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If all goes well my lover will be here in 10 days :)

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Umm...What's the PG 13 Title for This Piece of Ancient Mural Art? Oh, I've got it! Man Providing a Woman with Lingual Entertainment, Pompeii c. 1st Century BCE

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im feeling deeply troubled by how my roommate is reacting to my personal affairs i just want to like feel like i can safely be myself in my own home. lol

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Did I Deserve to Exist? No, and so on.

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had a dream I was on a balcony watching a group of girls dodging traffic and getting hit by cars bc they kept running into the intersection and I wanted to shout to them to stop or for the cars to stop and then the perspective shifted and i was one of the girls who got hit. Looked in the mirror while trying to clean myself up /brushed my teeth and they all started falling out in the sink. And I was desperately catching my teeth to keep them from going down the drain and sticking them back into place in my mouth but they were loose and shifting and threatening to fall back out, held in place only by a desperate tongue and jaw as I admitted to myself I needed to go to find a doctor. Then my cat woke me up yowling at the neighbor's cat who used to live in my apartment

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Quick Raiden sketch at work :p

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crushed out on soda beach

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my studio mate continues to seemingly be mortified to exist in the same room as me... i personally don't get it

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jerking off kinda sucks one day I would prefer to master my handsfree kundalini whateverthefuck mind powers OR make love like a normal person or both

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My takeaway after socializing with writers and other mfas outside of my program and ALSO my neighbors is that the people within my program alone are not going to meet my needs and also if they decide they dont like me idc cause I'm cool and likeable and interdisciplinary like that :)

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somedays i feel like I'm too big for anyone to handle like too loud too clumsy too excitable too Much. and i want to stand firm and proud in who I am and what I'm about but sometimes i feel like I'm withering and shrinking bc I can tell how people perceive me

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Hermaphroditisches Sonn- und Monds-Kind, das ist des Sohns deren Philosophen natürlich-übernatürliche Gebährung, c. 1752

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Hermaphroditisches Sonn- und Monds-Kind, das ist des Sohns deren Philosophen natürlich-übernatürliche Gebährung, c. 1752

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So basically like i am painfully in love with this girl and despite my efforts to distract myself the feeling just keeps getting bigger and more enveloping every day and idk what to do. I'm a mess

Somewhere there's a world where I have millions of dollars and the means to sweep her off her feet and into my arms but in this time of my approaching saturn return God said nah you'll have to Get Good first