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In my opinion, writing fanfiction about yourself and roleplaying yourself are great ways to unlock memories and explore your feelings about yourself and your experiences.

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Ever since I was a child I've always wanted to be a mechanical superstructure.

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Characters being put in situations is fun until you are characters.

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Shitty Arthur Lester aesthetic: everyone always wants to be the narrative's favourite until it turns out that this is actually not a good thing for them. this goes double for when the narrative is lovecraftian in nature. guess what buddy there is yet more plot coming your way and it's in the form of tentacles, cults, and intestines

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i miss being with him. been thinking of him for the past few hours and i miss wrapping my tendrils around him.. and everything else we did

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my mutual listening to malevolent for the first time: rip arthur Lester you would've loved the room

me, silently, simultaneously being arthur lester and from the room: yeah, i would've loved being from there

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BEING KIN DOESN'T MAKE YOU MENTALLY ILL BUT I SURE PUT THE MENTAL ILLNESS IN IT

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johns back johns back johns back johns back johns back johns back

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our fates are entwined whether you like it or not you stupid bastard

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more stuff about becoming a god being inherently dehumanizing pls

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Shitty Dante aesthetic: sounds like it's TIME for you to take some responsibility for once! on the other HAND you seem a little WOUND UP. are any of these anything

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i wish every other kin of a source matpat has disgraced with his videos a very merry matpat is leaving youtube day

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i wish i could find others from msl. i miss Monarch, i miss Loki, and i miss the other Van Helsings. weirdly enough i dont miss Monarch and Loki as much as i think i should. i was dating both of them so i feel i should. i mainly miss the other Van Helsings. there was me, a grass type, a water type, another fire type, and a dark type that was also super evolved like me. i miss them. i hate them too but i still miss fucking around with them.

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last year i celebrated with hallownest, this year i celebrate with the hours. may the sun-in-rags have his beautiful ending and bring us countless more.

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i love that this is how my partners react to finding out matpat played one of my sources. it's rather obscure so it is quite the surprise but i find it funny anyways

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being nonhuman4nonhuman is probably one of the biggest perks of, well, being nonhuman.