hxftyjxll
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My mental health is deteriorating
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hxftyjxll · 8 months ago
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I work as a teacher, and has been one for almost ten years. I am surrounded by kids on a daily basis (range from 7-12 years old) and dare i say i m doing pretty well being one. I love teaching kids dont get me wrong. The only thing i dont understand is, that i DO NOT have the capacity to tolerate kids outside of my work place. Kids irks me so much when i m not working and i cant stand the thought of having to deal with one. What the hell is wrong with me?
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hxftyjxll · 1 year ago
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I could not understand why God or whatever diety it is up there play this cruel trick on me. These had happened so many times. Each year i will found a group of people that touches my soul and they make me feel like i m worth something. And every single time, without a fucking fail, they had to leave me behind. I never ever blame them cause it is wht it is, but whts painful is every single one of them take a little piece of my heart with them and i am left with such great sorrow and loneliness. I am tired. I dont think i can do this anymore.
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hxftyjxll · 2 years ago
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Hi April. It's only been 14days but i m already exhausted. I want to take a break. A long overdue break.
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hxftyjxll · 2 years ago
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My body is screaming to get some rest but my mind doesnt want to. If i catch myself slipping into rest, those fucking voices is going to flip my life upside down again. I dont want that!
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hxftyjxll · 3 years ago
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[220514] ICN Airport to Germany © . | Do not edit
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hxftyjxll · 3 years ago
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hxftyjxll · 3 years ago
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[220514] ICN Airport to Germany © 가려니 꽃 | Do not edit
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hxftyjxll · 3 years ago
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Wanted to get into colouring but i m truly an idiot when it comes to colour scheme, so had to ask for my little brother for help 🤣
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hxftyjxll · 3 years ago
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Happy new year 2022 🌱
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hxftyjxll · 3 years ago
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Listen up. There is literally an app that can help you avoid self harm and I don’t know why we aren’t talking about it.
Calm Harm can be tailored to your needs and will provide strategies to help you get past those crucial moments of wanting to harm.
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It’s also totally FREE.
once again, it’s called CALM HARM
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hxftyjxll · 3 years ago
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I need to keep on reminding myself from time to time
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hxftyjxll · 3 years ago
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A r t e !!!!!
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hxftyjxll · 3 years ago
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[210923] ShopeeMY Twitter Update  
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hxftyjxll · 3 years ago
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hxftyjxll · 3 years ago
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HyeWon in Tokyo Revengers universe
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hxftyjxll · 3 years ago
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Sometimes, it feels more than sometimes
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hxftyjxll · 3 years ago
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Ghostbur iphone wallpapers :) 
lmk who you wanna see next !
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