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Indulge yourself. Do what you enjoy. Buy something you want. Take yourself out. Stay inside. Nap. Eat. Say no. It’s okay to be a little selfish sometimes.

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They keep saying my suicide attempt was a cry for attention

I'm so fucking pissed off

I told littrally no one

I played really loud music so nothing would be heard

I locked myself into my room

I didn't call for aid until 9 hours after the attempt when I realised I didn't die

Fuck I pretend to be better and happier beforehand to rid suspicion

But fick hey I'm just an attentkion whore

Also I have been facing the most extreme medical neglect and truly do not want to keep living like this it is fucking hell

Why can't I just have a genetic deasise that will kill me instead of one that progressively just makes me more and more disabled

I'm not getting any care despite having been the perfect patient

Of course I don't want to be here!

I'm in the hospital recovering still and it took them over 5 hours to get me a catheter after I asked over and over to be helped to pee. I have used catheters for a looooong time so it's not like I want to feel special. I hate using them. But everyone's gotta pee somehow.

Also not like I have family who cares about me or anything

I'm so fucking alone

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I hate people o hate people i hate people i hate people I hate people I hate people I hate people k hat people I want to ficking die

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no body loves me

everybody just wants to use me

I'm so sick of it

if I didn't have animals to take of id just end it

I'm over this fuckingg shit

maybe I'll do it anyways

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✨Just ED things✨

Taking your meds with tums so you don't need to eat🥰

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"I got you this and I want you to know how proud of you I am for losing all that weight"

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-oop

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ah just nicotine and air for me tonight

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just a PSA that if you’re an edblr account that fat shames/body shames, do not interact, do not follow me. I don’t support that here.

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Me? Oh yeah I'm totally in a polyamorous relationship.

My partners? Ana and Mia🥰

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I just made this side blog to keep things off my main blogs I don't want others to see. Will probably be triggering.

I'm not a bot, just a new blog