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Blue cheese haters…there are literally dozens of them. For everyone else there’s Wendy’s new Bacon & Blue on Brioche.
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Pieces of the heart
How can you learn to love again after being in an abusive relationship for so long? You cannot relax as the senses are heightened and always waiting for crisis. You cannot trust because the mind will always be questioning motives. You cannot believe that a normal life is possible. You set out into the world alone and vulnerable with no guide to help you cope with the mental illness that now plagues you. New lovers will come find you. They will hunt you down, but you will be so scared of the past, you will not let anyone in. You will reject them. You will tell them, "No thanks, I'm fine just being alone". But you won't be fine without love and the loneliness will begin to eat your soul. More abusers and manipulators will begin to circle, like vultures waiting for a dying animal to succumb to its wounds. They can smell the abuse that festers inside of you. They will see the holes forming in your soul and expose the weakness in your heart. Your boundaries will rise and fall with each season. You will grow weary and exhausted from trying to pretend that you are worthy of love. You cannot find real love because you no longer love yourself. The body ceases to belong to you. It is merely a shell now. It is violated over and over and over by the vultures as they peck your carcass apart. You loose the strength to protect your heart and can only lay there looking up at the vultures. One by one, they take a piece of your flesh, get up to put their pants on, and leave you dying on the floor. You feel that you are no longer worthy of being loved and succumb to your fate. You close your eyes and call for death. Icy breaths expel from your bleeding lips into the night air. You feel empty and broken as you wait for him. He finally comes to you silently and kneels by your side. He whispers into your ear that you are not finished here. His cloak ruffles in the breeze and he smiles before departing from your side. You have the thought that you are not even worthy of death. Death would be easy, but you have no choice in the matter. After laying there for what seems to be years, you finally find courage to begin to get up. One wiggle of a finger, then a foot, a leg, an arm, your senses begin to awaken. Your body begins to grow stronger. You are healing without your heart, because you have no choice but to live. The will to live can be stronger than any amount of torture and pain inflicted upon you. Fighting the urge to give up, and feeling every muscle in your body resisting you, you open your eyes and sit up. The world is different now. The vultures have somehow vanished and you find flowers have grown up all around you. The fragrance of the field invigorates your senses. You begin to feel a warm breath on your cheek and realize the sun is rising over the grass. Acceptance is peace. Peace is loving yourself first. Squishing the grass between your fingers and toes, you rise up to meet the sun. A voice comforts you from inside and you feel that your body is healing as you begin to slowly step forward towards the sun. Each step brings you closer and closer to the sun's warmth and energy. You are alone amongst the flowers but you no longer feel alone. The sunlight shines on you and welcomes you to join in harmony. Curious and forgetful of why you were even sad, you look over your shoulder back into the darkness. A stillness and emptiness looms behind you. Suddenly, the darkness lunges at you grasping at your shoulder and clothing! You turn back towards the sun and run. In the panic you trample some of the flowers, but you remain on the path towards the horizon. You try to remember not to look back into the darkness. You realize you never have to live in the darkness again. The flowers begin to love you as your hands and body brush by them. You feel each one touch you with a genuine silky feeling as you pass by. You start to hear birds and bees singing as you walk. The flowers are your friends, and they guide you towards the light. Love begins growing inside of you. The love is for the flowers, the birds and bees, the sun and most importantly for yourself. Your heart begins to beat and your true love is again awakened. -I love you. Don't give up. Reach out for help.
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Daily dose of love quotes here
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That feeling when you know you’re starting to fall in love is so bitter sweet. It’s the most amazing feeling and yet so absolutely horrifying.
Screw the person who made heartbreak so real for me.
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