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Not to be gay, but....

I love people so much. Especially when they don't think you're watching. In those moments you to see the most raw version of people.

Like guys I used to watch in football (I was a trainer at the time) these guys wouldn't they wouldn't think their coaches or their teammates were watching, I loved to look over and get to see those little moments of how much joy their sport they did brought them. You could see it in how they lit up, in their body language, and even in little noises that they didn't realize they made. It made me just adore the guys more.

With girls I always got to see those little moments so when no one is watching and after they complements, just that little smile they get. It's why I love complimenting people because how happy they can look even if they think no one can see it.

Fuck and any gender nonconforming people I meet, oh my gosh, it reminds me why I'm so happy to see others like me out in the world. Cuz when they're confident about it you can see it! It makes them look so much more beautiful.

The guys when I walked down the Halls every once in a while you could see those little smiles guys got when someone just said something nice or did something super sweet for them. I think it's because they're not always used to it and that moment of surprise is always so fucking cute.

And girls that are confident in in themselves omg it's so attractive. Even if it's not confident in their looks just being confident that they woke up that morning or they did something is so fucking cute!

Just when people get to be people, I love that.

Welp thanks for reading my rant about how pretty people are.

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Nope your gender is creepy asterisks

Mine too but that's a conversation for later

so i only recently looked up the gender symbol for nonbinary folks, and you cannot imagine my delight! i assumed it would just be a combo of the standard female/male symbols but

my gender is an asterisk!

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So I'm on tiktok to much and hear about some fucking idiots who are saying April 24 is national r@p€ day. When I was going to get my second covid shot yesterday I asked my dad if he heard anything about it, He said no. He had me explain what it was and his response made me so happy. I'm from Texas so the joke a lot between my friends who date is "my dad's gonna shot them if they hurt me." My dad is no different, but when he said "Guess I better grab the pistol out." Gave me so much joy for such a sad reason. Also tell your parents these things from time to time it could help protect you for this bullshit.

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I have a theory for Hazbin hotel. I think hell isn't overcrowded at all, it just doesn't make sense to me for it to be overcrowded. I think like others have theorized heaven is evil in the Hazbin universe, and that they're trying to keep the population low so they can't really fight back. Fight back against what I don't really know. Just it doesn't make sense to me for hell to get over crowded.

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You know music's a funny thing. Sometimes I'm dancing, sometimes I feel like texting someone, and sometimes I remember a time I never thought I'd escape. When that song from my childhood that my parents made me appreciate and has so many good memories (a few bad but that's life) all I want to do is sit there and remember that time in my life. Or I find a song I use to cope with, and I remember what I was copping with. It makes me remember my mistakes, but I also makes me value the people that helped me with. Sometimes my favorite dancing song comes on and all I want to do is stand up and dance along. Once in a while it makes me think of that person I thought would be with me till the end, I have to remind myself that I'm still young. I've got all this life infront of me. Music's the reason I feel alive. It might be dumb or someone said the same thing. However that's what makes life amazing, me and someone on the other side of the world felt the same thing and it will keep happening as life moves. It makes us feel human. I love that. So stop and listen to the music once in a while, maybe even stay there for a bit.

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Update I just cried because of DnD

I just watch someone cry because of DnD

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I just watch someone cry because of DnD

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I love ruining people's magic with dumbassery