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weh weh weh. i miss my siblings from all my stupid tls. where’s jake. where’s jade. where’s my stupid ass sister rose. -a jade strider, john harley, and a davesprite

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1 always had a pale crush on you, meul1n... 1 w1sh 1 told you before the game... dur1ng the game and after 1 never had the t1me to tell you...

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just checking, are you still running this?

I am! I just haven't been active lately (granted, I know, there isn't a lot to do per se) due to life stuff. It happens, but I do have a few asks still sitting here that will be eventually posted once things get settled back down for me. :)

/Rox & Co

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director strider anon I would kill to be your bro fr - lil hal

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I miss (a)D so much. I doubt I’ll ever find mine since my canon is divergent as shit but man, there’s so much I never told him that I wish I did. I still blame myself for how guilty he felt not knowing that Dirk and I were abused by (b)Bro, I just want to tell him so bad it isn’t his fault and I still love him so much. We weren’t keeping it from him on purpose we just didn’t want to bother him and make his life difficult. I never want him to have to worry about anything.

-Hal

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Translation Under Cut

Looking for Latula, Kankri, Cronus, and Kanaya (it feels weird using her name). DNI: Kurloz

Non-game timeline.

TW fir substance overdose mention (in brackets)

I was a light show persformer at the raves Tulip and I went two. I also used two do something similar to something our host calls "podracing" from "Star Wars". TW: [Kurloz got my hooked on something and I overdosed] I ended up in a rehab facility/hospital where Kanaya was my nurse. She culled me when I was well enough to two leave.

That's when Cronus and Kankri started coming around. We were all friends, but those two idiots were both oblivious that they had flushcrushes for each other.

Also, I became mostly mute after my OD, and I hadn't heard from Tulip since before then.

IF this sounds familiar, reply to this post and I'll DM you!!

-Mituna Captor

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damara zahhak, mituna ampora, porrim megido, and horuss peixes…. i miss you guys. if you remember a tall meulin makara with unruly hair who had a crush on porrim and was a bit of an outcast, i’d love to speak again.

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Director Strider here to say that if I could be a good big brother to every Dirk splinter, I would.

Dirk, you already know you're my lil bro. Damn I wish I could've raised you and I'm so proud of you. Stop being so fuckin hard on yourself, I swear to god, kid. Or I'll do the brotherly thing and put your ass in a headlock until you get your shit settled. Also, lean on your friends more. They care about you too.

Hal, you're the most bitchin set of shades anyone ever did see. Love ya' lil dude. Even if you never got a body and were just some red text on a screen to me, I would've loved the fuck outta you. Buy one get one free baby brothers. shit is that insensitive? Given the whole... Whatever, you know what I mean. You're still my bro, even if you're not dirk.

Arquius... You're like half mine, which as far as I'm concerned means you're my lil bro too. get in here, man. Maybe put a towel down first though.

Brobot, if I buy you batteries would you eat them? this is for science. on a more serious note, you're family. And more importantly, you're included in the lil bro fellowship I'm starting. I'm gonna have to make business cards at this rate.

Brain ghost dirk, you may be entitled to financial compensation. Also a decent fist bump. You're in the bro squad, I dont give a shit who's head you live in.

This is also a shout out to Rox: If you want in on the bro pile as a part timer, I could make an exception on last names. or you could always change it. ... don't do that, Rose would fucking kill me if you did that.

Uh... anyway. ✌️ later

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I miss my bro. So much. But I know he doesn't miss me. He doesn't know I exist. He knew Dirk. Dirk was us. Before I splintered off. I just. I wish he was around to see me exist and be a real human being. I mean, we have Dave but. It's never the same. He barely knows how to interact with Dirk let alone me !!!

I wish I was a separate person before everything happened. Maybe I wouldn't have despised Dirk so much.

Yours truly, Halifax Strider. Or, simply, The Autoresponder. (Lil Hal).

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(not typing in quirk sorry) my cronus and i had the worst relationship but it means the world to me now and when i remember him hurting me physically and shoving my head into the wall and stuff i just get so smitten and i miss listening to him sing brobecks songs and fight with me and if any of that sounds familiar for the love of god reply to this post and ill dm you cronus i miss you so much ive been sick the past few days - kankri

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hal strider here. I ascended in my timeline.

I . Really fucking miss my bro

Not dirk or dsve or whatever. My Bro. Dirks bro. Alpha dave pr whatever. God I miss him. But I know he doesn't miss me. He only knows Dirk. Not hal. Not the autoresponder. Not ME. I wish I had just existed normally.. maybe been twins with dirk or something

I mean . Not normally obviously it's homestuck but. I want to have my own bonds with those who I love and not just ones I gorged through being dirk.

thanks 4 readin kinfession kommunity

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i hate seeing people hate on bro…like i get why. he was awful in canon, and im sure worse in some other peoples timelines. he’s really important to me and in my timeline he wasn’t the best parental figure, but he was a good older brother. he took care of me and dave best he can. i really miss him and dave, but most of the content about bro is either about how awful he was or thirsting over him. and those things are fine, but not about *my* bro. - lil cal strider

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i used to be such a night owl, but now staying up too late just makes me feel sad and scared and lonely. :(( it feels like its not supposed to be just me all alone in here, but thinking about the alternative makes me a little sick. i guess i just need a nice nap

vega (jade and dave fusion)

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Its so weird being kinda a dave kin (twin brother) and having mixed feelings about Bro. Like right now? This life? I dont really hate him. I understand a few things about him now than I did before. But remembering as david... I dont know. Im still scared of him. All the things he did and all was... bad. But I dont know. I just. I want to find him again along with Dave. I just want my brothers back you know??

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heya just found this blog and ivwe been in a kinda wveird mood lately so wvhy not make a lil kinfession

i really wvish i knewv more about my timeline and canon and stuff but i only havwe like 3 actual memories and idek if they COUNT

i wvas in a decemtly pale matespritship wvith kankri, pale wvith mituna, and i wvas friends wvith latula and meenah

i dont think i spoke to anyone outside of that group (though nowv i really wvish i had)

i dont think i had the lil eyebrowv scar, either

and that is it literally nofin else

ivwe really been trying to remember shit because i wvant to feel like i belong to something yaknowv? and also cause fuckn duh i wvanna knowv wvhat my life wvas like and wvanna meet people wvho knewv me

but yea :p (sorry about the long-as-fuck first kinfession by the wvay!)

, cronus ampora ♒

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::::33< the a8solute PAIN of one, not having horns, two, having almost no memories of your timeline, and thr33, missing your meowrail. - vriska lejion (nepetaways)

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