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[iamcherishlovem]

Kwentuhan kita boy. Gusto mo? Let's see who's LAWLAW!😂

Ilonggohon ko lang or englishon ko? Daw ga palag gid abi kamo kung ma ininglish ko.. hahaha. Anyway it goes like this...

Sometime in September last year I went on a Birthday/Despedida of a very dear friend. I was so drunk that I unfortunately lost my very precious at di pa bayad na iPhone6s. So I went home feeling so helpless plus my hangover pa te loyloy pako eh but I'm lucky enough to have found my smaller old phone. I immediately contacted my friends of what happened coz I might just have left it at the hotel room.. So there.. FAST FORWARD ta ha..the following evening - around 2 a.m., during wee hours I was awakened by a very loud ring. It kept on ringing that I can't help but to look at who's calling and to my surprise wooof it's that itchy bitchy girl! I was shocked, surprised and confused.. why would you be calling me at this hour? Are we even friends? 🤔 Hey wait a minute. This is not my messenger acct. This is his! Oh! I forgot that he used to log in to this phone.. but why? Why would you be calling someone whom you just met, for the record it's barely a month since you've met him and at 2 in the morning? Seriously? Nag libog ulo ko. So I checked the messenger! And boooom saw the freaking photos. I was crushed! How did this happen? When? Why? So I called him and asked why. He answed why and the end...

Bitin ka? Wait there's more.. a lot more! And it became more intense but exciting and a lot of holding back that temper and I was really trying to compose myself... really really hard!

The next thing I knew, everybody knew it already before I even did. So ako na lang wala kabalo? Daw tanga lang noh? So tama ka. Ka lawlaw gid sa akon. Tama gid sya iya abi ka maayo. Maayo gid mag maneuver. Dw ka expert gid bla. Well, basi it comes with a lot of experience??. Wala ka lng kabalo.🤔

So ari na.. na feel nya nga everybody was talking about her. Na feel nya ha nga daw my something gid indi na nya lang ma explain. Well ang rason dira girl is because kung my pilas na bala dali lang gid ina mag hapdi batyagan mo gid dayon.. So nag request sya if we can talk. I wondered ngaa maistorya kami. In the first place I don't have any business with her, guilty? Buot singganon my gn himo sya. Ako ya that time, wala ko care. Sakit eh pero bahala na kamo da. Basahan ko tanan convo and take not real time convo nila mo (kay boy ma access bi ko sa messenger nya amo kita ko gid kung ga exchange messages gd kag kung ano gina istoryahan nila. Masakit gid bla mo sa tuod lng) kag ang pag ka supog supog na lang gid daw bag-ong yanggaw kada hulag nag send picture.. Worst of all nag send pa picture sang ultrasound! Indi ka ayhan sina ma wild?!! Pero I said it was not worth it and I was ready to let go.

But no she insisted. So kay educated kunuhay kag may manners man ko mo, bonus na lang ang pag ka bright ko sige eh kadto man didto with a positive mindset nga basi pa man lang ma fix ang tanan. So we talked and talked. She said that had she known it was not the case she should have already backed off. Pero diba kamo pa? Why would she even entertain him in the first place? Marupok lang? Or makati? Pampalipas oras? Anyways, Okay usapang matino. Tinarong nga istorya and she said "promise mapalayo na gid ko ya. I will not ruin everything." And I was hopeful too that maybe isa lang ato ka pagkakamali and she's gonna straighten things up.

The following morning na shakira ang beauty and soul ko, nag send na naman sya sang picture nila sa beach with her family kag ila man eh. Gin ekisan ni boyletch kag binalik sa iya, damo lang istorya. Ug sa dihang sinuyo nya si lalake - Istorya biga-biga, kagat chokolate at kng ano-ano pa! Ampt! 😂 Now they're back again!

Nag sportsfest lang kami wala gid nag untat. Maoy pa akon bala. 😂😂😂 That was so unbecoming of me pero te I was hurt mo. Ano ko bato? Naabtan lang November kag December wala gid nag untat! Ako ya? Martyr ang gaga! Eh ano karon? This is me. If I die crying and broken hearted ano lavooot niyo? Diba? Amo na akon mo. But then he was already trying to win me back. Gwapo siya mo pero kay inlove ko? Hahaha.

So now she feels like my man is getting back on me, gin access nya pa ang messenger sang isa. Ti kita nya man ga message pa sa akon, so akig sya sa isa. Waay nya bla gin ilisan ang password sng messenger. Kundi wa na access! Thankfully na retrieve pa mn.

Hoy I remembered nag crayola ka pa sang Anniv nyo ha pero my ka lampungan ka namang iba! "Sana dalawa ang puso ko" lang ang peg? Kadiri ah. 😂😂😂

My events, pumupunta sa house ni kuya? Ha ano dw?! Kung tarong utok mo dzai bisan ano pa ka imbitar sa imo kay bal-an mo my issue/problema na gani palayo ka na lang tani. Ano hay gina katlan gid timo.

So subong sin-o ang pa victim sa aton bi? Himu-himo ka sang sala karon you're being haunted e balik mo ya sa iban kag ikaw na ang pa victim subong? Hala oi! Ka thick ba sang fez mo dzai oi.. Abi pag bugtaw!

During mid months of this year, kay dead na dead gid kuno c koya (partner ko) ky girl siling niya gina contact sya. Ti hala okay ah ikaw na ang gwapa. Pero delekadeza dzai ngaa makipag kita ka pa? To prove who's who? Ano nga utok? Daw tama man timo ka bigatlan para mag amo pa sina? Ano high school? Basi gina katlan ka lng, indi man? Kag ako pa karon ang lawlaw sa lagay nga na ha. Mahina lang gid ako mag imbistigar ah. Waay ko pa bi nakuba ang "evidence" ko nga subject.😂

Then here's where you boy enters the scene. The very smart but naive bf ni indzai!

You've got big balls to confront me which, honestly na appreciate ko gid but to belittle me because of my feelings, my emotions towards what had transpired was a blatant display of arrogance. You were so cocky and proud. Pero waay ka gid bala ka realize nga ikaw sobra pa sa akon. You were stabbed sooo many times but you let it go. Pag ka martyr oi! Slow clap be. 😂😂😂 Kag this is not a court dzong and I don't need to practice my lawyering skills to people like you. Ya imo argument gani balik-awot pay di ka patol patol so be it na lang. A friend once told me, there are people nga kadali istoryahon pero budlay paintindihon. And you're one of those people. ✌Oi tympa ano man basi na offend ka na naman ga eninglish ko ha.😂

Padayon ta ah.. You confronted me and asked few questions but oh you knew soooo little! You were fooled around. Te dzong utro ka man ah. Halo, tanga at bulag ka man sa gugma. TI SIN-O KARON LAWLAW? Ako?! Haha. Oh c'mon!

Oh well it looks like okay man kmo te ano pa gid? Ti kung amo kamo sina ka strong ano man tana akon sa inyo? Wa ko care oi. Whatever version it was that you heard wala gid ko pakialam dzong. I don't care! So kung mag hinambog ko ka english ko wa kamo pakels. I'm well equipped don't worry.😜🤣

So yes amo ni ang lawlaw nga gina tawag nyo who's sooo good in english, in grammar pero dzong mas maayo gid tana batasan ko ya indi lang ko pag unahan., I'm cool. Te batas ka imo amo na to gani ni gin himo sa akon waay ko gid gani na tinamparos okon gin guramos ang itsura nya hay man may manners pa ako. May delekadeza. Te kung waay ina ano na lng? Basi na pang salapid ta na kamo..aw ah! Istorya lang ah.😂😂😂

Reason why I spared so much time for this? Wala lang. Kay LawLaw ko, I have plenty of thoughts in my mind. Gusto mo e share ko sa inyo ang iban? Sa ky itchy bitchy gf mo need nya ni basi pa man lang mapuslan na sya this time! 😯😂

Hindi nang ga karapan-os laway nya ka pamati wa man lang ka say say at all? Ay susko.. Te tama na. Gawin mo hanap buhay ito dzai amo na ni ang imo pag.umwad. Clap clap clap beh. 👏👏👏 Ga gamit ka gid utok bala. Pera pera lang daw ni mo, mamaya na serbisyo! Kag kabalo gid ko ya nga YOU KNOW YOUR WORTH. Hahaha. Worth pila ka lang gni ah?🤫🤫🤫 😂😂😂

To end, let me leave you this to ponder. Hurting someone can be as easy asthrowing stones in the sea. But do you know how deep that stone could go? How can you even sleep at night?

And one more thing. Just so you know. He may have caused that small wound but you caused the rest that almost broke me. I hope you're happy with that.

Spread the love ya'll. Peace out!

[iamcherishlovem]

Wow it's been a while. Now I'm back.. hmmmm I've got so many things to tell. Let start off with something juicy...

[iamcherishlovem]

Something came up...

Something to ponder about...

How about this..

You will never understand until you go through the same hell we went through. Call us pathetic. Call us dumbass. Call us idiots. Call us naive. But it is what is.

You may never understand but you only know half the truth or even less but I ain't spilling the beans. So please stop pointing fingers and dig deep, you'll see.

Perhaps the person you used to know, wasnt exactly that same person anymore. There are probably little devils creeping inside, transforming into that "Joker" in the Batman movie. 😂😂😂 I acted the way I acted because I know. And oh I've seen it by the way.. first hand. Probably not everything though. Let's leave some for you..

Anyways, you must realize that when you love a person, love him with all of ur heart. No matter who and what he is. No hesitations. No buts and maybes. So that when time comes and fate steps in, you either move on without regrets but fulfillment or you'll get your happy ever after. Regardless, love wins! ❤

Spread love not hate! Peace! ❤❤❤

[iamcherishlovem]

Can’t come to the web right now..

I honestly really wanted to write but I can only do so much that blogging is out of the list.. just for the meantime.😬

I’ve been really working my ass off to get through law school and indeed, it’s a “jealous mistress” as they call it. It demands so much of my time and it’s driving me nuts.😵

There are so many things to read, so many things to memorize yet my time is so little. It ain’t enough. Crazy as it may sound but balancing school and work is sooo hard that at some point I feel like giving up already. I wish I could get at least a week off to be able to do a few things on my list that really needs to be done. Just a week. But hey, that’s not happening. So right now, I’m just trying to survive every single day. Like every single day. So yeah, that’s how it is.😩

So I’m really sorry for not being able to come to the web and share stuff with you. I’m kinda sad to really have to do this but I’ll be back for sure. So stick around and see you soon!

Adios... for now.😝

[iamcherishlovem]

Yes. Every single day. 😔

“Have you ever had to get through a day, smiling at people, talking, as if everything were normal and okay, while all the the time you felt like you were carrying a leaden weight of unhappiness inside you?”

— Elizabeth Wurtzel, Prozac Nation

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Too shabby!

Crazy stuff happens at work. The people around have changed.

They thirst for power and dominance. They never looked around and see what is going on. They’ve become greedy and so obsequious just to be recognized, glorified and praised.

There’s this one person...

I was wondering, how come you didn’t do the stuff you’re doing now before? How come you’ve only just begun? Were you too lazy back then or were you just afraid not to be applauded? Which one is it? And so now you’ve come into realization that this what it’s supposed to be? Suddenly you’ve become righteous but not really. I don’t know, I guess you were too scared you might not get the credit and now you are acting like a fool trying to get all the credit. You already even kissing asses. Dang it! What a loser.

You know what??? You are such an egocentric, self-serving old hag! Hypocrisy is you.

Look around. You have become someone you are not. You are full of pretense. Too fake..Too shabby.

Shame on you!

One more thing, don’t be too overwhelmed, it’s only short-lived.

[iamcherishlovem]

Today is...................

BORINGGGGGGG!!!

[iamcherishlovem]

[iamcherishlovem]

“Other people teach us who we are. Their attitudes to us are the mirror in which we learn to see ourselves, but the mirror is distorted. We are, perhaps, rather dimly aware of the immense power of our social environment.”

— Alan Watts, The Book on the Taboo Against Knowing Who You Are

[iamcherishlovem]

ObliCon

Yesterday was one hell of a day! I never ever thought I would survive it but I did.

That exam was the toughest so far. Obligations and contracts gave me a headache, like literally. I am now starting to question my self. What did I get myself into? Can I back out of it? Can I just walk out of it? It’s kinda funny but really excruciating. Everyday is survival.😂

I am now lying in my bed and in pain, trying to regain my strength after that brain bleeding exam. Waiting for the result is more painful though but we’ll see.

So, l afterall the sleepless nights.. All I can say is - ObliCon, ikaw na! 👊

[iamcherishlovem]

I’ve got so many things to share. But I’ll do that after my finals. See yah 😉👋

[iamcherishlovem]

Oh it is!

[iamcherishlovem]

True that!

[iamcherishlovem]

‪You can no longer take back what you did. It’s all said and done. Now suffer the w‬rath of the cold-blooded creatures.

JustMe

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