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“Nothing of me is original. I am the combined effort of everyone I’ve ever known.”

— Chuck Palahniuk, Invisible Monsters

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I hope you saw me wave at you today. I hope you saw me blow my kiss. I hope you know how beautiful you looked, and I hope you smiled today. I hope you smiled a lot! You deserve it. You honesty and absolutely do💙 miss you

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What I want our summer weekends to be like in the future if we could. Waaaaaaaay better than the river lol

https://ifunny.co/video/2DvvNlmk9?s=cl

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https://youtu.be/q66-15EHALY

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I had a picture of you, Ryder Ray, and your mom come up on my iPad as I’m falling asleep. You look so beautiful and Ryder is being silly, cheezin hard for the camera😂 it makes me smile just as big getting to see it on my featured photo icon🙃🙂 Everyday I think of you, working harder to be who I want for us in our relationship and future family. I haven’t stopped thinking about that Lexa💙 it’s always been you. I fucked up, and I know that. I told you how out of it all I was multiple times, and you listened. You are exactly why I want you as my wife right there in that sentence! Because we talk and have been comfortable enough to talk about whatever, absolutely whenever. But when you gave me advice and told me to come home, I didn’t. I was afraid how my family would treat me, because you know how they do already. I was afraid what my friends and your friends would say about me. That I talked all this talk about going to school to be a teacher and now he’s back in the harbor. You could do better Alexa. Instead I fell deeper into my depression, anxiety, and wanted to die. It led to me making poor decisions, hurting those I love, making my issues of mental illness worse, and potentially ruining my future with the love of my life… but I’m not giving up on us Bug💙 I plan to have a lot more featured photos pop up over our lives together💋

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You are the only person I’ve ever been 100% real with. I’ve never come close to that point with any other person in my life. Family, friends… I’ve always had to put at least some little part of me away, but when were together we both can be ourselves and laugh at Peter yelling “Ugly Bitches!” as Quagmire shouted “Moooo!” at Meg when they think they look hot for Halloween 🎃

“A friend is someone who knows all about you and still loves you.”

— Elbert Hubbard

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“Some changes happen deep down Inside of you. And the truth is only you know about them.”

— Judy Blume

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We’d dance even if there was no music, except it’d feel like we were out camping when we were standing in my kitchen💙

“When you meet the one who changes the way your heart beats, dance with them to that rhythm for as long as the song lasts.”

— Kirk Diedrich

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““Take away this mask of flesh and bone and see me for my soul alone.” - Jay Asher”

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I’d say it’s more faith. “Faith” I’ll hear your wonderful voice on my phone or “faith” I see your gorgeous eyes in person to tell you how much I love and care for you. I “hope” that it’s soon, but I have “faith”💙 this is funny tho lol because I do check my phone, with what end up being phantom vibrations, and I hope it’s you wanting to text after getting something I sent you or posted for you.

“Strange as it may seem, I still hope for the best, even though the best, like an interesting piece of mail, so rarely arrives.”

— Lemony Snicket

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https://youtu.be/y83x7MgzWOA

I’m trying to deal with the bad nights. The trouble sleeping. I do listen to the recording I have of you snoring sometimes to help lol I would lean over and try to hold in my laughter as you got louder. I just spoon up to you again really hard, then I’d roll us back and forth like we were in the shoulder lean music video. You’d get cozy again and stop for a while, till you’d wake me up again😉 I miss that, miss talking to you before we fall asleep, watching Friends or Ridiculousness. Watching you put that makeup you don’t need on as you get ready for work. You are the woman that makes me feel like no other person ever has. You know me better than every other person in my life other than my friend Matt Gailan. It’s always been difficult for me to open up and be myself. But times that I was with you when we went out, or you took me somewhere new with people, or the bad nights like the song says….. I can deal with everything because you’re gonna be the person I come home to, loving on our family and fur babies, while we tell the funny stories we experienced during the day.💙 I want it with you Lexa. You can take me anywhere, because I don’t care. When I’m with my babe(y) yeah💋

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“When I try to describe you, I never can. Not because I run out of things to say, but because I can’t say enough.”

— Unknown

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Not just a piece, it’s all of me. All for you💙

“There’s still a piece of me that can’t let go of you.”

— Skylar Grey // White Suburban

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“There’s nothing more intimate in life than simply being understood.”

— Brad Meltzer

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