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In this space right here,that we have made for each other,you can say anything and i will not abandon you,unwrap the worst things you've done.Watch me hold them up to the light and not even flinch.

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Natalie Díaz, from "American Arithmetic", Postcolonial Love Poem

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What i want is "Don't be afraid,there is no shame.Let me see you and be seen.Let,me see you and stay"

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constantly on this search

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It doesn’t matter who you used to be; what matters is who you decide to be today. You are not your mistakes. You are not your mishaps. You are not your past. You are not your wounds. You can decide differently today and at every moment. Remember that. You are offered a new opportunity with each breath to think, choose, decide and act differently in a way that supports you in being all that you are capable of being. You are not less than. You are enough.

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“Never give up on something that you can’t go a day without thinking about.”

— Winston Churchill

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“Please be patient with me. Sometimes when I’m quiet it’s because I need to figure myself out. It’s not because I don’t want to talk. Sometimes there are no words for my thoughts.”

— Kamla Bolanos

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ואם אני מסיים את כל זה היום, רק תדע שניסיתי אבל אני פיי

אני מצטער אם אכזב אותך, אבל דע לך שאני אוהב אותך וחולה אוהב אותך

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My sun

I told the moon about you

And the stars got jealous

The skies were painted blue

You made them angelic

- I still think of you when I look at the sky

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i am addicted addicted addicted addicted to anything that distracts me. i cannot deal with my own thoughts, memories, emotions. i dont want to think about myself or my life or anything at all related to me. 

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Tell me you got me but i know you just pretending.

-lil skies

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I’m scared to see you with someone else.

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You will have days where you feel better, and you will have days where you want to die. Both are okay. There is no magical cure. You just need to close your eyes, and trust that the waves will pass, and soon you’ll be able to breathe again.

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“Growth is painful. Change is painful.But nothing is as painful as staying stuck somewhere you don’t belong.”

— Mandy Hale

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you are a lost verse

or should i say

not found

is everything not found

lost?

you gaze at the sky

and then look down

thinking

why can't i make people love me?

i look in your eyes

you ask me

why i stay

everyday, everytime

i tell you

you are a verse

waiting to be read

not lost

you don't read?

you ask

i say nothing.

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Hold me. Not because I cannot hold myself. But so I remember, I have someone to. Even hurricanes need the sea.

- Amrin Khalil, @inaarapoetry