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i think im getting better! :) [another event occurs]

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i dont want to be missed when i go

i hurt people when im alive and ill hurt them when i die

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if i die in a freak accident then i won't be blamed for killing myself

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i have so much to live for but i still wanna die

i know this feeling will pass, but right now it sucks

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im so fucking tired i wanna die

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im not in the mood nor do i have the mental capacity to talk to anyone, i feel really shitty mentally and im not trying to push people away i just cant do it right now

if i don't respond that's why, i likely saw your message, im just mentally exhausted and my social battery is in the negatives

i also wont be posting much either

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you're adorable, did you know that?

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nuh uh, you are

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grr

grrrrrr

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unfortunately the thing about loving with everything you are is that it's gotta run out sometime.

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nah man i cant run out when im eternal

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i used to be so cute where did it all go

fun fact i still have that baby doll

the bear is my sister's now

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Sometimes Im scared I'm not good enough for you. well, not sometimes, all of the time.or I'm scared youre lying, or it's all a joke. I mean, this whole thing seems too good to be true, you seem too good to be true.

and you've done nothing to start these feelings, in fact I'd say you're proving every thought like that wrong, I just don't know how to accept that someone likes me as more than a friend and isn't like, constantly thinking about sex.

uhm. anyway. I had a dream last night that we had a sleepover. we watched finding Nemo and snuggled together in bed. you said Nemo looks like he'd be named Brandon. uhm. idk.

anyways. thanks for dealing with my bullshit. I wanna give you a present but I aint got nothing and even if I did you live like 21 hours away.

sigh

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Angel you have ALWAYS been good enough for me. And you always will be. I'd never EVER go out of my way to hurt you or make you feel like I don't care. And if I ever do PLEASEEE TELL ME.

I just love you so much. When I fall for someone i fall HARD and I love with my entire being. And that's what I feel for you. I love you with everything I am.

Yeah when a lot of people only think about sex or using others, genuine care is hard to accept, at least for me.

that sounds so awesome! ALSO REAL HE TOTALLY DOES LOOK LIKE HE'D BE NAMED BRANDON, DREAM ME WAS SPEAKING FACTS.

i don't put up with/deal with you. i genuinely enjoy talking to you!!

real if i could, i'd get you gifts all the time!! like spoiling you and stuff

I LOVE YOU EEEEK!!!

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Date idea:You cvt my thighs and after we cuddle >⁠.⁠<

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i havent taken a silly .5 in a while do heres that

WHY DO MY LASHES LOOK SO LONG AND BEAUTIFUL BRO?

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I always wonder what your dreams about me are. yk?

anyway. I love you. mwah mwah. mine. mine mine mine. kiss kiss mwah

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mostly about us spending time together, going on dates and stuff

or its just other kooky crazy dream stuff that doesn't really make sense

i love you toooo!! kisses you a lot. MUAH MUAH MUAH!! yours and ur mine MUAH MUAHHH!!

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there's not a moment when we're on call that I'm not smiling like an idiot lol

I wish we could just cuddle and play games or watch movies or just. be together. I wish we could live together. someday, hopefully? who knows.

cuddling, being held, sounds so good right now, that's all I want, to be held or to hold you. I wanna hold you tight and make sure you know how much I love you, how much I need you and adore you, cherish you.

I have so many thoughts about you, so many feelings, I just love you so much.

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EEEK!! yeah you just make me so happy its pretty kookoo bananas man

RIGHT?? like i dont even care what we're doing i just want to be with you, spend time with you. Be in your presence. It would be pretty swag if we could live together im manifesting it!!!!

sigh, i mostly just wish we were older so that way it wouldn't be strange if we went on a roadtrip or something together and our parents wouldn't be on our asses about since we'd be adults

cant promise that I'd return you home if I got to take you though

genuinely just want comfort and to be comforted. with you, by you. just you. always you. I need to make you feel loved, especially with what ur dealing with right now. I want you to FEEEEEL my devotion.

I LOVE YOU TOOO!! you're in my mind always. I can't stop thinking about you.. and your voiceee.. and how cute you areee... and how much i wanna kiss youuu.. and i just love you so much

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I WANT TO CUTTTTTT I VANT OT CUT I WANT TO CUT PLEASE I WANNA DO IT I WANNNAAAAA

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even the rizziest sigmas fall sometimes chat