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[i-am-a-social-experiment]

My end-of-year goal is to be gone, completely.

[i-am-a-social-experiment]

[i-am-a-social-experiment]

I will tell you this as well, no one will ever love me like I love them, and I no longer believe in love because of it.

I am only here to be used. Not loved.

[i-am-a-social-experiment]

My plans for 2025 is not to see a day of it.

[i-am-a-social-experiment]

My existence doesn’t make anyone’s life better and my life is a never ending nightmare so ….what am I doing?

[i-am-a-social-experiment]

My birthday is tomorrow and all I want for it is to not wake up.

[i-am-a-social-experiment]

I genuinely hate being me.

[i-am-a-social-experiment]

I’m screaming for help and no one notices.

So now I’m just keeping it all to myself and will let if suffocate me.

[i-am-a-social-experiment]

I’m not going to make it.

[i-am-a-social-experiment]

This year has really taught me that I am useless, incapable, and unloveable.

[i-am-a-social-experiment]

I never dreamed that this would be another thing I’d have to survive.

[i-am-a-social-experiment]

[i-am-a-social-experiment]

[i-am-a-social-experiment]

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[i-am-a-social-experiment]

What do you do with dreams that don’t dream of you?

[i-am-a-social-experiment]

I literally have no one to talk to but truth is I can’t take much more.

There isn’t enough reason to stay.