me from the ocean. You risked your own life to save mine. Even though I'd done nothing to deserve it."

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It seemed like with that, their little pact was sealed. They were a team now. For better or for worse, he was her teacher. And she had finally given into him. “Then I think we have some work to do.”

Ren agreed. There was much work to be done. It wasn’t going to be an easy task. Especially since she seemed so conflicted. Though because of Ren’s ability to relate to her, he figured it would be far easier to teach her. “Why did you come to me?” he asked, needing one final answer. “Really.” 

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It seemed like with that, their little pact was sealed. They were a team now. For better or for worse, he was her teacher. And she had finally given into him. "Then I think we have some work to do."

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Slowly Rey allowed her hand to drop. And secretly mourned the seeming end to their intimate moment. The answer to his question a few weeks ago would be been a resounding no. But here they were, and a different answer left her lips. “Yes. I trust you.”

He believed her. He needed to believe her. Just as badly as she must have known she needed to trust him. He wondered if there was still a slight bit of skepticism within her about him, but he didn’t ask. “I trust you,” he promised her after a moment.  

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Slowly Rey allowed her hand to drop. And secretly mourned the seeming end to their intimate moment. The answer to his question a few weeks ago would be been a resounding no. But here they were, and a different answer left her lips. "Yes. I trust you."

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It was in that moment she realized that they were both craving different and yet the same things. She wanted direction. A place to call home and an understanding of herself. He wanted that sense of belonging too. But he understood himself. He just needed someone else to see the truth too. And to accept it and love him for it. He craved it. She could sense it. But did he so want her affection? Was that why he clung to her so? Rey didn’t know. “No, thank you…we may be all the other truly has right now…”

Ren felt like for the first time ever, he had someone who understood. Even his mother didn’t fully understand him. But Rey… the two were similar. They both wanted similar things. To belong somewhere. The have a purpose. A real, true purpose. Not one that is forced upon them. “In order for this to work,” he started, pushing aside his emotions again, “there has to be trust….. Do you trust me?” 

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It was in that moment she realized that they were both craving different and yet the same things. She wanted direction. A place to call home and an understanding of herself. He wanted that sense of belonging too. But he understood himself. He just needed someone else to see the truth too. And to accept it and love him for it. He craved it. She could sense it. But did he so want her affection? Was that why he clung to her so? Rey didn't know. "No, thank you...we may be all the other truly has right now..."

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Rey considered it for a moment. She had been terrified of him the first time they’d met. Silently she reached up. Her fingers ghosting over the scar she’d left on his face. Barely touching the mark she’d permanently left on him. “No.”

It was a direct mirror to the conversation they had just had earlier. Ren allowed her fingers to gently touch his scar as some rogue tears formed in his eyes. Maybe he needed her help. Maybe she was right. Together they could find their place. They could find their purpose and their identity within everything. There was some relief in knowing someone did not fear him. After years of having people look at him as a fearsome leader, he felt a tenderness from Rey. One he had been longing for for so long. For a brief moment, his gaze fell before looking back to her eyes again. “Thank you,” he nearly whispered. 

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Rey considered it for a moment. She had been terrified of him the first time they'd met. Silently she reached up. Her fingers ghosting over the scar she'd left on his face. Barely touching the mark she'd permanently left on him. "No."

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“You’re not.” She insisted. That much she knew was true. “You’re not, or I would be dead right now. You wouldn’t be offering to help me.” Rey wanted to put him at ease. Because he had done so for her. At least a little.

Ren could see the care behind her eyes. Why did she care? He was a horrible person. He had done terrible things. “Are you still afraid of me?” he asked, his own voice trembling with his attempts to appear calm. 

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"You're not." She insisted. That much she knew was true. "You're not, or I would be dead right now. You wouldn't be offering to help me." Rey wanted to put him at ease. Because he had done so for her. At least a little.

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“I thought you were a monster.” She answered truthfully. “But I see now that’s not true. You’re just a man. One who is just as lost and alone as I am.”

She was right. He was lost and alone. Maybe that was why he sought her out. He remembered when he went through her mind… the more he learned of her, the more he liked her. “And what if I am really just a monster?” he asked, lifting his brows. 

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"I thought you were a monster." She answered truthfully. "But I see now that's not true. You're just a man. One who is just as lost and alone as I am."

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Rey was simply silent. She didn’t know what to say that. She didn’t know how to make this better for him. “You deserve so much more than you give yourself credit for.” She finally said. “You pretend to be somethingbyoure not. Something that Snoke has made you into. But you’re not that. You’re so much more.”

Maybe he should believe her. She was, after all, the only one who seemed to understand him the most. But he wasn’t so sure he could fully believe her. Still, he tried not to show any regret for what he had done. “Then what am I?” he asked, wondering what she would say.