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$199,999 /5 br/built in 1893

Milwaukee WI

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Static movement

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I can't stress it enough how bad it is to cut.

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Scars are forever...

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Takin dabs and watching Zack and Miri make a porno with my love bug😜

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Just a little love my Dovy little thing.

No one even has to read this, but I just need to share. Take the time to really look at everything your S.O. Does for you, sometimes may be tough but if it's real you'll manage to fight through it! My background is a little messed up but I'm just gonna keep it short anyways. Today, I've been more energized and happy feeling than I have felt in weeks. I can't say why exactly but after this dark period I've been stuck in, it is the last thing on my mind. I'm actually happy for a change. For the second time since I've been out of jail I've finally have just sat back and looked at everything and accepted it. And I'm just trying to move on. I'm staring at my lovely, amazingly crafted creature of a boyfriend sleeping. He's snoozing away, not even under the covers(he's probably freezing) and I'm sitting on the couch, smoking a cigarette before hopping back into bed, admiring him from afar. He brings out the terrible and the great in me. We have somehow stood strong through all of this and I'm thankful to have him still. I love him so unbelievably much. And I cannot even think of words to describe how much. He's just been such a rock through all this and he's been here since day one. I love him entirely, even though we've both had our breaking points and almost lost everything we've fought back made it out stronger! He's so cute snoring away, his limbs all scattered about the king bed, he looks comfy, and I'm so grateful to be doing the same thing right next to him.

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💘💘💘💘💘💘💖

I've come a long way

From that angry girl in detox just struggling to climb out of the gutter and destroy my demons…I’m still angry…but I fought through my addiction and here I am six years later on the eve of getting a HUGE opportunity that will completely change my life and for once I’m so beyond fucking happy with myself….hate…spite…these things saved my life…and all those motherfuckers that kicked me when I was down and labeled me a hopeless junkie…it’s because of you that I’m clear headed…successful….and at peace….I just love to prove a bitch wrong 💁🏻…and I’ll keep all that pain close so I never forget the hole I clawed my way out of

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"I HAVE destroyed myself, to fix you."

fix you.

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When someone makes you the happiest person and the saddest person at the same time,that’s when it’s worth something . That’s when it’s real.

(via fuck-me-and-tell-me-im-pretty)

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Little Rant

I am absolutely FED the fuck up with not being good enough. Like not being good enough for anything. For myself, for society, for my friends, my family, boys that I think are men. Sick of being treated like shit. I've done so much for so many people, and in return I get fucked, I get shit talked, I get hurt, heartbroken, misunderstood, judged. All I want in this imperfect world is to be accepted and loved and understood for exactly who I am. And maybe, just maybe this world would be just a tad bit of a better place.

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Me every day

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Her eyes are so gorgeous.

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