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[hwonnrinji]

i went to school dressed up as jake from subway surfers but i ended up looking like a frat boy while ppl mistook me as alvin. guess i had 3 costumes on today 😭🙏

[hwonnrinji]

ii. "sugar and smoke rings"

tw : vaping and weed brownies (dont do this its not good 4 u) (ps i have no knowledge on either of those things)

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the group was in shambles. a few bickering about who's character is who for smash brothers, some were angry, some were hungry, and some were hangry. in the midst of an argument, a few knocks at the door shut everybody up.

"they're here!" woonhak exclaimed, rushing towards the door in hopes to see his wingstop. he quickly unlocked the door, opening it at the speed of light. "food!"

"damn, fattie..." yoonchae handed him the bags of food, letting him do all the work of carrying them in. she took off her shoes and entered the apartment, setting down her bag and opening her arms for jungwon who practically jumped out of his spot on the couch. "wonie!"

"yoonchip!" he wrapped his arms around her abdomen, picking her up and spinning her around a couple times. all while yoonchae shrieked, half happy, half scared that he'll drop her. jungwon finally put her down after a few seconds- but not without giving her one final squeeze. "i missed you so much!"

"i missed you too!"

"ahem!" both of them turned their heads to see hyein with her hands on her hips, her eyes roaming the room as if she didn't make that noise. yoonchae playfully rolled her eyes and ran over to hyein, her arms snaking around the taller's waist.

"finally..." hyein grumbled under her breath, reciprocating the hug. yoonchae giggled at her antics but only hugged her tighter. "missed you."

"i was gone for ten years-"

"that's a decade, yoon." haerin suddenly appeared behind yoonchae, slightly scaring the younger girl. she hugged her from behind, her short arms barely reaching hyein. now yoonchae was sandwiched between the couple, feeling like a little kid with her happily married parents.

she would've given woonhak and kyungmin a hug as well but they were too busy shoving their faces with food. yoonchae wriggled her way out to pick up her bag, reaching in and digging through her stuff.

ah, she found it.

she held the item and pulled her arm back out to reveal it to her friends. "i got this in korea," she flexed. it was an elfbar one of her other friends gave her before she left to move back to america.

"what flavor is that?" seonwoo took the bar from her to examine it, reading the flavor name. "strawberry kiwi? basic bitch," he laughed. his hand reached into his hoodie pocket to reveal another elfbar, this one blue and a different flavor.

"black winter– you're more basic than me! literally anyone would get that as their first." yoonchae made her way to the couch, plopping down right next to haerin. the older girl opened her hand wordlessly, signaling for the vape. "you got your own, no?" despite saying so, she still gave her the device.

haerin took a small puff, but just enough so she can blow a smoke ring into yoonchae's face. "motherfucker, why would you do that?" the younger asked while fanning the smoke away. she immediately took back her elfbar to take a puff herself, returning the favor to haerin.

"stop vaping and get a controller," hyein whined, making haerin shut her up with a kiss. yoonchae grimaced at the display of affection, mumbling to herself as she grabbed the black nintendo controller on the table. her go-to character was kirby because one, it's cute, and two, it eats people.

"before you play, try these real quick," kyungmin intervened, standing in front of the television. he was holding two pieces of brownies, one in each hand. yoonchae grinned as she knew where this was going. she was already standing up and reaching for one.

"it hit wonie and woon pretty fast." he nodded his head over to the two boys whose eyes were already pink, giggling at some random kitchen appliance. yoonchae let out a low whistle, taking a bite of the brownie.

"damn, how much did you put in here?" she asked, already feeling it kick in. she sat back down, watching the couple next to her bite into their respective pastries.

"dunno. but it'll probably make you higher than that plane that took your ass here."

yoonchae nodded after kyungmin concluded his statement. he offered seonwoo a piece but the eldest declined, saying his vape was enough. they sat still in their spot for a couple minutes, letting the brownie take its course before actually playing smash bros to make it more fun.

said few minutes later, hyein and yoonchae started giggling at the characters, pressing random buttons to make them do whatever. hyein's pikachu kept falling off the map while yoonchae's kirby kept inhaling nothing.

in the end, yoonchae won by default because pikachu fell way too many times. haerin was the calmest out of all of them but would occasionally laugh at whatever was going on. yoonchae knows that she was fighting everything to not give in and laugh her ass off.

seonwoo didn't have a problem, however, and will laugh at everything. he was already dying seeing jungwon try to swim on the floor, looking like a fish out of water. "you look so fucking stupid," he cackled, recording the poor boy on the floor.

by the end of everything, only yoonchae and seonwoo were awake. the couple were in haerin's room, peacefully sleeping, while jungwon was in his room completely knocked out. woonhak and kyungmin crashed on the couch.

and it was clear seonwoo was going to spend the night here so there would be no room for yoonchae. plus the air mattress was in the storage room somewhere and it'll take too long to find it and pump it up.

"you wanna go back to your dorm?" seonwoo asked, seeing yoonchae continuously yawning, her fingers occasionally pausing on her phone, her head nodding ever so often.

"yeah."

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"hopefully we don't wake sophia up again," seonwoo mumbled, more to himself if anything. yoonchae was already dozing off with her back pressed against the wall as seonwoo tried to get the key card to work. "what the actual hell."

the door finally managed to open, a decently loud beep rang through the dead silent building of sleeping college students. he apologized to no one as he dragged yoonchae in, taking off her shoes for her and leaving them on the shelf right next to the door.

though, when he looked up, it scared the living hell out of him. "holy shit..." sophia was still awake at this time, standing right in front of him with a bowl of cereal. she tilted her head, swerving her gaze to yoonchae.

"is she alright?"

"should be. just a little...out of it." he carried the younger girl to the couch, laying her down and using the jacket he packed in her bag as a temporary blanket. sophia hummed, placing her bowl in the sink but didn't bother to wash it.

"i know i said she'd be back tomorrow but the place was kind of cramped so i had to take her home," he explained, adjusting his beanie. he suddenly remembered the container of brownies that kyungmin put in her bag, quickly getting it out. he placed it on the kitchen counter on his way out, but before he walked out the door, he turned back to sophia.

"you can eat those. but be careful, they hit really quickly.

sophia nodded, closing the door and locking it. she turned back around to see her cat planning to jump on yoonchae's stomach. she widened her eyes, pointing a finger at the feline. "no. mocha–"

too late. the cat jumped on poor yoonchae, waking her up immediately. the landing was pretty harsh as well. and because of the landing, her elfbar just so happened to fall out of her pocket. "what the hell..."

"sorry, yoonchae,"

sophia apologized, rushing over to get the cat off of yoonchae before it started scratching. but to her surprise, the cat laid on her stomach, resting its head on her sternum, softly purring when yoonchae's hand came up to scratch its ear.

she pauses, taking in the sight of her cat, who doesn't get along with other people, currently sleeping on a total random stranger. this, of course, makes her heart beat faster in a certain way, or maybe even skip one. what's more attractive than a stranger gaining your cat's trust when your friends can't even say hi to it?

her eyes drifted down to the colorful device on the floor, recognizing it as a vape and assumed it was yoonchae's. she assumed correctly. sophia doesn't take the cat off the younger girl's stomach when she walked forward, only bending down and took the vape off the floor.

"you vape?"

"yes."

"that's not good for your lungs, y'know." sophia set the bar on her coffee table, sitting on the ground and laying down fully. this was a nice way to get to know your new roommate.

"i know. why aren't you asleep?" yoonchae asked.

"night owl." the older shrugged.

"me too." a yawn escaped her mouth, a small sound coming out right after. oh, she doesn't know how this make her roommate's stomach flutter with cuteness aggression already.

"go to sleep." sophia told her.

"if i sleep, you sleep."

"sleep together?" yoonchae frowned, turning her head to look down at sophia.

"don't say it like that."

"you're the weird one for thinking it."

"...ohhh." a light giggle slipped past her lips, not helping with the crisis sophia was already in.

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a/n: it's like 12:50am and i have school tmrw..

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i. "met this girl from california"

a/n: this is all done on my ipad (poor baby, it's so old)

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"so, how was the plane ride?" seonwoo asked as his gaze fixed on the side mirror, lightly turning the steering wheel right to switch lanes. yoonchae signed exaggeratedly, slumping in the passenger seat.

"it was so tiring. i feel jetlagged." she rubbed her eyes tiredly, slapping her face to wake up afterwards.

"haha, maybe you should stay at your dorm and sleep," he joked.

"nah. im hungry for some american special and a win in smash. aux?" yoonchae was already reaching for the cord, and who was seonwoo to say no?

"go ahead."

music softly filled up the quiet car. yoonchae slightly bobbed her head to the music, her finger tapping to the beat on her lap. seonwoo glances at her through his peripheral vision, fighting back a chuckle when she frowned because she got the lyrics wrong.

since he's the oldest in the group, so he felt a sense of responsibility for the youngest two, aka yoonchae and hyein. he took one hand from the wheel and brought it to yoonchae's head, ruffling her hair, messing up what she spent hours on perfecting.

"hey!"

"ah, you're such a cute kid," he laughed, ignoring her annoyed exclaims.

"im not a kid anymore!" yoonchae whined in mock anger while the corner of her lips tried its absolute hardest not to turn upright. he finally let go of her head, but not without pushing it in a playful manner.

"sure, kid–" seonwoo slammed his foot on the brake, both of them being pulled forward by the sheer force, their seatbelts giving it's all to hold them back. he huffed heavily, looking at yoonchae to see if she's okay before looking back on the main road. "fucking bitch."

he repeatedly honked at the car in front who just cut in front of him before rolling down his window to give them the finger. "you okay?"

"i hit my head a little," yoonchae responded, rubbing the back of her head. "i'll be fine, though. don't worry."

seonwoo clicked his tongue, running his hand through the blond hair, his dark roots becoming visible. he cursed internally for almost getting his poor kid into a car accident on her first day (night) in la. "motherfuckers can't drive in this city. even with so many lanes.."

"maybe i should've stayed in korea."

"hey now,"

"joking."

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"we'll get your stuff to your dorm and then quickly come out. the biggies can't wait any more." the older boy said while laughing at the texts he just received from the group. yoonchae giggled, unbuckling her seatbelt and opening the passenger door, trudging towards the trunk.

seonwoo opened it from the driver's seat before leaving as well to help her with her stuff. "you take the boxes and i'll take the two suitcases." he took the handles of the suitcases, easily sliding them out of the trunk and onto the ground, pushing the button and pulling the handle up to drag it around.

"i was already planning that. these suitcases are too heavy anyways."

the younger girl held the three medium sized boxes, holding it close to her chest. she backed away to let seonwoo close the trunk. "what building are you in?" he asked her with a grunt as he slammed the trunk closed.

"building c, room 387," yoonchae casually answered.

"building c, room 387–" he repeated but the address seemed too familiar. "wait, is your roommate sophia?" the older boy questioned as they began to walk to the building.

"if you're talking about laforteza, then yeah. is there something wrong with that?" yoonchae raised a curious brow. seonwoo shook his head.

"there's nothing wrong with laforteza. it's just shocking that they paired you up with her."

"why?"

"no reason. i remember overhearing her say she requested for no roommates." he pushed the up button near the elevator, the doors immediately opening. they stepped inside before pushing the button to the third floor.

"you can do that?" yoonchae was surprised students were allowed to, but then again, it's america. the elevator softly dinged, the doors sliding open to reveal the third floor. the two walked down the halls, searching for yoonchae's dorm– until they had to make a u-turn down the hall because they went the wrong way.

"well, seeing how you got paired up with her, i guess not anymore." seonwoo shrugged. "here's your dorm." he pointed.

yoonchae looked at the door which was cutely decorated with stickers and writing, reading the familiar name signed near the keypad. speaking of which, she held the boxes with one arm while the other one pulled out her phone and detached the device from her case, taking out a white key card.

"building c's key color is white? man, i should've requested for c.."

"what's the color of your key card?"

"dookie shit brown." seonwoo scrunched up his face. "i swear, building a has it worst. first, there's no air conditioning-"

seonwoo's sentence got cut short by the door opening by itself, shocking both of them. yoonchae immediately hid behind the older boy, using him as a shield. "seriously?"

a girl peeked her head out from behind the door, her faint eyebags and messy hair was the first thing yoonchae noticed. but even so, she still looked gorgeous. if she wasn't hyper aware that she was still visible to the girl even from behind seonwoo, she would've put a hand over her heart.

she must've been sophia. how can someone look as pretty as their full name, if not prettier?

"ooh, sorry if we woke you up," seonwoo apologized, bowing his head slightly.

"it's fine.." sophia tiredly mumbled. she turned her head to yoonchae, who got scared and fully hid herself. "is she my new roommate?"

"uh, yeah. this is yoonchae. she just flew in from korea." being the brave and courageous one, he grabbed yoonchae by the forearm and pulled her out from behind him. with no response from yoonchae, he nudged her so she can snap out of whatever trance she was in.

"oh- hi," yoonchae shyly waved. "im yoonchae."

"im pretty sure she knows that," he whispered, earning a painful jab to his side. sophia looked at him weirdly before asking a question.

"boyfriend?" she pointed at him.

"me? no!" he shook his head almost in disgust. "im basically her brother." sophia nodded and looked back at yoonchae, expecting her to say something.

"i hope we weren't too loud!" the youngest girl suddenly bowed a full ninety degrees, almost breaking her back. seonwoo immediately straightened her up, saying something in korean under his breath.

"sorry, can we just put her stuff in? we'll leave right after. and she'll be back by tomorrow."

"sure, i guess. make sure she locks the door with her key when you leave." sophia opened the door wider, stepping aside to let them in. seonwoo stepped in first, politely taking off his shoes then rushing down the hall to find the vacant bedroom.

yoonchae stood at the doorway awkwardly. she was going to put the key back in her pocket but she fumbled and dropped it right in front of sophia. "a-ah...sorry..." she tried to reach down and get the card but the boxes she was holding was preventing her to do so. "shit."

sophia bent down and picked up the card, handing it to yoonchae. "here."

"thank you..." with a shaky hand, yoonchae reached out and grabbed the card, her fingers slightly grazing sophia's, making her heart skip a beat. "sorry, again."

"you say sorry a lot."

"sorry- fuck." yoonchae nervously rubbed the back of her neck.

"cute..."

"pardon?" did she hear that right? a drop dead gorgeous girl that still looked amazing even if she barely woke up just called her cute?

"hm?" sophia hummed softly, blissfully unaware.

"nevermind."

"do you plan on keeping those boxes with you?" sophia pointed at the boxes in the younger's hand with a raised eyebrow. yoonchae was so tired that she couldn't even process much that came out of sophia's mouth until a minute later.

"can i leave it in the kitchen? it's just snacks from korea. you can eat them"

"sure. do what you want. it's your place too." yoonchae nodded, taking off her shoes and entering the dorm. she set two out of the three boxes on the kitchen counter before turning around and standing dumbly. sophia chuckled a little, leaning back against the wall.

"y'know, you look like you laugh at student debts," the older girl commented.

"what's that supposed to mean?" yoonchae tilted her head to the side much like a curious cat. sophia just laughed and waved it off, crossing her arms over her stomach. the younger now got a full look of dorm, taking in the way the living room looked and how clean everything was.

a decent sized philippines flag was hung on the wall right above the l-shaped couch. it looked like the couch she had in her spare room back in korea. but the only thing taking the spotlight was the girl right in front of her.

even with all the looking around, trying to find anything other than sophia interesting, she just couldn't. especially with the way sophia was dressed. black tank top, red plaid pajama pants. and animal crossing socks that was weird and cute at the same time. was this how people dressed here? if so, sign her right up.

"let's go." seonwoo appeared out of nowhere with a singular bag of clothes in his hand.

"what took you so long?" yoonchae asked, reaching for the bag and looking through it. seonwoo pointed his index finger at her before pushing her head with it once more.

"all you had in there were designer brands. where the hell are your sleep clothes?"

"in the other suitcase." yoonchae said, acting as if it was the most obvious thing ever.

"girl, all i saw in there were watches and perfumes."

"you didn't see the clothes underneath all of that?"

sophia stayed quiet during the whole ordeal, wondering to herself how rich can her new roommate be. "you guys done?"

the two turned to look at her like deers caught in headlights, sheepishly leaving the dorm while saying sorry. yoonchae locked the door with her card then walked back towards the elevator. "you could not speak up around her," seonwoo suddenly mentioned.

yoonchae clicked her tongue and smacked him on the arm. "shut your trap."

as the elevator went down, yoonchae couldn't help but think back to sophia and how stunning one can look.

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HAIAIAI ohmygodd ur "i wanna be yours" lara fic was SO cute like it ate down sooo bad !!! never stop writing 🙏🙏 ur profile theme is also SOOO adorable i love jungwon 💔💔

AWWDHHDNSJD THANK YOUU💕💕 tbh i didn't expect that fic to blow up a lil but im grateful for all the support 😅🙏

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actual baddies pt2

*following/follower count wrong

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meret manon bannerman (22)

- architecture

- not in any clubs , small modeling job that pays pretty decently

- still asks for jollibee money

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hanni pham (22)

- law

- dance club , does song covers on youtube and is in a band

- minji's gf

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kim minji (22)

- data science

- no clubs , girl's basketball team

- d1 vegetable hater

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mo jihye - danielle marsh (21)

- environmental science

- volunteer @ animal shelter

- lowk broke and single but it's okay bcuz she's dani

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actual baddies pt1

*follower/following count wrong

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sophia laforteza (22)

- biochemistry

- on the volleyball team, cried herself to sleep when she got captain position

- yoonchae's (future) spoiled bb

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megan skiendiel (20)

- economics

- acquaintances with yoonchae bcuz of dance club

- her and avanzini are like this 🤞

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daniela avanzini (21)

- dance

- really dedicated to dancing

- her + skiendiel = 💕

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lara raj (20)

- mathematics & fashion design

- make songs for dance club to create choreos to

- it girl

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rich loser hotties pt2

*follower/following count is wrong

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lee hyein (20)

- film

- barista @ campus cafe

- haerin's gf (matching bio - to the moon by hooligan)

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kang haerin (21)

- philosophy & history

- dance club + badminton

- hyein's gf | jungwon's sister (mom's surname)

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lee kyungmin (20)

- athletic health (idk why)

- was supposed to be on the basketball team but it was full already

- one of the popular members of the volleyball team

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kim woonhak (21)

- music theory

- works at one of the nicer 7/11's and lowk steal stuff for the group

- kim minji's cousin but they rarely talk

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rich loser hotties pt.1

*i got the following/follower count wrong

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jeong yoonchae (20)

- business

- in dance club w/ haerin, jungwon, hyein, kyungmin

- always threaten to go back to korea

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yang jungwon (21)

- business

- dance club

- haerin's brother (dad's surname)

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kim seonwoo (21)

- fine arts

- music club w/ woonhak

- the mom of the group

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foreign love - smau

{ pairing } : sophia laforteza (22) & jeong yoonchae (20)

^ please keep in mind that this pair was chosen on wheelofnames.com

{ synopsis } : jeong yoonchae moved from seoul to la. upon getting assigned a roommate, she just so happened to be paired up with sophia laforteza, the gorgeous and stunning girl who majors in biochem.

^ also chosen on wheelofnames.com

{ genre } : wlw, uni au, smau

{ trope } : rich foreign student x financially struggling but pretty student, love at first sight

{ starring } : katseye, newjeans, enhypen (jungwon , sunoo), boynextdoor (woonhak), tws (kyungmin), more

{ progress } : ongoing (start: oct 25.2024)

{ disclaimers } : fat/big back jokes, kms/kys jokes, name calling between friends, profanity, slight smoking/vaping, special brownies, but overall no angst, just romance

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friend groups: rich loser hotties -> pt1 pt2 | actual baddies -> pt1 pt2

chapters:

- met this girl from california

- sugar and smoke rings

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im so cold someone give me a weighted blanket and some newjeans albums 💔

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i wanna be yours

lara raj x fem!reader (7th member of katseye)

req: @lararajjj

a/n: first fic omg. i hope it met your expectations <3 and sorry if it seemed rushed, i had a science project due 😕 i'll probably make another version in the future when my writing develops better

{ synopsis } : you like love lara. you know that in every corner of your heart– yet you bang your head on the wall every night, replaying all the flirty comments lara said to you, wishing that it wasn't all jokes.

{ extra } : fluff, romance, slight jealousy, tw: a bit of arguing (sorry if this wasn't what you wanted, it just occured to me to add it in the fic)

wc: idk, it's probably a lot, i'll count later

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"aren't you looking mighty fine today?" a familiar voice called out to you, the tone laced with tease. you immediately froze at the comment, too busy calming your racing heart that began to surpass the limits of beats per minute. "gosh, makes me wanna have you all to myself."

"nice joke," you mumbled. you took in deep breaths, quite hyper aware that your face is flushing redder than a tomato. "get back to practice, lara."

"aw, are you blushing, y/n?" her arm wrapped itself around your waist and pulled you closer. as if you weren't already close enough...

"no? what're you on about." you tried to break free from her hold, only to have her pull you back. as the warmth of her chest seeps into your back, your breathing falters and your heart began to stutter.

"lara, let go."

"you're so worked up today. what's wrong, hm?" she whispers, her voice leaving a tingling sensation on your skin. you let out a shuddering breath as you looked down to see her hands clasped on your stomach, the fabric of your sweatshirt wrinkling due to how tight lara was holding you against her.

"you two! stop flirting and get back to practice," sophia shouted, having been fed up with the lack of focus. what a save, you thought to yourself. lara reluctantly let go– but not without a pout, and went back to her position in the back.

"you enjoyed that, didn't you?" megan teased.

"great, another one." you rolled your eyes, your hands on your hips. what's with everyone and teasing nowadays? megan gave you a sympathetic pat on the back, something you don't need at the moment.

"why won't you tell her how you feel?"

"it's not that easy, meg. if she doesn't feel the same, everything will be ruined."

"stop being so negative would you?" despite megan's best efforts to play off the situation, you still can't help but feel your heart burning with want. you want to be able to hold lara's hand just because. you want to finally be able to kiss those lips you've been dreaming of at night.

and more importantly, you want to be able to call her yours. call her yours and say 'i love you' forever.

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2:38 AM

you lightly cursed under your breath when the keypad beeped too loud as you entered the passcode, hoping it didn't wake an of the girls. you held the handle and turned it, pushing the door inward to enter the house.

taking off your shoes and leaving them at the entrance, you tiptoed through the hall to make your way to your shared room with yoonchae and sophia. the leader might scold you later but all you need to do is to make it back in one piece.

"ahem."

"fuck." you turned around to see lara standing at her doorway, her duck onesie basically asking, urging, you to laugh and wake up the whole house. she raises an eyebrow, seemingly demanding to know where you were to be back this late. "i...was at a friend's house?"

did it seem convincing? no, definitely not with the way you were dressed.

did you try to make it seem convincing? well yes! you always gave your best.

"like hell you were." she looked at you up and down, and you swear, swear on your life, that she was checking you out rather than just looking at you outfit. "where were you? who were you with? you reek of alcohol..." she trails off, every gear in her head turning to know where you could've possibly be at this late into the night.

"ok, look. i was at some get together. it's no big deal, i got a little intoxicated but–"

"i don't care what you were doing. who were you with?" she interrupted you.

"why does that matter?" you furrowed your brows, your patience thinning by the second this conversation went on. "why do care about who i was out with?"

"y/n, just tell me! it's not that hard." her voice raised in volume and you hear sheets shuffling from yoonchae and sophia's room. you secretly crossed your fingers, playing out your cards, hoping that the leader didn't wake up.

"and it's not hard to tell me why you're so nosy about my life!"

"can't i be worried? you're probably hanging out with the wrong people if you're sneaking out!" lara exclaimed. now you're seething. how can she make assumptions like this? especially knowing how you were with people.

"tell me why you're suddenly caring now? out of all the times that you snuck out, i never once mentioned it. i never asked you who you were out with, what you were doing, all that nonsense. that's because i know you!"

lara was taken aback, the way you snapped was foreign almost. your calm, collected demeanor faded right before her eyes and she doesn't know what to do. your chest heaved in anger, your eyes began to get tingly and your vision turned blurry.

"why're you acting all jealous now?" your voice got quieter as tears prickled at the corner of your eyes. great, now the alcohol was getting to you.

"what do you mean?" lara questioned.

"what i mean is," you paused, wiping the tears from your eyes. "why are you only acting jealous now? i tried and tried to get you to be jealous by being close to the girls but nothing ever worked."

"and maybe, i thought you didn't feel the same way, but god fucking damnit, lara! you say one thing and your body language says the other."

"you– you like me?" she pointed a finger at herself and you shake your head. she didn't get the point. maybe she never will.

"fuck liking you, i love you."

lara's face fell and you hope she finally understood the reasons why you look at her like she hung the stars. like she hung your stars. the stars that hang in your sky and spell out her name.

"you're such an idiot." and with that, you turned around and went into your room, leaving lara to stand by herself to process everything you just said. you didn't pay attention to the empty bed on yoonchae's side, or the missing pair of noise canceling headphones on your desk, or sophia's bed having more than one person in it.

you had enough for tonight.

"good night, y/n." despite being muffled by yoonchae's hoodie, sophia's voice still rang through the silent room. it buzzed through your ear like another pop-up ad.

"good night, soph."

𓆝 𓆟 𓆞 𓆝 𓆟

the next few days were awkward for you, lara, and everybody else. they all heard the conversation you two had, and no one dared to bring it up, not even the mighty leader. wherever lara stayed was where you would leave. you couldn't even bear to stay alone with her for a minute.

"hey, me and the girls are going out." daniela briefly told you as she put on her shoes. you stopped midway bringing the spoon full of cereal to your mouth, looking to the side to see everybody dressed up— but no lara.

oh no.

"im coming with–"

"no. your ass is staying here to work things out with lara." manon pointed an accusing finger at you, only putting it down aftee being told to by sophia. yoonchae only waved to you, quickly leaving because she wanted shotgun, the others racing after her.

"but–"

"you'll do what i say, y/n," sophia said before going out the door, completely leaving you alone with a sleeping lara in her room.

"well shit," you cursed. you hurriedly finished your cereal, placing it in the sink then rushing to your room. if you were in your safe haven, then no one can bother you until everybody gets home. great idea.

. . .

it was, in fact, not a great idea. when lara woke up, you heard her go into the bathroom to get ready for the day despite it already being twelve in the afternoon. you know her morning routine step by step, so after washing up, she'll definitely get breakfast. definitely.

she'll pass by your door, thinking you went with the others. you just need to stay quiet-

"i know you're in your room, y/n."

what. the. fuck.

"sophia told me you're here." of course she did. you slowly got up from your place on the floor, quietly sliding over to the door. "open the door."

your hand reached out but it never quite made contact with the handle. your nerves got to you. what if this go wrong? what if your friendship never goes back to how it was? what if, what if, what if...

"if you don't open this door, i will."

well, you can't have a broken door, can you? you finally held onto the handle, turning it and slightly opening the door, peeking out the crack to see lara.

"what?" you asked.

"let me come in."

"no."

"y/n, im serious."

"...fine." you stepped back and opened the door wider, allowing her to come inside. she sat on the beanbag on the floor, so you sat on the bed furthest away. neither of you wanted to address the elephant in the room, brushing off the actual elephant plushie sitting on yoonchae's bed.

"you're wearing my sweater?" lara started. you blushed and looked down to see that indeed, you were wearing her sweater than you stole from her.

"what about it?"

"nothing."

a beat passed and none of you said anything else. the silence was awkward and it was slowly killing a part of you. the part of you that wants to rush over and jump into her arms. the part of you that wants to tell her all your pent up feelings.

"so, you like me?"

"love, but who cares. wasn't it obvious?" you looked at her, her gaze meeting yours without even meaning to do so. you look away, but she doesn't. she keeps staring like you were the one who created her world.

"then it should've been obvious that i love you too."

"hm?!" you face scrunched up in confusion, looking like an frowning kitty. "you what?"

"i love you too, idiot." lara rolled her eyes, leaning back into the beanbag. "it developed when you stopped sleeping over in my room. i think it was because i missed having you as a pillow."

you couldn't help but chuckle, quickly collecting yourself and returning your face back to neutral. "why didn't you say anything?" the question was a bit hypocritical but you had a good reason for why you chose to stay silent about your feelings.

"better question, why didn't you?"

"i was scared. i mean i had every right to be. look at you, then look at me. a gorgeous girl and adam sandler female version," you confessed. your fingers fidgeted with the hem of her sweater, loose threads everywhere but you love it.

"what if i told you i like the way you look?"

"quit lying for once."

"im not." lara got up and walked over to you, sitting down right next to you on the bed. the mattress dipped from the added weight. "you're really pretty. if anything, i should've been the one who was scared to make a move."

"yet you made every move in a chess guide book."

"stop flaming me, would you?" she laughed, making you laugh along as well. she took in a deep breath, turning her head to look at you. "im sorry for getting a little nosy that night."

"forgiveness pending.."

"and that's fine." her hand found yours in the middle, intertwining your fingers with her's. her hands feel cold. she scoot in a little closer, her hips making contact with yours. "you'll forgive me in the end, right?"

"whatever helps you sleep at night." you joked. she lightly smacked your arm but even so, she still gave a little giggle.

"what does this mean? labels and all."

"we'll figure it out." you turned you head to finally face her, the distance between your faces just inches away. "but what we know for sure right now is..."

"that we can officially kiss and make up?" lara perked up, a little too hopeful. you smile, leaning in.

"yeah, sure. let's go with that." your lips finally connected with hers and goodness, you wished you spoke up a little sooner because kissing her felt just right. it felt like cereal and milk for breakfast, or a fancy steak dinner on an anniversary. or chocolates and flowers on valentine's day. everything perfect can't even sum up to the feeling of this.

and nevertheless, you want the feeling to remain the same forever and ever. in this life or another.

(a/n: #rushed because of a science poster)

[hwonnrinji]

hellooo!! , I noticed you were a new writerr , goodluck— soo can I request a Lara fic where reader likes her but is afraid of confessing BUT Lara feels the same way hence alot of flirting , awkward tension , a tad bit of jelousy thank yew 🦖

i'll definitely write this as soon as i come home from school tomorrow!! this is actually a great first request, im excited to see how it goes when i type it out. im not good with deadlines but have high hopes it'll come out during the weekend 🙏 💕

(edit: i can't rn because it's 11pm..)

[hwonnrinji]

now playing : vũ trụ ngừ trôi - sweet liquor

( october 24, 2024 )

masterlist : rules : about me

[hwonnrinji]

MASTERLIST.

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KATSEYE

- i wanna be yours - lara raj

- foreign love (smau) - sunchip

NEWJEANS

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ENHYPEN

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more to come , premiering november 30th 2024, only in theaters at @hwonnrinji boulevard. get tickets now 🎟

[hwonnrinji]

RULES / ABT MY FICS

reqs: open

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again, english isn't my first language and i have a hard time getting things with broad instructions so if you have a fic request, please be as specific as possible.

- no smut , im fine with suggestive.

- since my fanfics all started on ao3, im more familiar with pairings/ships rather than y/n type fics. if you do have a y/n req, i'll gladly do it, but it won't be the greatest. i don't think it's that hard to write those fics but when i acc do it, it's a bit confusing. i write angst, fluff, head canons (which im surprisingly good at)

- beware, my fics/smaus have some things that may come across as offensive to some : name calling (e.g. fattie, ho, big back, and more...) , "is it 'cuz im asian?" jokes, and more which i can't recall at this moment.

- profanity/language will be used. if you request a fic, please specify if you don't want profanity in it.

- i mostly write for kpop, i might make another acc for other fandoms im in.

- for the ladies <3 men dni

groups i write for:

- newjeans

- katseye

- enhypen (once in a blue moon)

- tomorrow x together (once in a blue moon)

[hwonnrinji]

top 3 biases. — jyc. khr. yjw. —

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hii! im hwon.

welcome to my blog! im new to tumblr so if there's anything weird/off or my posts look iffy, that's my fault 🥲 im also school – my final year of junior high – so upcoming fics will be slow to update

–> im a big fan of newjeans, katseye, enhypen, and many more!

–> isfp , baby blue , cats - bunnies - bears , she/her

-> tech/science nerd enthusiast , i like learning new dances in my free time, also write on ao3 @/hwonrijii , in algebra at 8th.gr :'(

feel free to request anything (not weird stuff tho) <3

❗️: my first language isn't english (i was born in cn, vietnam and now living in the u.s.)