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“i just find– that i end up missing everything. but yknow, especially that time that we all loved– i miss that. a lot. (…) and a lot of this year, well the past few years but really now, has been me hoping that i’ll feel like that again.”

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o7 big man, hope your next year is better :)

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tommy danger safe kraken innit past vs present

im on my c!tommy shit again

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I'm coming up with a mouthwashing oc!

Here is Rowan McGinnis!

Works as a Nurse with Anya

More information about him below:

He is a Trans Male in his Mid to Late 20's

Only Anya knows he was afab for medical and hygiene reasons

Modified his Uniform for more pockets

Nurse -> Went to Nursing School for around a year before he realized he can't deal with human fluids

A Only Child of his Biological Mother and the Oldest of 3 siblings via his Father

He was raised by his Dad and Step Mom (Called Mama) alongside his sisters Lily (Early 20s) and Beatrice (Late Teens)

Wanted to be a dad and actually give birth

He would have only done one pregnancy before realizing he felt awful

He doesn't really have dysphoria in any form besides female pronouns

Rowan is ethically Jewish via his bio mom

However, he was raised in a Christian household

Rowan (and his dad) didn't know until Rowan was a teen, and he asked her questions

Rowan, when he found out, wanted a Bar Mitzvah even if he was pasted the age it normally happened

Luckily, he was already out as a guy, though he jokes that he could have had both if he knew sooner

He was happy to actually be getting along with his mom that she glady came over to set up the Bar Mitzvah. Also to get to know her son

She didn't want kids as she found them annoying, but teens are fine

She was very upset to hear he went missing, and after months and being presumed dead, she held a Shiva with Rowan's family

His entire family is upset they don't have his body to lay him to rest

How did Rowan die? I don't quite know yet but it is asphyxiation either way. Either murdered by Jimmy or he committed suicide

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Shoot I accidentally hit poll

I did contemplate him having a wife, Lavender Marriage Style

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Mouthwashing, but I can't draw people well, so here they are as animals

Post Explosion Curly under the cut

He honestly just looks like canon curly because explosion

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After noodling around on the world for a bit I have to say that the most insane part of the dsmp to me is how close together everything is

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Mareep the sheep :]

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And what if I cry

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everyone on this app yaps about bad media being better for fandoms but dsmp’s untapped and forever unexplored or poorly explored potential and general themes of attachment, grief and childhood and the fact that so much of it was accidental or improvised and the tight knit community that fell apart in less than two years makes it, in my humble and objective opinion, the single most haunting fandom i’ve ever been in. if you even care. clings to everyone like cobwebs i mean just look at all the sleeper agents and old urls that are posting about tonight lol YOU CAN’T ESCAPE

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More ponies, I drew, but this time it's the mane 6 I randomized together to have kids

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Asc Protags!!

I colored them with Watercolor ☆

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I do see people bring up other legacy named cats in comparison to Nightheart being so mad about having a legacy name. And idk if its that fair of a comparison. For one thing we arent in those cats pov most of the time, so we dont actually know how they feel. Maybe Sorrelstrip does feel awkward being named after her grandfather/mentor's dead mate that he loved so much it was his most notable personality trait. A mentor who's also been said to be "tough".

There's also the fact that, while it makes sense to assume these cats have been told stories about the dead cats they were named for, its not quite the same as being named for a cat that everyone, even cats from other clans, talk about all the time. And the conversations are "he was litterally the greatest cat who ever lived and we are only alive and as prosperous as we are now because he was our leader and also now that hes dead we can mythologize the hell out of him to the point we forget what he was really like".

Sparkpelt is reasonably easy to interpret as having the oposite reaction to Nightheart, feeling proud of her name and family connections. And unstressed about her place in that legacy because of her immense talent. Which is an equally valid response to being named after a very important dude, as, "god damn, if i do something right its attributed to some guy idc about and if i do something wrong im bringing shame to his name, this suxs. i just wanna be my own person."

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he’s a mirror, after all.

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He’s getting there