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An apology to my rp partners.

I've tried. For a few months, I've tried to keep this rp account open, have the muse to get to replies, but it's just not working. I'm fed up with disappointing my rp partners, who are constantly waiting for me to appear, only for me to turn up every now and again, and it's not fair on them.

So I've decided to make this officially inactive. I'm not deleting my account. I've got too much on here to make it all suddenly vanish.

So, with all my life problems also interfering, there's just one thing left to do.

I'd like to thank Payton and Queenofphoenixhearts for having stuck with me for so long, and making my time here fun. I will miss you guys.

( I do have another rp account, that I sometimes use to rp with a friend. If anybody wants to know the url, just send me an ask.)

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He decided to keep silent on the matter, out of fear he might say something rude, and he didn't want to ruin her holiday, well...he'd try not to at least. "I understand. After how I've been...I wasn't expecting a fanfare." He paused, taking her smile as a signal to carry on. "No need to apologise, how could you have known I'd make an appearance?" Loki felt like an idiot, not only had he put her on the spot, but he didn't even consider how she might feel about him turning up randomly. "I tried. I realise my skills are best suited elsewhere, but I'm glad you like it at least." He mumbled under his breath, not quite sure if he believed her.

Merry Fucking Christmas

"Oh I think it would be." She replied with a bit of snark. It was the holidays right now so she was trying to make it more fun and have less of an attitude but even somethings can’t be granted with a Christmas miracle. "Yes we do send gifts and cards to our friends and family here. I would have gotten you something but I wasn’t sure if you were like-around." She half smiled as she played with the edges of the wrapping paper on the present. "Sorry." She turned her head to the side to give him a honest smile.  She pleaded the edges of the paper open and unwrapped the gift. She let out a little laugh as she pulled out the green and silver knitted scarf that looked like it was someones first try at knitting. She beamed and wrapped it around her neck. "Thank you, it’s lovely, I’ll treasure it forever."

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"I hardly think that would be the case." He huffed, gesturing with his hand to dismiss her comment, before cracking his knuckles arrogantly. Perhaps he felt a little inadequate in this situation. He got up from the chair, circling her cautiously and like usual, over thinking everything. "A book? I know of Yule and that Odin would send gifts, but if this story is another one of those 'human traditions' do you mind if I decline your offer?" Trying to be as polite as possible, Loki really didn't want to offend her, but he felt no matter what he said, he probably would be. He glanced at his present still lying on the counter. "It's not poison you know..."

Merry Fucking Christmas

Payton laughed at his idea, now picturing his staff covered in Christmas lights and pretty golden tinsel. “I don’t think that is the exact idea. They would probably just think you are conceded.” She replied as she watched him down the glass of water ,leaning marble counter tops which had its edges covered with red ribbon.”No,no,no not that story. That’s one we just tell the little kids to explain where their presents come from. The real story of Christmas is really different. I’ll lean you a book or something.” Payton didn’t feel like explaining it right now as it was just long and she would have to dig into her brain’s archives to get it.

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His back was facing her, this time he had set his eyes on the actual tree itself, giving a bauble a shake to see if he could hear something inside. "Rich you say? So, if I decorate my staff, for instance. That would make me seem better than the rest?" Loki's face lit up with the very thought, ideas becoming reality in his mind. He also thought about what she had said after that, the 'story' element. "I think I've heard it, a fat old man breaks into your house and eats all your food? I remember Thor telling me that." He seemed a little puzzled, not really thinking there could be another tale to tell. Sitting down, he fidgeted on his chair like a child. Snatching the glass no sooner had she poured it, he spluttered a quick thanks before drinking it down.

Merry Fucking Christmas

Payton could understand why he was a little confused. When she had started decorating the offices at headquaters Thor was even confused. He got it after a little explaining so she guessed if she saw Loki again she would have to explain to him. “It’s just suppose to make people feel rich I guys. Not so much money wise but with spirit and what not. Christmas isn’t really about all the tinsel and lights and gifts. There is a whole story behind it.”  She explained briefly. She nodded at his mumble to water. She lead them into the kitchen and gestured him to sit down at one of the bar stools. She pulled out a glass from the cupboard and set the gift down as she poured him a drink. The house smelt of the sugar cookies she was baking in the oven. 

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Glaring over his shoulder, he would have said something, had he not felt so guilty due to the circumstances. Loki wouldn't admit it, but he was a little curious. He had seen a basic Christmas tree before, but not all of this, and in so much detail. Pulling at some tinsel, he couldn't help himself. "May I ask why? I mean, I can understand the tree, it's a symbol, but all this glitter and little red hats. It doesn't make any sense." He frowned gently, flicking a single Christmas light in an attempt to make it work again. "Water would be fine, thank-you." He mumbled, still occupied by all the decorations.

Merry Fucking Christmas

"Oh mhm sure." She nodded as her voice dripped with sarcasm. Payton shut the door behind him right before the gift was dropped into her arms. He was about as good at wrapping as a blind nun. The entire apartment,along with the halls and kitchen were wall to wall covered in decorations. "Yeah, its festive. People do this to their homes around Christmas. Can I get you something to drink?" She asked. She was proud of her house, she loved it.

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He nodded absent mindedly, trying his best to pay attention. "Ah, of course. Christmas, I knew it was along those lines." He was about to add another arrogant comment, however he fell silent once the door had opened. Walking inside, he dropped the present into her arms and surveyed her festive decorations. "It's certainly....different."

Merry Fucking Christmas

Payton shook her head. It had almost been completely fine that he had disappeared for a little while. Sure she was a little scared someone or something could have gotten to him but she had kept her ear to the ground. “Christmas. Well I guess this means I have to invite you in hm?” She asked rhetorically as she pushed the door fully open,letting him in.

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Loki rocked back and forth on the tips of his toes, managing some sort of grimace, that had meant to be a smile. "Indeed, it's been a while." He opened his mouth to speak, but soon closed it again, holding a badly wrapped present in his hands. "It was supposed to be an apology gift. Although I almost forgot it was Christ...whatever you mortals call it."

Merry Fucking Christmas

Payton was in a fantastic mood. SHIELD had just given her her break time for the holidays and she had spent half her first day off baking and the other half sleeping. Christmas music was blasting from her stereo she was surprised she heard a knock at the door. She turned the music down a notch and went to open the door. She cracked her loft’s door open and gave a small smile to man at her door. “Hey there,long time no see eh?”

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Loki arrived at her doorstep uninvited. After so long away, he thought it would be best to just turn up. Making excuses would be pointless, and since it was the Christmas holidays, he'd bought her a little something to try and lighten the mood. Sheepishly knocking at her door, he stood back, fearing the worst.

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Back?

To all my rp partners, I apologise. Before my absence I changed my password, and after the first week I attempted to log back in to get to replies and I had completely forgotten it. And since I don't use this email for anything other than tumblr, I haven't signed in there either. Thankfully I found it scribbled on my old coursework folder today, so I'm finally back! I realise a few of my threads are going to die, especially with those with rpers who have deleted. So, I won't be posting replies until I'm sure anyone actually wants to keep the ongoing threads.

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Loki ignored her little eye roll, he would stand by what he had said, regardless whether or not he felt bad about it. "You should be grateful. Other God's may have simply laughed in your face." He prodded her shoulder jokingly, she really could get away with anything, and he couldn't understand why. If anyone else had said those words, he might have threatened them at least, by now. "That....is a good point." For a moment, he considered asking her about it. There were places in time that he could reach, and it would be easy enough to show her. Yet the thought of endangering her life still lingered in his mind, finally deciding it was better to keep quiet. "Nevermind." He sighed in response, standing up to pace once again, something was certainly troubling him. "I see. Well, I wont pry for details....in fact, perhaps we should leave. I expect you'll be wanting to get home, no?" Loki immediately set about using his magic to return to her workplace, not bothering to face her as he spoke. "Me? I don't see myself having much of a future. Pity...." The way he now addressed Payton was strange. Gone was the mischievous chatter, now replaced by a cold, harsh exterior.

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She rolled her eyes at him. Sure he was being honest. Whatever it didn’t have much effect on her if he was lying or telling the truth. She wasn’t going to be able to tell anyone except maybe Thor if she saw him around again which was less than likely to happen. “Oh thank you so much for the forgiveness.” She said in such a cheeky tone she though he might just want to slap the sass right out of her. “I’ll never make those mistakes cause I’ll never time travel. Ah c’est la vie.” She shrugged carelessly. It would be cool to time travel but there was always consequences to things along that line so it seemed safer.less fun , but safer to stay out of it.

Her head titled in curiosity. “None of it matters?” She asked. He looked sadder now. She didn’t like this much. A frown didn’t seem to suit him at all. She much liked his smile compared to the little tilt of his lips. At his question she bowed her head and hid her face with her draping hair. “Someone I love yeah. Not like a brother though. Most the men I grew up around were years upon years older than me or my relatives. There was no reason to mention it. It was never asked for. What about you?” She quickly changed the attention to him. “What are you planning on doing?”

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"Forgive me if I'm wrong, but you do not look that pleased to see me." He rolled his eyes briefly, before addressing the situation he had placed her in. "Ignore me, I apologise. I am not in the greatest of moods." He glanced down at her hand, noticing the small speckles of blood. "I hope I have not caused you any harm." Without thinking, he grabbed her wrist, observing the damage before he finally realised what he was doing. "Again, I am sorry. I am not sure what has come over me, ever since I stepped foot in these grounds, I seem to sense that I am being followed." At that exact moment, he looked over his shoulder, almost completely turning away from her as paranoia had set in. "Have I come at a bad time?"

A certain scent had followed her throughout the day, and it was one that was indeed familiar. Ely had of course followed her today, as he was worried for his dear sister. All her brothers were. Ely (Diablo - Lord of Terror), Mephisto (Lord of Hatred) and Baal (Lord of Destruction) had been increasingly protective of their little sibling ever since their mother perished. Of course, it affected Nadi a lot more. Today was the day the brunette would pick out the roses from the various rosebushes. As she went to pick the rose, a voice startled her and she managed to prick her finger. Ow. “..Loki." Nadi drew a breath, and glanced around the gardens. Luckily, they were alone. "You’re..here. It’s good to see you alive and well."

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"I shall remember to do that in the future, knowing my ways I shall need it." He replied, raising an eyebrow. "Well. I could say I've enslaved another pathetic race, but that would be a definite lie. In all honesty, I've been rather boring. As it happens, I've been catching up with a few others. How about yourself? Please tell me you've done something, at least." All he wanted was to hear someone else's story for a change, for once he was fed up with gloating about his own travels.

"Well, you can always blame me if I’m around." She joked, though she did sound a tad sad. After all it would not be the first time she accidentally screwed everything up with her powers. "So what have you been up to, Loki?" She asked next, smiling again.

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He replied with a quick nod, he didn't wish to say anything else on the subject and was happy to leave it at that. "Why, I am only being honest." He replied quite frankly, managing to cover up a smirk by lightly coughing. "Yes they are, but I forgive you..." Loki couldn't help it, on one hand he was willing to tease her a little, but on the other he didn't want to offend her, and he knew most of the time that was something he was capable of. "It can, I suppose. The weight of such power has certain effects on particular people. Promise me, you'll never make those mistakes." Vaguely noticing her attention was elsewhere, Loki carried on with his speech, determined to finish what he had started. "Pffft, if you don't believe me, that is quite alright. You are not the first, and I doubt you will be the last." Truth be told, he was a little hurt by her last comment, but he knew she was simply joking, it was just his pride getting in the way as usual. "Yes, yes I was...but it doesn't matter. None of it matters." The tone in his voice changed slightly, a harsh frown formed on his face as he carried on. Something she had said had unsettled him. "Someone you love?  What is this? You never mentioned that before....." If it was at all possible, his expression worsened.

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"Yes ,please and thank you." She smiled at him. She felt some what, though there small knowledge of each other , she was making an influence on him. Hopefully a positive one. "That’s very sweet of you of lord!" She sassed back feeling very cheeky. If he was going to share some sarcasm why couldn’t she? It was the free country that he tried to rule was it not? "My puns are bad I apologize ." She said , as if accepting her defeat in the class of humor. She was usually funny. She was also usually drunk too but slowly as she moved on through this new world it was settling down more. "Odin… okay I know that one! Yeah time travel is pretty cool but it seems like it would make you sick. Sick with power ,sick with knowledge. " She starred off into the dark,gloomy distance as she pondered over time itself. Slowly but surely feeling lost in the cadaver of her mind she would hear the words he’d say but only the chosen few would be processed. When she noticed she was doing this she snapped back in. "Rainbow bridge you say? Does sound a little far fetched. But if the God of Lies is telling me then it has to be right ,right?" She retorted to him. Questioning the fact of his speech was a only another tease at him. She could tell when people were lying to her. Even the best. But telling when people were only joking was another story in and of itself. "So kingly. That;s how you were raised. "She nodded her head feeling lower to him now that he had the presences of mind to be stronger and to command the room. "Shame to be sitting with a peasants like me then." Payton mumbled. "In five years I will be traveling the world and with someone I love." She said simply as there was nothing more to it. Spend her tiny life traveling tiny distances with her one person,friend,love to be with her. Sure she would love to see the stars but it would never happen. So she fabricated this idea instead. Kind of a lie but kinda not.

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I hate feeling like this, especially since I told everyone I'm fine. It's this muse or something. I'm fine on my other accounts.

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"Sounds like a rather tricky device, then again I never understand mortal inventions. I imagine it's probably for the best that you can't use it that well, not trying to be offensive, of course." He grimaced a little, just because he hated most of Earth, didn't exactly mean everything might be bad. "You could say that yes, but I like to think I'm not, even if I do have a reputation to uphold."

"It’s quite a useful thing actually - if you know how to work with it, which I often don’t so I mess up all the time." A roll of her eyes followed, annoyed with the fact she and technology did not get along. "Aren’t you the source of danger nine out of ten times there is danger around?” She joked.

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He had hidden in the depths of the castle grounds, unsure whether to make himself known or not. A great deal of time had passed since the last time he had seen her, and all this secrecy and waiting had made him incredibly nervous. Loki had been able to track Nadi down, but he hadn't wanted to rush things, to take his time would have allowed him to form a plan. Yet today he had taken it upon himself to meet up with her. He emerged foolishly from from behind one of the hedges, slowly walking up behind her until he was certain she would have felt his presence. "Nadi.....?" He mumbled cautiously, he had started to be a little wary now.

                            It had been a month since Nadi had seen her old friend, and she hadn’t been expecting a visit of any kind. As of late the South had been fairly quiet, not much had happened. The young goddess had been leading a new age of witches and dark daughters. With Nadi’s step dad still lurking, her brothers were out of the Underworld. Diablo (Ely), Mephisto, and Baal were always close to their sister. Even more so now her dragon had hatched, and the danger of hunters grew. Strolling through the castle and out into the gardens, the brunette trailed around the rosebushes — humming quietly to herself.

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