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me: after all the abuse I’ve endured, i just want to be treated with compassion and respect. i want my partner to never let me forget i’m safe.

also me, pulling my own hair out: WHY WON’T YOU JUST HIT ME?!?!!!!????

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you’ve done enough

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me, at myself: so you have 231 unopened emails, 34 unread texts, 3 essays, 5 hw assignments, ur mom's calling, the dog needs to be let out, u haven't taken ur meds in 2 days,, showering would be nice, oh fuc it's dinner time-

also me *staring blankly*: yo u ever see shapes in the ceiling? there's like a lil bunny right there lol

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It’s uh…. Its like… okay to be annoyed and angry with the people you love. Just, If you know your energy is bad rn and you’re feeling sensitive, don’t be ashamed to take a step back and give yourself a breather. It’s okay, it’s just a temporary feeling

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THAT’S MY FRIEND YOU’RE TALKING ABOUT! 

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Source: Reddit BPD thread. A collective list of symptoms common amongst borderlines that are hardly ever discussed.

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me: *thinks back to a childhood memory*

me: someone….. probably should have been a little worried

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time: [passes]

me: what

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me, drunk at 2pm, buying a professional embroidery kit online while waiting for my hair to bleach: i’m not manic, i’m a Creative Spirit

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The types as my shitty mental illness coping mechanisms

Istj: social withdrawal Intj: setting things on fire Istp: reckless driving Intp: dissociation Isfj: constantly crying Isfp: procrastinating Infp: enabling people to take advantage of me Infj: self-sabotage Estj: denial Entj: stubbornness Estp: shoplifting Entp: drug and alcohol abuse Esfj: self-blame Esfp: risky sex Enfp: binge eating Enfj: gossiping

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Roman Emperor Julius Caesar is overthrown (44BC)

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it’s finally cold and i love this weather but it only makes me think of starving myself

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ONE DAY ONLY! Neil Hilborn is signing copies of THE FUTURE, don’t miss out!