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late 30s

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gotta love loneliness, especially in the crowd.

when everybody walks minding their own stuff, and you just observe

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Welp, since its 2018 and i havent written anything here yet..

if theres one thing i could wish, it would be better selfesteem and more faith in whatever i do

and independence

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what should i write about, i have no idea. i have so many thoughts in my head rn. im not sure what should i do with my life, should i just go with the flow of it and let things happen, or what?

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Last post of 2017! Thank you all for the Likes and Comments. Wish you all a very happy new year! This is BerneDoodle “Timber” I felted based on the inset.

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Ikkō Narahara, Village at the Foot of Volcano Kurokami Mura, Volcanic Smoke from “Human Land”. 1954

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First song makes me feel so fucking good and like safe and actually happy. No idea why tho. Sounds of birds in the background, kids screaming, you can feel the atmosphere of forest, or park or whatever. Just nature. Calm and yet dynamic baseline makes it even better.

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Bernardino Mei Orestes slaying Aegisthus and Clytemnestra, 1654 Palazzo Salinbeni, Siena

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new years eve&netflix inc :))

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80s

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wna know whats so good about causing the pain to yourself? it just makes you feel fucking alive. you see the blood running down your skin, your heart pulsating, your adrenaline rushing. its kinda like a drug. and ive also discovered that it helps me with my insomnia. fight club vibes ehh?

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Shibuya,Tokyo

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im feeling so empty and voided, yet so full somedays. im going with the flow of my things, pretending for everyone else that i do care actually about my future and stuff, and yet im hurting myself. pain is good for me.

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Portrait

M / Moegi 

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Everyday life in Tokyo

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fuck my life i want to go to some rave so badly, but there are none good in my fucking city, should i move out for the sole purpose of going to good raves?