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Hi Rana. Sorry 3ale sar bhal yawmen le mara2o wel ayem le ablon ma3ik 7a2 ana ma 3am 3abrik abadan ma3 ino ma sewaytile shi wala za3-jtine bshi ma shefetl ella le mnee7 menik bas sorry ana hek tab3e ma 3ande she dodik w ma bade ykon fe she meshkle aw she bayne w ben 7adan be safe bas bel nesbe la el mawdoo3 el tene 3an 7ake bdahrik ma ba3ref shi sad2ene walah el 3azeeem ana ma 3aref shi min shi wala sho sayer wala mzakar eza 7adan 7eki edemi 3anik aw no. Ma kent 7abeb tseer hek le 2moor wala ino tosal ma3e la hoon bas sad2ine ana ma be8dor be 7adan fawato 3a albe law sho ma ken w ente 7kime le badik ye ma blomek ma 7adan 5aso be 7adan bel neheye

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اعذريني حبيبتي حين يقتلني الشوق اليك اعذريني حين التزم الصمت و لا ابوح اليك بما داخلي فحبي اليك يولد الصمت و يدفن البوح بين شفاهي اكتم بوحي والتزم الصمت رغم ان الصمت يقتلني اعذريني حبيبتي حين اخفي حزني و المي عنك . اعذريني ان ساورك الشك فبعدك عني دمر احلامي و ينسف مشاعري اعذريني ان التزمت الصمت و رفضت البوح بما في داخلي. اعذريني فأنا رجل ارفض البوح و الخضوع لمشاعري فلا تنتظري مني البوح عما بداخلي ، اعذريني لو اخفيت عنك مشاعري و ادعيت الصبر على بعدك عني اعذريني ان تماديت بصدك و انا في امس الحاجة اليك. اعذريني ان تماديت و اخفيت عنك ولعي و هيامي بك فأنا رجلٌ يعشق الصمت.

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She has the prettiest smile that hides the deepest secrets, the prettiest eyes that cry the most tears, the kindest heart that have felt the most pain, shes the one who laughs alot but pushes through to hide pain. Thats why I simply love her.

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It was 4am when i answered your text. You replied right as i was falling asleep. I sighed and read her message "you're up?" the only people actually this late are either heartbroken or in love and i knew she was heartbroken. I rubbed my sleepy eyes and wrote back"yes need to talk?" and she did. But by 5am she was asleep and i wasn't. The only people up this late are heartbroken and inlove, and i was inlove with the heartbroken girl

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She came out of no where and called my name. At that moment i directly noticed it was her without looking as if her name is stuck in my head. She asked me if i can tie her her, i felt so shy to touch the angel, i dont even have the right to touch an amazing creature like her so i just pretended that its a girly thing so i walked away like any other stranger trying to hide my tears

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I knew i was not over her after i cried seing him kissing her, im still trapped in her eyes and it will take soo much time to get her out of my messed up head

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Its been a pretty much good week, everything was fine and i thought for a moment im over her and everything is over but i couldnt delete her photos, im always reading our late night chats when we share our pane, yeah im still trapped in you because no matter how many girls i would meet and talk too but you will always have a special place in my heart and my mind

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I wish i never met you, i wish i never saw your smile, your laugh, your way of talking, your sweet heart, your messed up mind but its too late because i fell for you.

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I saw her crying today, again i was drawning in her tears but i never showed her that. My mind tells me something and my heart tells another thing, i was just getting over her and suddenly something happened as usual and i found myself still trapped in the deep dark hole. Why is this happening to me why cant i risest her majic, i always try to ignore her but her eyes win after all.

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She is my nightmare and my sweat dream, yes she is my disease and my cure. Everything is getting complicated that i dont know what am i loving anymore. She asked me not to leave her because she needed me and i promised not to but she doesnt know the pain i am feeling being freinds with the girl I always wanted. I need her too in my life and I cant imagine a day would pass without talking to her. I dont know what to do, I dont whant to leave her and brake this freindship into pieces. She is the girl that inspired me to be the real me, she tought me how to smile when I even dont whant to think about it, I am simply nothing without her beying along my side. I wish someday you know how much Ive loved you i wish you know how much I suffered trying to gain your attention. I wish...

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“Months ago my sky was dark my life was disgusting and meaningless I had nothing to live for until she came. I never thought one day I would love her we where just classmates and i didnt like her much untill I met the real little child that lives deep in her heart untill i met the angel that lightened my pathway.She came to me asking for help when she was dumped by her boyfriend who never appreciated her love to him and how many times she forgave him no matter how shitty he treated her yes she have a big wide heart that can handle every single problem in this world. And so we where talking more and more and getting closer she stood beside me in my problems and i did too. My life was getting better and better because of her since she became part of my life but i never knew that im in love with her untill I cried the day she got back to her boyfriend. Yeah I felt soo sad and the hardest thing was pretending to be okay infront of. We are soo close right now that i dont whant to ruin this friendship. I just love her but i cant tell her. I love the way she gets crazy and yells at the class during sessions, I love the way she laughs at silly things, I love her smile that can make rocks smile back to her. I just fuckin love her but shes not mine and she will never be mine. I hope someday she understand how much she mean for me” Somebody

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Everything was fine today at morning untill i entered the class and saw the angel crying. Yes she was crying, it was the first time i see her tears her sweet beautifull cheeks where red just like a young little baby. I rushed towards her asking whats wrong but she didint whant anybody to see her falling, yeah she is soo strong. I wanted to wash her tears with my hand and with some beautifull words but i couldnt, i couldnt make her happy. I couldnt do anything so I walked back into the corner where nobody can see me crying.

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"Hey there do you know me?" i asked her looking at her black beautifull eyes. "I am that guy that you called him bestfriend, im that guy that loved you more than anything that he only worked and suffered to see you smile, im that guy that wakes up at 2am thinking about you, im that guy who has been hiding his feelings in order not to ruin this friendhip, im that guy who tried to avoid talking to you face to face in order not to see him crying and in order not to see him drawning in your beautifull eyes, im that guy that wished you happiness more than anyone i guess, im that guy that would do anything to make you happy. Do you know who that guy is now?"

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"Why do you love her, whats beautiful about her, why dont you search for another girl?" the question i always heard. Well here is the answer i hide endless love for her nobody can understand even i cant. I love her special beauty that comes down from her deep heart, i love her fake smile she draw on her face everyday inorder not to show others shes broken. Her mind is a maze that nobody can understand and thats what makes her unique in contrast to other girls. She is a broken girl that everybody judges her for being herself, i dont feel pity about her but i want to show everybody the beauty that lives in her, i want to make her happy in her life and make her forget her misery she is living in tho im only her friend. Yeah thats why i love her