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Just girly things: constantly having to talk people out of suicide when you can barely do it yourself

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*has panic attack while walking alone at night in an unfamiliar area at 1am and is too drained to walk back to girlfriends house which is at least 40 mins away and seriously considers sleeping on a bus bench*

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Depression: Laying on the floor?

Me: Check.

Self-harm: Making new cuts?

Me: Check.

Depression: Crying because of nothing?

Me: Check.

Self-harm: Brushing your scars to open them?

Me: Check.

Anorexia: Watching thinspirations?

Me: Check.

Anorexia: Hating your body?

Me: Check.

Depression: Hating yourself?

Me: Check.

Self-harm: Burning your skin?

Me: Check.

Suicide thoughts: Wanting to end it all?

Me: Oh yes.

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I’m so fucking sorry for being so fucking sick in the head

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I’ve fucked up ive fucked everything up I want to die

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Would making myself throw up in a gross public bathroom be too disgusting? Probably

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I want to cover my entire body in cuts and now that I’m heading back home today I only have to wait a couple hours. My body is disgusting anyway might as well make it even more repulsive.

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I’m not a Goobt bean I went to the park when I said I was going home. I’m not ready to be home.

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I keep saying within the month but I’ll do it within a week. By next Thursday I will have at least attempted Suicide if I haven’t done it. I can’t live anymore I’m not happy and I’m only depressed and lonely and sad.

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Okay hear me out. What if I kill mussels tomorrow when I get back to Adelaide?? Then I don’t have to pay rent for the new place, it can be after I get dropped home but before anyone gets home from uni/work.... maybe I’ll swallow all those pills who knows, I’m fucking out of control apparently hahahaha

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My family are going to miss me so much but I can’t hang around for much longer.

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It’s bad that I keep making plans with people when I have plans on killing my self soon. I should really break up with my girlfriend and stop talking to Brianna and Harry. I’m so sad to realise that this is probably the last time I’ll visit my hometown before killing myself.

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If I was home right now I would have tried to kill myself. I wish I was home.

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I’m worthless, we both fucking know it haha I don’t know why you’re trying so hard to make me think otherwise

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“No, you’re not a bad person…and I’m not a bad person. We’re just people, and people sometimes do stupid things.”

— Francesca Zappia, Made You Up