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"Girls like it when men ignore em"

LIEEEEEESSSSSSSSSSSSS

I WANT THAT MAN OBSESSED WITH ME

I WANT HIM THINKING ABOUT ME LIKE A PRAYER, EVERY BREATH, EVERY MOVE, EVERY CHOICE HE MAKES ANCHORED TO ME. I WANT HIM LOSING SLEEP BECAUSE THE IDEA OF ME IS TOO LOUD IN HIS HEAD TO LET HIM REST. I WANT HIM TO LOOK AT ME LIKE I’M THE ONLY THING THAT MATTERS—LIKE THE WORLD COULD BURN TO ASHES AROUND US AND HE WOULDN’T CARE AS LONG AS I’M STILL STANDING THERE.

I WANT HIM TO SPEAK MY NAME LIKE IT’S SACRED, TO LOOK AT ME LIKE I HOLD THE UNIVERSE IN MY HANDS. TO BE HAUNTED BY THE SOUND OF MY LAUGH, THE TRACE OF MY SCENT ON HIS SKIN, THE MEMORY OF MY TOUCH. I WANT HIS OBSESSION TO BORDER ON MADNESS, TO FEEL ME IN EVERY PART OF HIM LIKE A HUNGER HE CAN’T EVER SATISFY.

I WANT TO BE HIS FIRST THOUGHT

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Telefonumu mu kapatsam hayatımı mı karartsam

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Duygularım yalnız kaldığımda ortaya çıkıyor ve Tumblr yalnız kalabildiğim tek yer, burası benim günlüğüm

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Bazen çok konuşuyorum, baş ağrıtıyorum. Fazlalık gibi hissediyorum. Çok yorgunum ve çok çaresizim. Kaçıp gitmeyi çok isterim de gidecek yerim bile yok. Parmaklarımdan dökülen kelimeleri yazıp yazıp siliyorum, dakikalarca düşünüyorum. Eski neşemi geri istiyorum...

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"Yarın hatrımı sorsan ne olur bugün hevesimi kırdın bi' kere..."

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being a girl includes staying up till 3AM bc it’s already past your bedtime to read more “x readers” because you know you’re going to miss your alarm anyway.

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Daily reminder to touch grass cause I think this crush with fictional characters is getting a little to real

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me after putting down my physical book deciding it’s enough reading for the night just to start reading some fanfics on my phone:

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me after putting down my physical book deciding it’s enough reading for the night just to start reading some fanfics on my phone:

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pov: you’re scrolling trying to find a cute little fluffy fanfic to read but everything you get is smut 

no smut hate, i just want to giggle :(

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going out of your way to search up [insert character] ANGST and all you get is smut

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i don't WANT to read smut right now

i WANT to read a passionate, poetic, jaw dropping, tears streaking down my face, heart wrenching, giggle inducing, feet kicking, cringy yet amazing, gorgeous story written by someone who apologizes for english not being their first language(they're the best writers ever) which has 4 chapters and then makes me scream because it hasnt been updated in months and the author is mia

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going out of your way to search up [insert character] ANGST and all you get is smut

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i have two types