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queerbaiting is good because the yearning is always better than the having

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can someone invent a type of letting go that actually feels good instead of feeling like your soul is getting ripped out via large intestine

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i’m getting tired of reblogging images on here someone fall in love with me

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everything is about reaching the ending except for the ending which is about wanting to go back to the start

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ughhh fine *experiences emotional growth*

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Think I used to get bogged down in “do I forgive this person” “do I even out the scales” “should I stand my ground” but really the question I should be asking is “what would be better for me” bc really. What would be better for me in the long term. What would stay true to my self respect and boundaries and values? What would provide the best outcome? What would make the most of our time? Sometimes that’s forgiveness and sometimes it’s not and I don’t think either route is necessarily morally superior to the other so long as it minimizes harm and is fair while also prioritizing your happiness

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“do you know where you’ll be headed in 5 years?” no. but i do know about themes and motifs. and friendship. and putting garlic on everything

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oh I see. it was the crime of wanting. that's why I deserve it.

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I see a man (fictional), I am generally like "okay". I see the same man (fictional) being put in a situation, covered in dirt and blood, perhaps soaking wet, actively sobbing and shaking like a chihuahua, and I am saying "yay" and "yippee" and things of this nature

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being held would be so cool. wish physical touch was real

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have you ever stayed up late with someone texting or chatting and known as the hours ticked by that you’d be ridiculously tired in the morning but it didnt matter because it was really fun and totally worth losing sleep over just to laugh with someone and enjoy their company maybe and then the next day you keep tiredly recalling how much fun it was

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The moment being old prevents me from doing something that I used to be able to do as a youthful man is the moment I am leaping off the Grand Canyon

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come closer i exhibit normal and not obsessive behaviours

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I engage with fiction in a normal way. don’t look at my blog

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makes me sick to see people dedicating their lives to their careers and families. what about phone in bed