hufflepuffheaven

[hufflepuffheaven]

[hufflepuffheaven]

This scene never fails to make me go CRAZY

like i know ppl have pointed it out before but shes literally trying to hook Dean up here! SHES SAYING THAT CAS IS DREAMY FOR DEAN!! like its so bananas bc what else could this even MEANNN??

[hufflepuffheaven]

dean only got to live 2 years longer on earth than he did in hell and so much of it was miserable and despite this he put on a brave face and saved so many people but not himself and its not fair

[hufflepuffheaven]

jensen ackles was actually diabolical for writing the song watching over me about castiel … like what do you actually mean and how do I inject this song into my veins

[hufflepuffheaven]

at the store and all I can think about is Will Graham !!!

[hufflepuffheaven]

just thinking about that job application that was on deans desk in the last episode… just thinking about how dean could have been a firefighter and lived on his own terms but they decided his fate was to be taken out by a rebar on a vampire hunt… just thinking 🥲

[hufflepuffheaven]

ok let’s talk about how cas and dean were sitting in this bar waiting for a cupid to show up and talking about how cas was going to close heaven which means they would never see each other again and then the cupid ends up marking the two guys in the bar who they didn’t think would be gay????? hey let’s talk about how cas and dean were realizing they both were going to miss each other so much and then right in front of them they see two men fall in love with each other?? let’s talk about how dean probably realized then how much he was actually going to miss cas and that love isn’t just between a man and a woman??? HELLO hey what the hell was that and why were they trying so hard to make us feel like destiel wasn’t real????

[hufflepuffheaven]

I never know what to do with myself or how to go on living after I read fanfic where dean winchester is described in the most beautiful gut wrenching ways… I know it’s just fanfic but I want to be loved the way castiel loves dean

I highly recommend this fic, it’s post-canon and beautifully written and will make you laugh and will make you cry.

The Soul Burns Brighter Than The Sun // Wow_thisiswheremylifeis

[hufflepuffheaven]

So, have we talked about the fact that Dean totally carried Cas’ bag for him????  Look at this.  Cas has no bags, Sam has one bag, and Dean has TWO FUCKING BAGS.

This shit is so canon…I’m done.  glory, glory, hallelujah.  Amen.

[hufflepuffheaven]

[hufflepuffheaven]

this was so normal….

[hufflepuffheaven]

i firmly believe that the spn writers just wanted us fans to feel absolutely insane and crazy and lose our minds because all of the subtle flirting and eye contact and loving gazes and blind trust and devotion and devastation and hugs and defending of each other that cas and dean do in this show is SO NOTICEABLE AND SO REAL but the CW and the showrunners would never ACKNOWLEDGE IT BUT IT IS SO THERE and it’s driving me, a girl who has watched this show 20+ times, crazy still as I watch it again for the millionth time. like there’s no way they didn’t know what they were doing, they were so giggling and kicking their feet seeing how crazy we got abt it on spntwit and tumblr 😭😭😭😭

[hufflepuffheaven]

I can't stop thinking about destiel. I understand why this website is so hellbent on them, it makes so much sense. I don't know if it's the script or the acting but oh my god these bitches gay for each other. Destiel real. Destiel truther. Help me.

[hufflepuffheaven]

will never stop thinking abt how the man who would be king is such a destiel centric episode like dean defended cas to bobby and sam until he absolutely couldn’t and was in so much pain thinking about them accusing cas of working with crowley behind his back but also worried that the angel he has a profound bond with was turning against them. he wanted so badly for what they felt to be true to be wrong because it meant he would lose his best friend and the angel he secretly had feelings for YOU CAN JUST SEE IT ON HIS FACE !!!

and don’t even get me started on castiel’s narration of this episode - he talks so much about how dean has changed him and feels the worst about his betrayal because of his bond with dean. LIKE DESTIEL IS IN THE DETAILS COMMMMEONNNN !!!

[hufflepuffheaven]

happy sixteenth birthday to my favorite seraph, castiel. thanks for blessing my life with your baby blues and inventing gay love 🩵

[hufflepuffheaven]

i will always love and adore dean winchester BUT i will NEVER forgive him for kicking cas out of the bunker when he became human. like that was the time cas needed him the most he ever has and dean told him to leave without telling him the reason why. LIKE cas probably felt so unwanted and unloved, and he rebelled against everything he knew and FELL for dean. i just cant handle thinking abt how helpless and confused cas felt when the one human he put all of his trust in and gave everything up for told him to leave instead of helping him understand how to be human. like look at him i could never do that 😭😭😭

[hufflepuffheaven]

LIKE - the entire s15 and basically the whole show was about the boys testing fate and fighting for their free will. AND ONCE THEY EARNED IT AND CHUCK WAS GONE THEY STILL DIDNT LET DEAN LIVE IN HIS FREEDOM AND KILLED HIM THE WAY CHUCK ALWAYS MADE HIM BELIEVE HE WOULD DIE!!!

it has been said before but i feel the need to state again that the finale of supernatural is not only the most insane case of accidentally making a soul crushing psychological horror while trying to make a satisfying conclusion but the only case of that happening ever (at least to my knowledge.) i’ve seen bad tv endings, but never a tv ending that was trying to be comforting instead telling me that all of my worst nightmares are true and that me and the ones i hold close will never ever love openly without fear. again, so many before me have made this point but god. they killed him on rebar. he never got to be free