ihavethemuchawkwardhormone

[ihavethemuchawkwardhormone]

i wish i could clone myself, but nobody else could see the clone. i would have her follow me around, comfort me, i could talk out loud to myself, i think it would be very therapeutic to have a friend that goes everywhere with you and knows what exactly is going on in my brain.

2/21/20

[ihavethemuchawkwardhormone]

i don’t want things to change i want it to stay the same

2/5/20

[ihavethemuchawkwardhormone]

maybe i should just stay with Natalie, and she/her pronouns

2/5/20

[ihavethemuchawkwardhormone]

i don’t wanna I DONT WANNA I DONT WANNA

2/5/20

[ihavethemuchawkwardhormone]

why tf do i wanna die all of a sudden?

2/5/20

[ihavethemuchawkwardhormone]

i don’t know what i’m doing, i’m changing my pronouns i’m changing my name and now i’m crying idkidkidkidkidkidk

2/5/20

[ihavethemuchawkwardhormone]

honestly we should just keep vaping and smoking and stuff like that and just let natural selection do it’s thang. over-population will work itself out, which means we would have a steady amount of resources, or the human species could die off and let planet earth just fix itself like it will and thrive, no celebrate the human race of being rid, tbh i’d celebrate too we’re terrible.

2/3/20

[ihavethemuchawkwardhormone]

dying would be sufficient

2/3/20

[ihavethemuchawkwardhormone]

i am missing my old friends so much. they probably wouldn’t care though. i just need something familiar.

1/31/20

[ihavethemuchawkwardhormone]

clear orange juice? oh it’s empty.

1/26/20

[ihavethemuchawkwardhormone]

guess what i did it! i did the dishes. i’m proud of myself, i was freaking out and i slowly got to doing the dishes and i did it.

1/19/20

[ihavethemuchawkwardhormone]

girls

1/16/20

[ihavethemuchawkwardhormone]

i pierced my own ear! okay so i already have love piercings but i wanted double lobe piercings. so i pierced my ear, my family hasn’t found out yet but then again i’ve only been in the same room with them for 5 minutes. i’m wearing my diamond earrings which are very noticeable but the left one is in my normal piercing and the right is in the new one. i’ve named him his name is 𝓪𝓷𝓭𝓮𝓻𝓼𝓸𝓷.

1/13/20

[ihavethemuchawkwardhormone]

emotion? never heard of her

1/9/20

[ihavethemuchawkwardhormone]

vivian has been starting to hang out with us more, i guess she clearly doesn’t get the hint that i don’t want her around. and now i feel like i wanna be an asshole and make someone mad or cry.

1/9/20

[ihavethemuchawkwardhormone]

i am not ready for my period

1/7/20

[ihavethemuchawkwardhormone]

i’ve had enough of men

like... ew

1/6/20