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There is nothing I would not do for those who are really my friends. I have no notion of loving people by halves; it is not my nature. My attachments are always excessively strong.

Jane Austen, Northanger Abbey  (via wordsnquotes)

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mbti mood board series: infj -aesthetic requests [open]

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i saw this on imgur and well, even if something like this is going around on tumblr already it is important.

link to imgur post

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British Hair Awards 2016 – Afro Finalist Collection – photo by Luke Nugen 

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Knives, there’s nothing to it.

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Winter sunsets over the ocean

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SAILOR MOON Inspired Makeup & Hair Tutorial | Sherliza Version 🌜

By the power of the moon i’ll punish you! c:<

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idaho is still killing me help me get out

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Windows ‘ Rose Wong

graphite and acrylic on mylar

Pieces from my solo show, ‘Occupying Space’ at the Grumpy Bert Gallery

Buy them here online ~

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fuck you, sertraline. fuck you.

passed out before 10pm last night

i’ve been up since 4am

random bursts of hyperactive energy that has me singing and dancing at work (i find myself annoying)

i still have my anxiety/panic attacks. even if they are more manageable. 

i want to cry all the time but seem to be incapable

i still don’t have much of an appetite

if i don’t eat, i feel like my stomach is going to murder me. 

forget to take it a couple of days and my brain wants to attack itself and i am a bitter/angry/anxious mess

it likes to loop in whether it makes me tired or gives me more energy. so it’s a guessing game as to what time of day i need to take it. currently the winner is at night

my coworkers still don’t understand my problem and tell me to “just get over it” when i have a bad day or the depression hits me like a brick wall. though that isn’t sertraline’s fault. 

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She said “I need a chacha beat boy” I said “I need those rain coats”

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i miss my physical touch friends. i have a lot of friends that are words of affirmation and acts of service now. platonically holding hands or cuddling would be cool right abut now.

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not gonna lie, my mental health is spiraling out of control again

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