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A relationship should be 50/50. I am the match and you are the rock, maybe we started this fire
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Never purge Cobb salad. Fucking disgusting
#God damnit i can't get anymore up#it's too thick#i didn't drink any water while eating#fucking idiot#im gonna work out#god i wish i had laxatives#idec about my health anymore
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Im so far away from my goal I feel sick. Probably gonna start posting body checks and weigh ins again starting tomorrow. I know they'll get flagged but whatever I've been doing this for years and idk how/ where else to do it
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I am doing this.
I'm tired of telling myself I'll start again tomorrow. I'm tired of telling myself it doesn't matter anyways. I'm tired of regretting everything I ate yesterday, or today, or feeling regret for something I haven't even eaten yet. I hate it, I hate myself for being okay with it, I'm taking back control.
I am in control.
I am doing this.
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Im so sick of this part of me wants to finish all the alcohol rn
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Wish I could track the calories of alcohol. I can never find how many cals alcohol has so im just like.. whatever
#im gonna eventually finish the alcohol that i have and then I'm not gonna get anymore#the risk for bingeing id too high
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God this guy looks good.
I still have so much work to do :(
Fml
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hello. this is me and i'm in my min weight now. i don't try to lose weight on purpose, i just wonder how much longer my body can take.
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Im so proud of my progress 馃檹馃徎 3 months difference
Im gonna keep going
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Just realized how masc I can look when I lose weight and going on T and work out馃槏 like if I actually apply myself I could look p dang good
#really should be writing these thoughts in my journal instead of on the internet would be a good idea#is there a way to make ur tumblr private :0 that would be dope
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Might legitimately try to get a job so I can make money so I can move out and lose weight without the fear of my parents catching on
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