imgoingtocommitsuicidejournal

[imgoingtocommitsuicidejournal]

1/23/25

This is serious, and no one can stop me.

I'm up early in the morning and everyday I always find something new I hate about myself, I've been looking at photos of myself and realizing how ugly I really am and how unloveable I am because no one will ever find me attractive without seeing my body.

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1/22/25

This is serious, and no one can stop me.

I just blocked my ex I kept running back to even though I hate him and he hates me so I'm feeling more free now still not happy though I just can't seem to find a way to stay happy without it being drugs, lust, or self harm. Maybe I'm meant to be like this, maybe I'm supposed to die young.

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[imgoingtocommitsuicidejournal]

1/21/25

This is serious, and no one can stop me.

Been thinking more about my suicide and decided to keep blogging until the day just comes to me in my mind and until I find a stupid rope. I wanna tell yall more about me, I've been to the mental ward already for 2 weeks and then went to PHP for 2 weeks so I have tried to get help but why was I in the ward? Suicide overdose, didn't work obviously and I'm definitely not doing it that way again unless I find stronger pills that would actially kill me but anyways maybe soon enough I'll tell yall what made me this way.

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[imgoingtocommitsuicidejournal]

1/20/25.

This is my suicide journal, if you don't like my posts and everything I talk about in them then block me because I won't stop going through with it.

More about me.

My age is not your concern.

I am a female.

I do not care what you say.

I won't respond to comments only my "ask away".

I am a Theistic Satanist.

I love Satan.

[imgoingtocommitsuicidejournal]

1/20/25.

This is serious, and no one can stop me.

Day one of my suicide plan, I've already made up my mind about what I will do but not when I will do it which is a big part but anyways, my plan can't happen until I find a rope because I will be hanging myself and I know exactly where it's a place where everyone would see me if they looked hard enough; a tree of course a tree, my tree the tree.

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