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Hey

Icarian Love

Oh to be Icarus,

To fly so close to that warm embrace

And hot oh so scalding it is

To find comfort in that heat

And before it all goes cold

For a moment you are the sun

Or another day star

Burning across the sky for moments

Before it all turns cold

To have that comfortable embrace

To almost touch the sun and sky

Finger and wing tips warm as for a moment

You are a retiring Phoenix

And you fall to the depths below, a comet,

And then it all goes cold

The splash of water cool on your skin

You loved the sun almost kissed him

And you fell to the daunting sea below

The sun's uncle is colder and crueler

You toss and turn amongst the sea's sheets

And though it is cold

there is some comfort here too

There is no longer the burn from the sun's love

Instead a duller cooler pain

That slowly takes over

It replaces the burn of the sun's kiss goodbye

And it drowns you in it's affection

O to be Icarus

Loved by the sun and the sea

One burning hot and bright

One is freedom and scalding comfort

The other cool and dull

It is recovery and pacifying

It's swells quell the pain of flaming love

It provides comfort as you drown in it

Both overwhelm you

Both pain and comfort

Both are love

Both are lost

You are lost in both

And you lose yourself

In the freedom of wings

And the waves of ocean

But for a moment you are free

Flying close to the sun or to the sea

O Icarus

Did it hurt to fall in love with the light?

Or did it only hurt when it burned?

When it cut off your wings and you fell again?

Did it hurt to fall in love with the brine?

When it carried you under?

When it softened the burn?

Did it only hurt when you couldn't leave?

When you were drowning in the billows?

Did it hurt to love the light and freedom?

Or did it hurt to love the brine and comfort?

O Icarus

Why did love hurt?

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it’s monday i’m in the labyrinth

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Please reblog

Australia is likely implementing a ban on social media for children under 16 years. It will be by ID that they’ll track underaged users. This is a massive privacy violation and could result in people being put in unsafe situations.

This is the Australian KOSA.

Share and raise awareness please.

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Unsent love laments 1-

10-14-24-- I'm screwed, I'm oh so oh so screwed. I was hoping I could deny the fact I was falling right in. I knew it was a trap. But it's been a year now that I've known you and less than that since I first realized I might've fallen. But despite the fact I know you could fall back now, I know you won't. You've fallen for another. And so have I, I think I have, because I care for her and I couldn't bear to lose her. But you, you live in my mind and I mourn your loss despite still getting to see you daily. Because now I could never tell you I had fallen like I planned to. Now, despite you saying you'd be interested if I was a guy and that not having to be true, we're both caught up in our own fallen states. Mine for two, one of them you, yours for one and it's not me. All the things that you've overcome for her make me wish it could've been for me because I would've overcame it for you. I would've suffered and dealt with bullshit for you. Because I fell and I'm still falling, I fell hard and I don't know when I'll get back up. I just wish I could've tripped you too. I can't even say the true word to describe my feelings because it feels too real. And you feel it for her. I gave you space and watched you fall for others idly, planning to act someday but now I worry I'll never get the chance. So I'm sorry if you never know, I wish I could tell you, but I don't want this to hurt more than it does. Because it would ruin what we have now, you're my best friend that I fell too hard for, and I don't want to lose you. That would destroy me. So I'll mourn what I never had and I never will have. I'm sorry for falling and I'm sorry for saying nothing please don't apologize.

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Them: You're ace? Asexual? Ugh, this really turns me off (¬_¬)

Me:

Day 130

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I found this camera on the subway and look what was inside...

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just found out that stoats hunt twice the size of them like rabbits by aggressively and eccentrically dancing around it with their little slinky rigatoni bodies so it can confuse the absolute fuck out of its prey until it can get close enough to jump on its back like some shadow of the colossus shit and take it down

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y’all i had this cute idea for making shitty abstract pride flags and i love them

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Queer and trans youth will save the world. Queer and trans youth’s ideas, stories, and love of the world and each other will change the world.

The future will be more queer, and they deserve every good thing this day has to offer, and so much better.

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The one in the mirror

The girl in the mirror

She just cut her hair short

In a fit of manic rage

The boy in the mirror

He just talked himself down

From the roof of his parents’ house

The person in the mirror

They’ve just cried

Until they ran out of tears

The one in the mirror

It stares back

And the only think I hear in response is,

“maybe you’re pretty the way you are.”

I uhh

real are you okay dear?

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“ummmmm ur bra strap is showing :/ ”

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happy ides of March

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‼️Flash warning

Reblog to show your blog is a safe space, or don't, no bad vibes your way if you don't wanna reblog <3

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hey guys don't mind me, just putting up a wanted poster

reward is 10 bucks

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of course you have blood all over you. and pronouns