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[iamraingod]

我肯定是🐱仙女

只❤️🐱和🐱❤️我

別再對凡人動情了；太煩人了

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真那麼討厭我

又不知道做了什麼得罪你

就他媽的離我遠遠的

互不相干

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張愛玲曾說：只要你肯聯繫我，我就敢再勇敢一次，重蹈覆轍也無妨，你不聯繫我，那就順其自然，實不相瞞，我特別想你，但能克制。

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我從來不後悔對任何人好，哪怕被辜負，哪怕看錯人，對你好不一定代表你有多好，只是因為我很好。

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我在很平常的一天放棄了一個很重要的人，雖然有點捨不得，但我的滿心歡喜，也該告一段落了。

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你親手把我推開，我主動斷了聯繫，我們都很明白，你選擇告訴我答案，讓我來執行而已。

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你誤會我的時候，我心裡挺想跟你解釋的，但是一想到你是這樣想我的，瞬間就覺得沒有解釋的必要了。

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我恢復了原有的樣子，撤回了依賴，收回了溫柔，放下了佔有欲，你再也不是我的心上人，就算遺憾，也好過淚流滿面。

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我已經變的很好了，好到我動不動就認錯道歉，好到我不會動不動就生氣不開心，好到我越來越會控制自己的情緒了。

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我情緒低落的時候表達能力真的很差，我不說話是怕把事情越搞越糟，等我自己緩過來了我就���來找你的，你能明白嗎？

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喜歡咬嘴唇上的s皮，喜歡摳傷口上的結痂，經常收拾東西，吃東西時總控制不住的咬吸管，偶爾會沒心沒肺的大笑。

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像我這種，既注重細節又敏感到爆炸的人，只要你語氣稍微有點不對勁，我就瞬間不想和你說話了。

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我本來就不是一個主動的人，我對你已經超出我的極限，你還要我怎麼跟你說我很在乎你很愛你？

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你有本事輕易放手，我就有脾氣轉身就走，我心軟輓回是因為在乎，我心硬絕情的時候，你說你算什麼？

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開朗是裝的，懂事是裝的，自信是裝的，只有我自己知道卑微是真的，孤獨是真的，不開心是真的。

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對不喜歡的人高冷至極，對喜歡的人卑微到底，一無是處的溫柔，卑微到骨子裡的深情。

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相比談戀愛，可能我更需要的是一個，每天隨時隨刻可以和我互相分享芝麻大點破事兒的人。

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無論以什麼方式告別，都對不起初見。

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我希望我喜歡的人也喜歡我，我不想理的人也不理我，滿世界清淨，皆大歡喜。

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coincidence or its really an asshuge pda of changin the car plate to birth years??

anyway who can resist syt..

im really outta the game

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we cant have everything we want

eg: i like someone but they dont like me

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[iamraingod]

很喜歡村上春樹的一句話：

“ 我不想找一個搭夥過日子的，我想找一個一見我就笑，我一見就笑，喝了酒滿眼是光給我講浪漫和愛的人。”

雙向奔赴的愛情，是當你想奮不顧身地爲一個人的時侯對方恰巧也在熱烈的回應你。

你要相信，世上總有一個人願用最樸素的方式愛你，不是撩，也不是套路，就是那種單純的想對你好，忍不住的那種。

只要兩個人說的話都算數，無論多難都能走下去，珍惜上天給的緣分，你要知道，愛情裏最大的遺憾絕對不是最後沒有結果，而是當我後來想到你的時候，我發現我居然沒有盡我的全力。

聽過最溫柔的一句話：

“小事你可以隨便鬧，大事往我身後靠！別哭，我懂。"

一生很短，不過是朝暮與春秋；

一生所求，不過是溫暖與相伴~

御姐語錄

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when you have already put out your best & still hear people say 'you are not an easy person to get along with'

so if you get the real me, you'll probably run for the hills; and i thought i could be the real me

just coz i dont say things doesnt mean im ok & when i do, it doesnt mean im kickin up a fuss or being difficult

so when i get said so, it fuckin hurts like im not supposed to feel or my issues arent comparable to others; like its so trivial its not worth mentionin

so dont say im quiet or ask me whats wrong when theres no intention in listenin

i can be there for people; but no one will be there for me

always has been, always will be

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Just because you like someone doesn't mean they're the right fit for a relationship. It's essential to have clear communication, consistency, and mutual effort in a relationship. Think of these as the foundation. If someone doesn't offer these basics, it can lead to misunderstandings and heartbreak. Even if you feel a strong connection or think you're in love, it's crucial to prioritize these fundamental aspects. If they aren't present, it might be best to step back from the relationship, no matter how difficult it feels.

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maybe liking you is to show me that i have the capacity to like someone else; even if nothing comes outta it

maybe the trip is to show me that i can like someone so much but i cant stand being glued to them 24/7; i still need my space in my alone me time bubble

maybe its also to show me that we can hangout long hours daily for years yet people still say 'i didnt know blahblahblah'

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說好永遠的，不知怎麼就散了，最後自己想來想去，竟然也搞不清楚當初是什麼原因把彼此分開的。

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so it comes down to not lookin at each other when we pass outside

even professionally also no interaction

wtff did i do? #feelingbewildered

if so, dont come near me again

i dont want to go thru the lame cycle again; so taxin on the mind & heart

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