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hi there *wink*

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focus on me 👀🤭🙈

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Call me immature or what pero kasi napakaselosa ko. And I know na aware naman siya dun.

Timangguyob falls

Masaya naman yung experience this day kahit masakit sa katawan. Pero kahit ganon, I’m not really happy with our trip. Di ko alam kung insensitive ba siya or what eh, Napakababaw ko man para sa iba but who cares? I just want to let go of my thoughts and feelings. Ang bigat kasi sa pakiramdam. Well siguro nga kasi mas maganda and sexy mga kasama ko kaya ganon. Hahaha. Pictorial nalang mas supportive pa siya sa kanila kesa sakin. Ang babaw ko myghad. HAHAHA.Tipong todo turo pa siya sa pagpo-project ng mga kasama ko pero nung akin basta basta lang. Yung tipong mema (mema shoot lang) Sinabi ko sa kanya yon sa ka-badtripan ko but he insisted na uulitin yung akin. Too late, wala na ako sa mood. No thanks tho. After kong sinabi yon, Nag walk out ko, then sinundan ako nung isa naming kasama, asking me if what’s wrong kasi she smells something fishy daw kasi. Pero sabi ko nalang na wala at buti nalang may butterflies sa camera. I just told her na kinukuhanan ko lang ng pictures yung mga butterflies. I can’t look at her because my tears keep on coming out. So nung pabalik na sa sasakyan (which is another 2hr trekking again) nauna nako. Ayoko kasi siyang makasama muna. Kung di lang ako nakakaramdam ng pagmamanhid ng paa, di ako kakapit sa kanya eh. Haha. Ayun lang, naalala ko lang ulit at eto na nga. Hahaha. That’s all.

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Timangguyob falls

Masaya naman yung experience this day kahit masakit sa katawan. Pero kahit ganon, I’m not really happy with our trip. Di ko alam kung insensitive ba siya or what eh, Napakababaw ko man para sa iba but who cares? I just want to let go of my thoughts and feelings. Ang bigat kasi sa pakiramdam. Well siguro nga kasi mas maganda and sexy mga kasama ko kaya ganon. Hahaha. Pictorial nalang mas supportive pa siya sa kanila kesa sakin. Ang babaw ko myghad. HAHAHA.Tipong todo turo pa siya sa pagpo-project ng mga kasama ko pero nung akin basta basta lang. Yung tipong mema (mema shoot lang) Sinabi ko sa kanya yon sa ka-badtripan ko but he insisted na uulitin yung akin. Too late, wala na ako sa mood. No thanks tho. After kong sinabi yon, Nag walk out ko, then sinundan ako nung isa naming kasama, asking me if what’s wrong kasi she smells something fishy daw kasi. Pero sabi ko nalang na wala at buti nalang may butterflies sa camera. I just told her na kinukuhanan ko lang ng pictures yung mga butterflies. I can’t look at her because my tears keep on coming out. So nung pabalik na sa sasakyan (which is another 2hr trekking again) nauna nako. Ayoko kasi siyang makasama muna. Kung di lang ako nakakaramdam ng pagmamanhid ng paa, di ako kakapit sa kanya eh. Haha. Ayun lang, naalala ko lang ulit at eto na nga. Hahaha. That’s all.

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Daming kailangan gawin. Nagkasabay sabay na pero nakuha pa rin makipagchat, mag-facebook and magtumblr. Pawer mga besh. Larga Comm ppl.

Di madali ang tracer kala niyo ba. Hirap pasagutin ng mga graduates hayup. :(

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Password

Finally, after how many attempts in opening this account, I succeeded in accessing it again. I missed writing stuffs about my life. (even if no one cares) lol. What did I missed guys?

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When he mentions you on random posts on fb. ☺😍😘

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Ako may nickname, siya wala. Hahaha. Bad dengdeng. 😂

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You can always evaluate a man’s character by the way he speaks about his ex girlfriends and other women. When entering a new relationship or getting close with a new guy, make sure you take notice of the language he uses when referring to other girls.

Miya Yamanouchi

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While I was scrolling through my facebook news feed I saw this post from FEU Secret Files. I don't know why I clicked it and read the entire confession. To my surprise, I saw a comment -my comment to be specific. I mentioned him, my ex, and when I was checking his answers I realized that he really know me too well.

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18th of September

It seems like I am the only one who remembers what's with this day -it's been two years since the day I said "yes" to him.

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No regrets

After posting "to the person i loved", I don't know what happened but I had the courage and took the risk on sending him a message. I thought he won't reply on my message but luckily, he did. I asked if we can talk about something which honestly is the reason why I want to talk to him. But while we were having a phone call conversation I asked him about us -particularly what happened to us. He laughed at me and asked me "Bakit? Di ka pa makamove on?" I felt ashamed on what I asked. I hated myself for asking that but I just want to know what really happened why did he left me. As our conversation goes, I realized that he doesn't care about me anymore. He doesn't wanna get involved in my life again. I cried in silence. I don't want to end our conversation but just like the old times -he always drops the call. And reality hit me, even if I still want to give us a chance, it will no longer work for the both of us. I will move the hell on an I will make myself better. I have no regrets in making that kind of move. At least it is clear for me now. I will just focus on my self and my career. To you K, thank you and God bless. I loved you so much and I still do. But I will move forward now. Goodbye to "us".

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To the person I loved

Hi K, how are you? Are you doing good? I hope and I guess by now you're doing fine with your life. I know this is what you always wanted --for me to leave you and don't bother you. Honestly, I miss you. I miss "us". We're almost on our second year of being together if we just fought for our love. But I am also aware that you don't wanna talk to me now. I just hope that when you got the chance to read this, keep in your mind that I am just here for you and you meant so much to me. I wanna message you but I am afraid you might just leave me on "seen". I miss you, K. God bless you. ☺️😘

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She just loved him so much, and in the end, he didn’t really love her back.

(via agirlleftbehind-blog)

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Why do I keep running from the truth?

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Random thoughts

In life, we need to face the reality. It may be accepting that our “loved one” doesn’t feel the same way about us anymore or maybe our friends don’t give a damn about us now. The more we deny it, the more it will keep on haunting us. Accepting the reality is better than escaping the situation. We all have to move forward in life in order to make a change. What if you chose to stay on that certain situation or place ---you chose to hold on and handle the pain instead of learning from it and try to move on from it. Do you think you’ll be able to pass that situation? I don’t think so, we all have to face the reality even if it will cause us so much pain.

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If we bumped into each other on a crowded street, it's not us no more. It's just you and me.

Marc E. Bassy