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shout out to all the age regressors who have a very complicated relationship with regression because of childhood trauma and infantilization because of their disabilities. sometimes, being treated like a kid is triggering because it reminds you of the power imbalance between you and your caregiver. shout out to the regressors who don't want their caregivers to be their parents. Shoutout to all the impure regressors who only regress when high or drunk. Shoutout to all the regressors who still do adult things while regressed like watch horror, play adult video games, or swear like sailors. shoutout to all the regressors who don't want a caregiver. it is first and foremost, a coping mechanism for stress and trauma. it does have to look a specific way.

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me when caracter was made ina lab and has a chance to regres and live the childhod that they lack and their cg can tret him realy nice and and and and and

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thinkin too hard abt ramu beinf baby is not gonna be good for the finals i gota make

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pink zhu zhu pet pngs 🐹💕

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littlest pet shop pngs from my collection

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Baby ramuda regressor moodboard with carer gentaro and dice for @idsmiles !! Aghsgdbdb i hope this is good!! :3

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Rainbow Sherbet Piplup !

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baby ramu would enjoy doll dress up i believe. him qhile big getting a dollhouse to decorate it to match his aesthetic but slipping in the middle of the job to play with his dolls, gen and dice showing up accidentally and getting roped in into barely inteligible babble doll scenarios with him

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Ramuda Amemura Regressor Headcanons

Ghdhdhfjgmgmg this request made me really happy i love ramuda so so so much i had a lot of fun thinking about these and i hope @idsmiles likes these just as much!! Tho ill admit it has a lot of fling posse as a whole in it.... sorry :3 enjoy!

TW for vent regression at the end!!

- Oh man baby Ramuda would be an accidental little agent of chaos. He'd be super playful and curious, holding a lot of childlike wonder in regards to his surroundings, I feel hed be more so like a baby regression wise and would try and eat/play with a lot of things he shouldn't. He would find almost everything new and exciting, being able to learn about the world through a kids eyes would be fun to him.

- I think Dice and Gentaro would know about him being a regressor. Not straight away, but they would probably catch him regressing on accident - and they've already heard so many crazy things about Ramuda that this doesn't really phase them at all. They're kind of like his carers, as much as he'd let them be, and Ramuda would appreciate having the two of them when he feels he has nobody.

- he's such an artsy and creative person anyway, I think one of his favourite things to do when small would be colouring pages or crafts. It'd be nice to put that side of him into things that isn't just work. Along with that he loooooves playing dress up and he'd love someone to play a little game with him. I think sometimes Gentaro would, and he loves acting out whatever story Gentaro decides to think of on the spot. And yes, Gentaro would 100% do his best to drag Dice into it with the help of little Ramuda, and man he really can't say no to the little guy at all. Especially not when he's that happy about it.

- baby Ramuda would make himself be as independent as he can. Mostly because trying to open up to anyone enough to let him take care of him sounds like something he would rather die than do. He cant even really conceive it. As much as he would REALLY need one, and as obvious as it is that Dice and Gentaro are more than happy to do that for him - he just can't really fully trust anyone with it. It's a lot for him because this is something he never got, he never got to grow up properly - this is something he feels he needs for himself. Despite this, Dice and Gentaro have to constantly remind Ramuda he's a baby and handling big kid things like scissors and knives is very dangerous--

- baby Ramuda would also be really defiant and rather pouty, always trying to get his way by being cute about it at first then straight up pouting and huffing when it doesn't go the way that he wants it to. He throws a lot of hissy fits, not really actual tantrums but he does get a little fussy. Its not easy to get Ramuda to do things that he doesnt want to, even though he has to, but eventually he'll be defeated by the promise of a little treat.

- Funnily enough, he handles his anxiety and dread on his own situation better when small - compared to spiralling downwards at least. He actually lets himself feel, it's cathartic to actually be able to cry about it, as scary as it is at the time and how he really doesn't know how to handle all these big emotions he's feeling - or even fully understand what is actually going on in his head. And when he has Dice and Gentaro with him, he can't lie and say it doesn't help when they calm him down by just letting him talk and reassuring him that he'll aways have them. It's easier to believe when he's a child, too.

- Generally, baby Ramuda feels all kinds of things in extremes - more so than he normally does. This includes being more expressive when he's happy too - he can barely contain it, he laughs a lot harder, smiles a lot more, gets way more giddy and excited about things and he talks and babbles a lot too when he's happier. He loves sharing how hes feeling when he's truly happy, he doesn't get to feel it all too often, and honestly Dice and Gentaro tend to find it precious. After all, they know how hard it is - so any time Ramuda gets to be happy is cherished by all three of them.

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grimdark mlp readings are essential to my me regressing actually

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Monster High coffin phone c.2009

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Barbie As The Island Princess c.2007

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Barbie Fairytopia: Magic of the Rainbow c.2007

Commercial (#004)

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2005 Nintendogs plush keychain

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