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Girls will be boys

Boys will be girls

Fascists will 💖 be shot💖

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Seen someone say “I can’t die, I got graves to dance on that hasn’t been dug yet.” And honestly, that goes hard. We need to keep that energy.

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how are we even having this conversation right now. how are we talking about scenes where buck sleeps with a man and then that man accuses him of being in love with eddie and then buck says he doesn't have to sleep with everyone he has feeling for and maddie asks him if he is in love with eddie and every time he goes to deny it the only thing he can say is that eddie is straight. how did we end up here.

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well and actually. um nobody else even said “in love with Eddie.” nobody even said Eddie. or in love. or have feelings for. or hopelessly pining. only Buck said all of that.

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5x03 “Desperate Measures” -> 8x11 “Holy Mother of God”

for @bucksmustacheburn 💜

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#sure jan

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someone save this poor man

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when you are in love with your best friend but get sent to superhell (texas) before you can do anything about it

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buck does not want to be the guy pining after his straight best friend. buck does not want to be the guy wanting someone who is never going to want him back the same way. buck does not want to the guy who loves someone so much that he would do ANYTHING for them and all they do is leave him. buck has BEEN that guy and he CANNOT be that guy again. so he just decides he's not. he can't be that guy, that guy was miserable and stuck and pathetic and HE CANNOT BE THAT GUY AGAIN. and that is why he can't be in love with eddie

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(I THINK THAT MUCH IS OBVIOUS.)

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one last look

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And now you don't need to worry.

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Bring me to your house and tell me "Sorry for the mess", hey, I don't mind

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If you need to be pissed off at me, to make this easier for you, then be pissed off. I guess, I'm having more trouble dealing with the idea of you not being around than I like to admit.

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I'm imagining Buck running to Taylor and mentioning he's Bisexual and then having a conversation that goes

Taylor: Yeah, I know

Buck: What do you mean you know?

Taylor: I mean you weren't subtle with it, I didn't think it was a secret?

Buck: You knew I was Bi when we were dating?? I didn't know then???

Taylor: What do you mean you didn't know??? We talked about Celebrity Crushes, you talked about several men??

Buck: Yeah but how was I supposed to know Celebrity Crushes counted?? They are meant to be unrealistic. Anyway you had Women on your list

Taylor: Yeah! Because I'm Bisexual!

Buck: Oh...

Taylor: So did realising you're in love with Eddie finally tip you off?

Buck: I'm in Love with Eddie??????

Taylor: Oh My God

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9-1-1 (2018 - present) 2.18 - This Life We Choose