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Yikes. Things change and it happens bc you're growing the hell up and you understand that some things don't need a reaction. And shit that needs to happen, it will bc effort should in play. And if things go differently then the word understanding should come to mind and not childish shit. Stay a busy body doing relevant things with your time and once its in place go smoke a bowl bc you deserve it.

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When you’re scared but you still do it anyway, that’s brave.

Neil Gaiman (via quotemadness)

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Cleansing/Purifying Essential Oils

Atlas Cedar wood

Cypress

Sage

Lemon

Lime

Myrrh

Peppermint

Spearmint

Virginian Cedar wood

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Someone you met 2 weeks ago can have better intentions than someone you met 2 years ago. Don’t let time fool you

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I have been screaming for awhile now. Tears falling, heart broken, spirits crushed. My screams are silent. My tears are invisible. You have hurt me beyond repair.

kissmylime  (via wordsnquotes)

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April 20 '17

I feel pain. I feel uneasy. I always post sadly on here and it makes me upset about that. I'm not a sad person so why is that every time I get this way its like I only k ow myself this way. Theres no other part of me that isnt jist sad all the time, even when thays not true, my friends fucking hate me. And I feel like I'm starting to feel that way about myself too.

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I miss smoking. I miss smoking with my friends and letting go of every thing. I miss smoking by myself so I can regroup all my thoughts and not feel so suffocated. If he can't deal with me wanting to start smoking again then I'm not sure what will happen in the end. I'm a good girl, I do almost all I can at my own pace. If smoking is something he sees as bad if I get my hands on another piece then what does that tell me. He's the best guy I know, yeh, we're a little opposite and mixed up right now bc were both trying to grow. But we're either going to grow together and deal with every flaw and everything that makes us whole or we're going to grow out of eachother and see everything as bad. I want this to work I do. I want to smoke. I want to write. I want read books. I want to travel. I want to do all of those things and more with you but, there is just some things we need to work on together if we want this to work. We are growing together. But I can't change you and you cant change me so what are we doing . I'm happy with you but, I'm also somewhat miserable bc I'm not doing things the same. I really feel like I have to hide some parts of me to please you but, it has to stop. I'm loud. I have a hard heart. I'm anxious and sometimes I want to let go and smoke all I can to calm myself down. I want tattoos and I want to do everything. I don't like sitting around all the time because I don't like being bored. I know of we grow together there are sacrifices that need to be made but, I feel like I'm doing it all to please you. And I can't name everything right now on the spot but I just feel like I'm not being completely myself with you. Your parents too by the way, I'm pretty sure they hate the influence I have on you. And I'm sure its because I'm not perfect and you've been doing so well in everything bc you have to be. When I left. It was bc I didnt want to feel that way and I know it was my choice to stay here but I think if we want this to work I need to get out of here I feel suffocated. I love you, its not that I'm saying we need to break up if decide to leave, that's not the case. But I'd feel sad without you. Right now I'm very confused and not sure what to do about it all right now.

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Flirt with your girl like you never met her before and you tryna fuck

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