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Hi everyone, what you call for person who doubt herself? have tremors, sudden sadness, and anxiety. yes, I have all of them. What should I call myself?

#writingishealing

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Personality

What is your MBTI? is it to clasify and justify yourself as your MBTI?

I heard about some people pull out themselves from society as their personality as introverted. and many of them coerce to be understood.

but, introvert is human too isnt it? Introverted person can sosialize as human. I am an introverted and no doubt about it. I spent more time lay in my bed than go out. But if I have to, I will go. I can be nice person to talk with. I can be clown to make others laugh. I can be your friends to play, I competitive too. I can be your enemy to argue or fight with. But, i will do with right persons. You know, have interaction with people you dont like to interact is exhausting. Like battery leak ... lost lots energy. but I life with humans as human. Have relation with others as human.

#anxiety #writingishealing

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another slice of my life

Got accident. twice in two months in a row. What i thought? Death is quite near. It closer than your breath ... Scare?? ofc. As human, im so scare. Still I'm not quite sure am i can answer tha grave question. either I dont know how to resposible about all of my fault in the day of judgement.

Am I good enough as child? Am I good enough as spouse? Am I good enough as parent? Am I good enough as friend? Am I good enough as human?

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slice of my life

Just realise, persons i judged as “stone cold” are the most valuable person made myself today How i hated them but they care so much about me They made me stay on right path, on right track They made me think twice to blame others, to try to analize problems from many POV. and judge as fair as I can They showed me, how to respect the elder how to remind them which is correct and incorrect without hurt their pride as elder. God i really miss those moments just to hug them kiss their hand to salute and thanks them a lot  #Al-fatihah to my father, teachers, uncles and aunts May Allah light on their grave Aameen

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