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You crushed me, giving you a second chance would be like giving you another round of bullets.

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Kung nahihirapan ka man. Try mong ipaglaban at kayanin. At kapag wala na? Accept the fact na wala na talaga at kailangan mo ulit maghintay. Ngiti lang palagi. Ipahinga mo na ang sarili mo kakaisip sa taong hindi ka naman na aapreciate. Oras na para maging masaya kaibigan.

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I miss you deeply, unfathomably, senselessly, terribly.

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Pre-boards day 1. Kasi sabi niya magpicture daw kami kasi preho kaming nka-uniform. Dito ko nalang ipopost ksi napaka haggard ng itsura ko. Tapos ang pangit ko pa jan. But it's worth it naman. Chos. Kktpos lng ng 2nd exam nian eh. :))

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Just feeling blessed :)

So it's been months. And I saw my last post. Hahah so madrama. Right now I'm fine , I'm okay, I'm doing well. I'm about to take the board exam in Radiologic Technology this July. So I was kinda busy, my mind is really full. And there is this someone who makes my heart grow fonder right now. We may not have this special relationship, but maybe patience is a virtue eh? Joke. But actually we're both focused on the upcoming board exam and our future. Whatever happens with this. I just want us to both pass. And to see each other in the oath taking. And start anew. Bahala na after boards. Edi kung hindi, Edi hndi. Ganun tlaga eh. Bsta sa ngayon msaya ako. And super blessed. THANK YOU LORD FOR EVERYTHING.

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For my dearest X.

Today I accidentally opened my mom's fb acct in my tablet (they're friends in fb) so I was just curious kung kamusta na siya so I checked his acct. I saw him changed his status, he is now in a relationship with that girl. That girl used to be his high school friend, the girl who flirted with him while we were still together, their pen name to each other is panget, THAT GIRL who is now her girlfriend. Yes I was hurt. I thought wala na talagang after grad, wala na talagang chance for us, and he really moved on. I asked myself ganun na tlga ako ka-walang kwenta sakanya? Na ang bilis niya nakahanap ng iba. Ganun na talaga ako kadaling i-let go? This will be my last post for him, I'll act mature. Even though it hurts I won't pray for anything bad to happen, I want him to be happy even it he's not with me. I want him to still live his life, to be the best. At least now I know he's happy, and his heart is still beating. I just hope someday this pain will all go away, that I would be back to being me. I don't want to forget what happened because this is all lessons, I just want to be able to smile reminiscing all this things soon. Goodbye Aeron, goodbye for our love story, goodbye for this chapter of my life with you, goodbye to our memories together, and goodbye to all my love for you. 'Til we meet again.

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What if something goes right.

If you’re scared to love someone, that’s the best indicator that it’s real. It must be frightening that the love you’ve been craving all your life is finally right in front of you. You’re scared that if you wanted it, it’s yours. You’re scared that the unconditional love you give, you’ll receive in return. Ultimately you’re scared because, what if something goes wrong? Don’t be scared. What if something goes right.

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Everyone’s heartbroken nowadays. But I mean, we all just have to move on. What’s the point of reminiscing when you know the person is no longer worth while; when they’re no longer who they used to be? When their heart is somewhere else? Do you think they still care for you, or are still thinking about you? Because frankly, they don’t.

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Goodbye 2013.

Madaming nangyari ngayong 2013,. May masaya, malungkot, dumaan din sa madaming problema, at heartbreak. May mga bagong nkilala, at may mga nang-iwan din.

Pero thank you lord na hanggang ngayon, nakakatawa, nakakangiti, nakaka-halakhak padin ako. :)

I'm ready to face 2014 with a big smile on my face. Because I know I'm stronger and better. :)

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Love is like a fire.

So its just a thought about love. :)

Yung love parang apoy yan na nag-aalab. Tapos tayo ay isang bahay. Pag maliit palang yung apoy, panigurado wala siyang mapperwisyo walang naaabala. Pero once na lumaki na yun ng lumaki at napabayaan,dun nagsisimula ang perwisyo. Lalo na pag yung apoy ay kumalat na. Aabuhin nun lahat-lahat, parang pag-ibig pag napabayaan mo at di mo binantayan, sigurado abo ang matitira sayo. 

Pero dapat natin isipin na after ma-abo ang bahay, kailangan matuto tayong magsimula ulit sa umpisa. Matuto tayong bumangon pa-unti unti. Mahirap man at matagal, pero malay natin pagkalipas ng panahon makapagtayo tayo ng mas magandang bahay.

Pero dapat sa susunod matuto tayong bantayan na huwag hayaan lumaki ang apoy, na paging magtira para sa sarili. Para di maiwanan na walang-wala.

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yesterday was a special day for the both of us. bukod sa hindi kami nag-away buong araw, e may nangyaring 1st time. :) after my class sinundo niya ako, we went to Rob manila para maglunch, then gusto namin magsine kaso nakalimutan ko ung dscount card ko sa bahay. so ayun umuwi kami sa bahay, 1st time niya makarating dun. tapos nakapagkwentuhan pa sila ni mommy! oh diba bongga? haha :""""">

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kung sumuko ako noon, hindi ko mararamdaman ang saya ng ngayon at ng bukas :)

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i never thought that i would find someone who will love me more than i love myself. chos. Thank you Lord for sending an angel in disguise. A very memorable day for the both of us. Iloveyoubaby! :*