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[ifiwantedtoiwould]

i’m not lovable by a men idk i’ve never seen a man interested in me for me. Ig i’m not datable or something

[ifiwantedtoiwould]

last thing i posted 3 years ago says a lot about the kind of people i was trusting as friends :)

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I just want to die

“I’m tired of fighting. For once, I want to be fought for.”

— a sad soul

[ifiwantedtoiwould]

Life sucks

It’s not the first, secound, or first time that I feel like this but ppl don’t worry. Why u may ask but because u know she will always get better it’s fine it’s just as teenage thing. Well actually it is the first time I feel like this because it has been the first time o my for about 2 years. I don’t get better that’s the thing it’s just once and a while I actually show it. I though becoming friends with her was going to make happier but she left me too. I was nice, caring but most of all I would do everything to have a good friend but ppl didn’t seem to care about me so I stoped. I became a horrible, stupid. Idiotic. Retarded, rude, and most of all I don’t give a shit bout most ppl. At first I though it was working but now I know it was never working ppl still hate me and now I am starting to hate myself too.