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Hi! Your nose is soooo cute. I love watching you rub it.

Awww, thank you

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Bless u and ur cute nose! 🥰❤️😉

Thank you. My nose has been so itchy lately.

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Had a situation at work yesterday basically out of an allergy fic and very thankful that it wasn't more embarrassing. As many of you know, allergies have hit hard this year so my nose was already sensitive even loaded up on allergy meds. I got in a (thankfully empty) elevator and the thick scent of floral perfume invaded my nostrils. I don't know if someone had doused themselves before getting onto the elevator or sprayed it while they were in the elevator, but I had to sneeze the second I got in there. I desperately pressed the close door button hoping that it would close before anyone else came to get on. And as I pressed the second floor button the door was only partially closed for my first sneeze that sprayed over my hand and the button panel since I wasnt able to cover in time. As the doors fully shut I got my arm over my face and sneezed and sneezed and sneezed spraying all over my black sweatshirt sleeve. I would have been so embarrassed had anybody been trapped in there with me sneezing like that. When the doors opened into the second story lobby I was still sneezing into my arm. Once again, I was saved by it being empty and allowed myself a little more freedom to gasp the relatively clear air before snapping forward with a much louder and unrestrained AH'TCHIEWWW heh AH'SHHUUUU! desperate to get the tickle out. I continued to make my way towards the outside walkway but once out there felt more exposed again and tried to muffle the next two sneezes into my sleeve. That finally seemed to help, leaving only a small itch in my nostrils. I looked down at my sleeve now completely soaked with wet patches and glistening droplets. I took a couple tissues out and blew my nose before trying to clean up my sleeve as best I could before making my way into my client's apartment.

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Looking for a fic that I wasn't able to finish reading. It was about a person who was sick and struggled with other disability issues and wasn't wanting to be fully honest with their partner and not wanting to disappoint them by being too sick to go out.

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oh wow your sneezes are so lovely <3 bless you! i hope your allergies aren’t too terrible (even though your sneezes are amazing)

Thank you. It's definitely been a rough allergy season but it's nice being able to share with people who can appreciate it.

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My nose tickles

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Cant believe I'm showing my face, but thought some of you might like watching me rub my itchy sneezy nose in bed while I wait for allergy meds to kick in.

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Cedar fever has arrived and it is torture. My eyes won't quit watering and my sneezes are so messy because my nose won't quit running and I just want to hide under covers cuddled up to someone who will dab and wipe my nose for me and tell me I'm adorable despite the hot mess I am.

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Was at dollar store and obviously this caught my attention. Now thinking of a fic where there is gum you can chew that makes you sneeze.

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It's been about a week and my body cannot seem to shake this. I tried not to talk yesterday to conserve my voice for today. I'm a caster/commentator for an online game tournament most weekends and thankfully my voice held out. There was still some coughing and sneezing, but I was able to hold back a lot. My co-caster was also sick and for one match, as soon as our mics went off air we both broke down in coughing fits.

Most of my sneezes are wet doubles with about a second in-between. There were also a few singles and triples thrown into the mix which is normal when I'm sick. Most of the time others were sweet and polite. One usually blesses me at the end of my doubles. Another person blesses each sneeze and something about the accent and kindness in his voice completely melts me. There is one female ref who pops in sometimes between matches and she only blesses after someone else has blessed. 

After commentating, I had the opportunity to play with a friend who I haven't talked to in forever. He's really sweet and I love his blessings as well. He has this little surprised 'oh' almost every time at the beginning of the 'bless you' even if he knows it's coming. And when I had coughing fits I'd either apologize and he'd say, ,'Oh it's okay,' or he would say a playful, 'please don't die on me.'

I've become a lot more bold with my conversation skills around being sick; like occasionally mentioning how itchy my nose is; or when I kept getting false starts "I have to sneeze but I keep losing it." For that time he said, "Well bless you in advance." I continued to have hitchy moments for maybe a minute before, "HE'TCHIEW eH'SHIEWWW!" And after those he said, "I was just waiting for those -and then he imitated my two sneezes-. I giggled and was going to comment except I took a large breath before jerking forward with another sneeze. He chuckled and blessed me.

I started casting at 11am and ended gaming around 6pm. Of course by the end, meds had worn off and I was sneezing a lot. My head hurt from sinus pressure. Also,  at one point I sneezed a rather messy double, but with my hands busy I said (very stuffily), "Ugh, I really deed dto blow by doze, bud I AMB going dto fidish this gend." Friend chuckled and as soon as I finished my objective I was hiding my character for a moment while I blew my nose. When I finished I gave a relieved sigh before saying, "Okay. I'm okay. Really," and he laughed again.

I'm sure there were other cute moments I'm forgetting, but I'm trying to include the main ones I remember. We did have one other guy sneeze. I absolutely love the sound of desperation and wetness in his sneezes and blessed him at the same time as one other guy.

I think I started sounding a little more exhausted with my sneezes by the end of playing with friend. I told him I was going to go shower and try to get some of this gunk out. He said. "I hope it's a relaxing shower," and we both started laughing, with me starting to cough of course.  When I caught my breath I playfully said, "Oh yeah... so relaxing... sitting in shower with my head down and snot dripping out of my nose". He laughed and continued the playful banter, "Exactly, very relaxing shower". More laughing, and I coughed, and I sneezed, and he blessed me.

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Thanksgiving Update:

Ugh, this cold is hanging on. Thankfully I had today off and ended up sleeping 13 hrs. I got out of bed, made hot breakfast drink and collapsed on couch before blowing my nose that is still full of this cold. I got out of breath just walking across the living room and spent most of the day laying down. I did get to hang out with friends some, watching them play games and then I also had some time on the computer. My first round of playing I was coughing a lot and sneezing, but no one blessed me in that group. Just sitting up at the computer had me dripping sweat so I took a shower with eucalyptus oil to help clear my sinuses. As soon as I got in the shower I sneezed a loud, HEH'SHIEWWW making a complete mess of my hands that I was loosely covering with. I blew even more gunk into my hands before taking a breath in through my nose and crumpling forward in a fit of sneezes. This time I supported myself with my hand against the wall and sneezed all over the wall and my chest. I finally caught my breath and was able to blow my nose, but I think I may have used a little too much eucalyptus. Normally that doesn't make me sneeze a lot, but this cold has my nose so sensitive. Any time I got my nose clear enough to breathe through, it would just reignite that tickle and start me sneezing again. I repeated that process several times before giving up on shower and trying to blow my nose but not breath in through it. I got out of the shower and was drying off when I sneezed again. It did seem like it was taking my nose a little more time to fill up again. Got changed into clean nightgown and rested some more with tea and honey. When I was up to playing a bit more, I was able to keep my voice quiet and cough less, but I'd still have rather large sneezes during the games and one of the guys would usually say, 'blessss you', sometimes in an almost startled tone.

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Thanksgiving update: Ugh, this cold is hanging on. Thankfully I had today off and ended up sleeping 13 hrs. I got out of bed, made hot breakfast drink and collapsed on couch before blowing my nose that is still full of this cold. I got out of breath just walking across the living room and spent most of the day laying down. I did get to hang out with friends some, watching them play games and then I also had some time on the computer. My first round of playing I was coughing a lot and sneezing, but no one blessed me in that group. Just sitting up at the computer had me dripping sweat so I took a shower with eucalyptus oil to help clear my sinuses. As soon as I got in the shower I sneezed a loud, HEH'SHIEWWW making a complete mess of my hands that I was loosely covering with. I blew even more gunk into my hands before taking a breath in through my nose and crumpling forward in a fit of sneezes. This time I supported myself with my hand against the wall and sneezed all over the wall and my chest. I finally caught my breath and was able to blow my nose, but I think I may have used a little too much eucalyptus. Normally that doesn't make me sneeze a lot, but this cold has my nose so sensitive. Any time I got my nose clear enough to breathe through, it would just reignite that tickle and start me sneezing again. I repeated that process several times before giving up on shower and trying to blow my nose but not breath in through it. I got out of the shower and was drying off when I sneezed again. It did seem like it was taking my nose a little more time to fill up again. Got changed into clean nightgown and rested some more with tea and honey. When I was up to playing a bit more, I was able to keep my voice quiet and cough less, but I'd still have rather large sneezes during the games and one of the guys would usually say, 'blessss you', sometimes in an almost startled tone.

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Feel free to submit requests for specific talkies/phrases you want to hear while I'm this sick

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I don't know what day I'm on anymore. I feel like death and started on steroids for bronchitis, which I get with most of my colds. Today I had a long day of work and I needed to cook a full Thanksgiving meal for my clients to eat tomorrow. I loaded up on Dayquil and brought some with. Prepping the turkey was one of the more challenging aspects because both hands were dirty and my nose wouldn't stop running and I kept having to step aside and sneeze wetly into my mask. My fever spiked yesterday and today was a little better in terms of that. I didn't start out with a massive headache but after about an hour in, it started and just continued to get progressively worse. My living room tissue box is empty so I've started refilling it with tissues from other rooms. While typing this I just felt that tickle in my left nostril and had a fit of five increasingly wet sneezes, turning the single tissue I had in my hand for wiping my nose into a pile of mush. It's like my nose is desperate to sneeze this cold/flu out. Sorry this update is all over the place. Last night my nostrils started to get pink and tender so I used vaseline on them. I'm going to use some more on them once I get up. I grabbed a night dress and basically collapsed on the couch as soon as I got home with headache pounding in my brain. And now I've sneezed all over that too. My throat stings and I know I'm getting dehydrated, especially with how much mucous my head is determined to create. My nostrils are itching so badly and I'm not sure why this cold has me so sneezy. Apparently it's on a mission to cover my house in germs. Not much for obs since I've felt too bad to really play or talk with people. I have a guy friend who I've been reconnecting with from highschool. We've been taking turns asking each other questions. He knows I've been sick and says things like he hopes I feel better, and I'm sorry you're so sick, I really hope you can get over this quickly. One of the questions I asked him was if he would still cuddle with a partner who was sick. I know he used to feel very protective over me in highschool but I didn't expect his answer to be '100% yes. It totally activates his deep seated desire to protect and care for'. Good thing I live alone because I don't have another tissue near me and just sprayed all over my chest and phone. I'll try to record more when I'm feeling better.