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Y are ppl so cruel 2 me and y do they get to be happy & i don’t

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when i’m having an “i miss having a man” moment but then i rmr what it felt like to realize my overthinking was right

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it’s srsly so unfair how all the evil wretched men i’ve been with are happy and blossoming in a new relationship living their lives so smoothly while i’m still here trying to process what they put me through. i’ve refused to even get near a man for almost 1 year now bc they hurt me so badly. all i ever wanted was to love and be loved but how am i supposed to now?

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when the gun jams and i go back to being a naive little girl who saw beauty in everything

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what am I without melancholy

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U fucked me up in ways U could never understand

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i hate when I remember and remember and remember and remember

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bro hurt me so bad i started traveling the world and focusing on myself

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in 1 of those moods where i Think abt everything bad that’s ever happened 2 me

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a true #yearner

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thinking abt how fast time is flying instead of sleeping

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(You’ve chosen to not remember this part.)

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hey sorry i ghosted u i just felt so miserable inside and felt like i was burdening everyone around me wyd tn tho

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i dnt like the person you’ve become

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