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I love to look into your eyes, they reflect my happiness.
I found home in your arms.
You showed me that home is not a place, it's a feeling.
I love you so much bebi. I am so blessed to have you in my life. 🥺
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date someone you can have rough sex and deep conversations with whether it is at 2am or 2pm
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I can never find the right words to tell people what I’m thinking. Telling them I’m tired doesn’t work, but I can’t seem to vocalize that I’m mentally exhausted and sick of existing. Telling them I’m sad doesn’t work either, but I can’t explain that I’m struggling not to kill myself and that the joy in everything in my life is gone and when I wake up to the sun in my eyes, I have to struggle to get myself out of bed because most of me didn’t even want to wake up at all. I can’t tell them I’m numb because what I’m feeling is so much more complex than numb and I don’t have the vocabulary to tell them that I feel like I’m drowning and it terrifies me that I feel nothing as it’s happening, and that my insides want to scream but I can’t even find it in me to shed a tear anymore, that every single aspect of my life feels like it’s shaded in grey because all the colors were sucked out but I can hardly even remember what colors are because I can no longer remember a time I didn’t feel like this. No, I don’t know how to say that. So I just whisper “I’m fine.”
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My brain feels like it’s about to explode.
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Embracing my flaws. Had a diy photoshoot for the swimsuits I am selling lol.
April 30, 2018
#swimsuit#swimwear#swimming#bikini#bikini body#flaws#love with flaws#flawsome#stretch marks#single mom#single parent#singlemom#two piece#summer nights#summer#body#love#sad#lonely#sadness#anxiety#anxiety attack#sexy pictures#love yourself#tattooedgirls#tattoo#tattoos#girl tattoo#tattoedmom#tattooed women
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Sad sad sad
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Batangas, Philippines
A little throwback as I miss my hair here too, I dyed it pink but the it was kinda faded by the saltwater.
#nature#summer#swimsuit#swimwear#swimming#bikini#pastel pink#pink hair#pink dye#bleach#beachlife#beach life#beach#beachgirl#beachbum#beachlover#aesthetic#lonely#i'm sad
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I miss the beach and I miss my dreadlocks.
Why am I pouting my lips in here? Lol
#dreadlocks#dreads#nature#summer#swimsuit#swimwear#swimming#bikini#girl#single mom#single parent#singlemom#dreadlife#dreadhair#dreadlocstyles#aesthetic#Sad inside#lonely
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Alien hahaha
#singlemom#worthless#anxiety#sadness#mental#depression#anxiety attack#single mom#single parent#unwanted#feeling blue#broken#emotional wreck#makeup#e girl#egirl#egirlsファンさんと繋がりたい#egirl fashion#e girl aesthetic
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Seeking solace..
#Bikini#beach#swimming#swim#swimsuit#ocean#sea#waves#nature#dreadlocks#dreads#summer#sad#anxiety#lonely#empty#alone#messed up#fucked up#swimwear
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Work at home benefits. ❤️ https://www.instagram.com/p/B-BnU6Pn4Rs/?igshid=1c0ej9bm8059k
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