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hrtbrkwthrs · 6 days ago
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some teen wolf fans and their fixation with shipping 15-18 year old stiles stilinski with grown ass adult men needs to be studied
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hrtbrkwthrs · 17 days ago
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Soft Fairy Lights
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hrtbrkwthrs · 18 days ago
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hrtbrkwthrs · 18 days ago
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isaac lahey has bpd (canon)
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hrtbrkwthrs · 19 days ago
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also just here to remind you: STILES HAS BPD THE ENTIRE RAIN SCENE WAS STILES SPLITTING ON SCOTT, THE HOSPITAL SCENE LATER THAT SEASON WAS STILES SPLITTING ON SCOTT, thanks for coming to my ted talk ❤
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hrtbrkwthrs · 19 days ago
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Hi! I saw you describing Stiles as bpd and that when he was fighting with Scott he was “splitting” I tried to look this up but it was all very confusing, and I was wondering what this meant? And how Stiles split? Sorry if this annoying, I’m just confused! I’ve never heard of this before! Also, I thought Stiles had adhd, but do you think bpd would be a better diagnosis? (Sorry if this is offensive in any way I’m just wondering!)
no worries, anon, you’re totally good ❤
so splitting is primarily a bpd (borderline personality disorder) term that has two meanings: 1, the general one which is used by health care professionals and is refering to the black-and-white thinking mindset someone with bpd has. so people or things are only seen as very good (idealization) or very bad (devaluation), and there’s no real grey area.
and then 2, the one refered to as the tumblr use, which uses splitting as a verb instead of just a mindset. so someone with bpd thinks, for example, their best friend is this amazing person, they only see the good parts of them. splitting on them is going from the idealization of them to the devaluation of them. (it can also swing from devaluation to idealization.)
splitting overall is a self defense mechanism. the verb meaning of it can occur due to any kind of stressor (for example, perceived abandoment) and it can cause the person to act out in a number of ways.
back to stiles. during the rain scene, stiles is afraid that scott is leaving him, abandoning him, that he doesn’t love him anymore, so stiles reacts with anger – splitting on scott. during the hospital scene, he’s terrified that his dad is going to die, so again, he reacts with anger, still targetting scott because he’s always idealized scott but he let him down, and he yells, “where were you? where the hell were you?”
as a defense mechanism, stiles is trying to push scott away during the rain scene because if he does it first, it won’t hurt as much (which, as the scene goes on, we know that isn’t true). the hospital scene is because it’s almost like seeing scott differenly, this person who has flaws and messes up and isn’t perfect, unlike how stiles has seen him their whole lives.
[read more bpd terms (and maybe a more helpful definition of splitting) here]
okay and about the adhd vs bpd: comorbidity is super common, meaning that when someone’s diagnosed with one disorder, they’re more likely to also have another one. also, a lot of disorders overlap. i fully believe stiles has both adhd (which is essentially canon because of his mention of taking adderall) and bpd.
i hope this helps, anon! feel free to come back into my askbox 😊
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hrtbrkwthrs · 23 days ago
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Isaac Lahey x fem!reader (she/her)
Summary: Allison's cousin doesn't trust easily, but maybe if she lets herself be vulnerable just this once, she could find that some things are worth the risk.
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Notes: she/her pronouns, 1 use of y/n, no description of reader. reader is kate argent's daughter, but she doesn't have to resemble kate since she could be adopted, take more after her (unnamed) father, etc. please let me know if you want a part 2!!! Trigger Warnings: slightly traumatic backstory lol (about the same as allison's tbh), reader gets hurt, cuts/blood mentioned
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being taught how to wield chinese dagger knives was never really on your to-do list. but when you moved in with your cousin allison, you picked up a few things... to say the least.
it's been two years since your mother died. two years since the pyromaniac, werewolf-killer kate argent was killed in an act of revenge from burning a house to the ground. one filled with innocent lives, supernatural or otherwise.
you always knew your mother was a psycho. it didn't come as a surprise when you heard she passed at the hands of a werewolf she burned nearly to ashes. it was about time for her past to bite her in the ass. she taught you how to use a bow just like your cousin, allison. how to hunt the lives of werewolves, innocent or not. she taught you how to be an argent. and you hated it.
the teachings came with a price. one that, if you were being honest, you weren't really sure she cared about. that price was losing you. as new information came to light, the more you caught on. the more you saw her for who she really was. the more you saw your family for who they really are. and you wanted no part in it. she always knew you were smarter than most.
so kate decided that the risk was worth it, if it meant living on the family name. when she died, you were almost happy to be rid of someone as psychopathic as she. but when you were forced to move in with other family, your uncle chris and aunt victoria, you weren't sure which to be more afraid of. or, at least you would be afraid if you weren't already used to living with a killer.
your aunt victoria and your grandpa gerard both made your life a living hell for the next while, up until victoria died and gerard was put away. they knew you were smart enough not to play their little games. if it wasn't for allison and chris, you'd have been chained to the wall and fed like an animal every day for the rest of your life.
needless to say, you weren't too trusting when it came to your family, and damn sure not when it came to anybody else. allison was the first to gain your trust. it took almost a year for you to finally open up to allison, and she was excited to finally introduced you to all of her friends. or should i say, all of your friends. because it didn't take long for them to take you in as family right alongside allison.
sooner or later, you finally caved and gave your uncle chris a chance. the more you began to open up to him, you realized quickly that he wasn't like your mother or even your aunt victoria. in fact, you've come to like your life in beacon hills, even if it meant battling a giant lizard or a demonic history teacher.
currently, you stood in the woods alongside allison, scott, and isaac – the latter two who were off talking werewolf or some other thing. allison circled the ring of the chinese dagger knife on her finger before grasping the edge with her palm, blade out and ready to cut.
you watched her movements as she performed various tricks with the knife, and tried your best to mimic them.
"you're pretty good at this. you catch on fast," she smiled, nodding in approval.
she tilted her head towards the two boys, "think you're ready to fight one of those two losers?"
you smiled in return. "my pick on isaac," you laughed as she called the boys over.
"is she ready?" scott smiled excitedly, purely just from how proud he was of you. he was almost like a brother, and you were grateful for a friend so supportive.
you and allison both nod. "she wants isaac," allison grinned, looking between the two boys.
isaac, wide-eyed and mouth hung open, nodded slowly. "uh huh... well, c'mon then," he said before backing up, taking off his jacket and tossing it to the side.
you followed suit, positioning yourself in front of isaac with your knifes out and ready to fight. you circled the two ringed knives around each pointer finger before grasping them with fists just loose enough to allow you to swing.
"bring the heat, argent" isaac whispered with a grin.
allison raised her hand in the air, "aaaand... go!" she called out.
isaac wasn't going to fight back, and he'd be careful not to hurt you... but he was going to use his supernatural reflexes to dodge any hit possible.
you swung your first knife at him, faster than you expected. miss. he dodged it quickly, effortlessly.
you swung the other knife, circling the ring around your fingertip as you swiped. the feeling of warm blood splattering across your hand told you that you struck him.
"i let you have that one."
"yeah right," you giggled.
as you stared at the blood on your hand, you cringed. isaac picked up on it quickly, "don't worry. you wont hurt me."
as you practiced your sparring with isaac, scott and allison found their way to the side, watching the two of you. allison called out any time you needed to improve a position or a swipe, and scott crossed his arms with a smile.
"how long before these two just admit it?" scott said.
"oh, i wouldn't count on y/n confessing anytime soon. she swore off love forever when she found out her mom lied about her dad dying. then again when he actually died."
"yeesh," scott didn't know how to reply.
allison looked back to you and isaac. she smiled. "i haven't seen her this happy since that metallica concert dad and i took her to back in middle school."
back on the other side of the field, you stood your ground, ready to continue the practice despite the multiple slashes across isaac's abdomen. the sliced-up shirt was definitely not salvageable.
"hey, do you... maybe wanna go to danny's party with me tonight?" isaac stopped, asking you sheepishly as he tried to hide that he'd overheard allison's words with his keen, heightened senses.
you stopped, looking up, into his eyes. after the initial shock, you smiled. "really?" you asked as if you expected him to be playing some sort of prank. not that he ever would.
"really." isaac replied, a slight smirk across his face as he locked eyes with you.
your smile faded, purely from the trance you found yourself in when looking into his eyes. his icy blue stare swirling around in your mind like a lake.
isaac used the opportunity to blindside you, snatching the blade from your hand and holding your wrist in place. he tossed the knife to the side and smirked at you.
you scoffed through a sarcastic smile. "isaac lahey... i never saw you as a cheater," you teased. your breath caught in your throat when you realized how close he now stood in front of you.
"there's a lot of things you don't know about me," he said with a sly smile.
your guard went up quickly as you took in the small distance between the two fo you. "uh, yeah," were the next words to leave your mouth hesitantly. you pulled your wrists away from isaac's grip, taking a step back to give yourself some space to calm yourself as you tugged at the sleeves of your leather jacket.
at the sudden awkward tension, "we should get going, then," isaac cleared his throat.
ignoring the mildly uncomfortable vibes that rose from isaac's invitation, you walked beside him as the four of you started the hike back out of the woods.
"i didn't hurt you too bad today, did i?" you asked with a small smile, knowing the answer already.
isaac looked over at you, amused. "why, were you trying to?" he smirked.
rolling your eyes, you lightly hit his shoulder in a playful manner. "and why would i ever do that?" you ask, feigning offense.
"oh, i'm just making sure you're not trying to break my little werewolf heart," his palm lands against his chest right where his heart sits underneath, pouting.
you smiled at him, but when your eyes focused back on the trail ahead, you found yourself holding back a frown.
you closed yourself off the minute your father broke your heart by faking his death to go and have another daughter in replacement of you. you closed yourself off the year you started to realize that your mother was a killer.
it took too long for you to let your new friends in. allison isn't even sure if you really have let any of them in at this point. maybe this was your chance. dip your toes in the water, try something new. what's the worst that could happen?
as you arrived back at the apartment with allison, your mind was reeling with anxious thoughts. typically, your emotions didn't show. you were raised to hide them. but allison was raised the same way, and she knows you better than even your own mother ever did.
her hand wraps around your shoulder, gently holding you back. "hey, wait a sec... what's going on with you?"
you turn around to face her. you scoff, "can you just pretend to not see it? for once?"
your words came out harsher than you meant them, but an attempt to push away your feelings all the same.
"hey, i get it. i know what kate did to your head," allison started, but was quickly cut off.
"kate didn't get into my head, she destroyed it before i even had a chance." you snapped, firmly and with an angry frown.
allison threw her hands up in defense, "yeah, you're right. i'm sorry for pushing..." she muttered before brushing past you.
you take a second, sucking in a breath before turning around. "hey, allison, wait."
she stops, reluctantly turning back to face you, visibly frustrated with your stubbornness, but obviously sympathetic.
you sigh, "look, i'm sorry. i know i've been here a few years but i'm still new to all of this, okay? i don't do... feelings. or, at least i didn't used to. but i'm trying my best... i promise i am."
allison nods in understanding. "then what's wrong?"
you frown, shoulders slumping just a little. "isaac asked me to go to danny's party with him tonight..."
allison gasped, trying to hide the smile that crept onto her face. "oh, that's sweet! ...why is that upsetting?" she mumbles, confused.
"because, allison! i don't do this... i don't let people in. i've barely let you in, al. what if he just hurts me like everyone else i've let myself care about? what if... what if i fuck it all up...?"
she gives you a knowing look, one that tells you there's something you're forgetting.
"need i remind you, isaac's got his own set of issues. you two are equally as screwed up as each other." she tries teasing you a bit. it makes you smile.
"you couldn't ruin things with isaac if you tried," she continues. "he's totally into you... and honestly, i think isaac is the last boy in beacon hills that would break your heart... baby, there'll always be something that hurts. if you don't let yourself hurt, make mistakes, feel... you'll never get to experience the really good things that make all that hurt worth it. live a little. let yourself feel."
her words resonate, she always knew the right words to say. you give yourself a second to process them. you smile back, nodding, "thanks, allison."
"so what do you say?" allison grins, "can i help you pick out your outfit?"
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you walk through the doors of derek's loft alongside isaac, who picked you up and everything — like a proper date. the party is in full swing, and you can already spot danny making out with ethan in the corner, scott and allison talking to the new girl whom you haven't gotten a name of yet, and aiden attempting to talk to lydia.
"looks like we're late," isaac said, looking over the crowd.
"fashionably late," you replied with a smug grin on your face, walking further into the loft and disappearing into the crowd of people. a smirk spread across isaac's face in return as he watched you walk by, and quickly found himself following close behind you as you sardined yourself in between dancing bodies painted with bioluminescent art.
when you stop amidst the crowd, isaac stops right behind you, leaning down so that his lips are right next to your ear. "should we get painted first?"
you turn around, your eyes fluttering over his face, his lips and up to his own eyes. you nod, "uh, yeah. probably... lead the way?"
isaac gladly takes your hand in his, pulling you through the crowd and over to the painting station. it was a bit outside the sea of people, and only moderately quieter.
"hey, uh..." isaac starts, getting your attention as you spin to look at him. "i'm glad you came with me." he smiles at you, that lopsided grin that he makes when he's being sassy... or when he's flirting. he's made that face to other girls in the halls. you've seen it. the smile makes your heart flutter a little.
you smile in return, only slightly before looking down at his lips, lingering for a moment before stepping away. you take off your shirt, leaving you in a bright purple bralette that illuminated underneath the black lights.
"you wanna keep talking or do you wanna paint my body?"
isaac looks over you, wide-eyed as he takes in the view. "uhh, i wanna paint your body..." he says, almost dumbfounded.
you grin, amused by his reaction. you hand him a paint brush and he gets to paining bright colors across your exposed skin. he paints flowers, adding dotted lines and waves all throughout the art. you used a fingertip to paint your lips a bright pink, and he finished up by adding another flower to your cheek.
"you're a pretty good artist, lahey," you complimented, looking into his eyes fondly.
he smiled in response, "thanks. picked up a few things in art class."
you chuckled, "you actually pay attention in class?" you teased lightly, and he laughed along.
the next few minutes were spent with you tracing a paint brush across isaac's skin. you painted a skeleton along his abs, colored bright blue. you accented his cheekbones with lines of a skull.
when you stepped back to admire your work, isaac took the time to admire you. as your eyes roamed over his body and back up to meet his gaze, he stepped forward, closing the distance between the two of you. his hand met your waist.
"you're beautiful," he said just loud enough that you could hear him over the music. thank god it was dark, or he might have noticed how your cheeks turned a pretty shade of pink. he would have loved to see it.
soon enough, he pulled you back on to the dance floor and the two of you danced for what felt like hours, hands roaming across each other's bodies and only an inch of room between you. things were moving so quick, yet it was as if time had stopped, being here with him.
your fingertips traced along the back of his neck, up and through his curls. as his forhead came to rest against yours, he couldn't help but let out a soft groan when you tugged at his hair. it made you smile.
"everybody out!" suddenly, you were covering your ears as derek roared over the crowd. people scattered quickly, almost knocking others over to get out of the loft. you sighed, pulling away from isaac and already missing his touch as you wondered what derek was doing home. didn't ethan say he was on a trip or something?
after the party was gone, it was just you, allison, isaac, scott, stiles, — the new girl, kira — derek, and aiden standing around. derek started to talk, but you noticed the lack of two faces.
"where's ethan and lydia?"
as the question left your tongue, a group of oni materialized in the loft amidst your group. the werewolves turned, whereas you, allison, kira, and stiles stood back.
as a fight between the werewolves and the oni broke out, you pulled the two chinese ring daggers from each of your boots. allison and stiles both looked at you, almost surprised.
stiles and allison both called your name, neither thought that fighting supernatural creatures such as the oni with purely just daggers was a great idea.
you swiped the blades in the air as you aimed to hit the oni in front of you. you dodged every swing of it's katana, and realized that all you were doing is stalling them. you had no chance of winning this battle. not that you didn't realize it before, but in this moment, it felt a lot more real.
before you could swipe again, the oni wielded it's katana and swung it through the air, the tip of the blade slicing across your shoulder. you let out a scream of pain, and started to fall to the ground.
before you could get very far, the oni put it's hand on the side of your head, it's glowing yellow eyes bore into your soul and you were frozen. (literally and metaphorically i guess)
after a second, it's fingertip swiped along your skin, right behind your ear before the group of oni faded away in front of you. you fell to the ground, your body seizing. you had never felt so cold, and the wound across your shoulder blade singed.
it took seconds for the group to disperse, allison and isaac moving to you while stiles and derek went to find lydia, aiden and scott off to find ethan.
isaac knelt on the ground, wrapping his arms around you tightly. "she's freezing!"
allison grabbed her jacket from her bag and tossed it to isaac, who instantly wrapped the fabric around you.
your breaths came out ragged, and you looked up at isaac, trying to talk. "i-isaac-" you stumbled, but isaac shushed you.
"shh, it's alright," he whispered. that's when he noticed the slash across your shoulder. "shit! allison, she's hurt!"
allison knelt beside you, looking at the wound. "it's not too deep, but we need to get her to the hospital," she responded with a frown. she hid her feelings well, but her teary eyes said all they needed to say. isaac understood. the wound wasn't too deep, but it was deep enough to worry.
as the rest of the group returned to the main area of the loft, lydia and ethan visibly shaken but okay, isaac stood up and wrapped his arms around you, picking you up bridal style. you leaned your head against his chest, still shaking from the cold, or maybe the pain.
"take her to my mom," scott said urgently as he looked over at stiles.
"i'll drive," stiles flipped his keys in his hand, "allison, you coming?"
of course she was. the four of you rushed out to stiles' jeep, isaac setting you in before taking his own seat.
somewhere amidst the chaos, you passed out, and all isaac could do was hold onto your hand and take away some of the pain. he had only just learned how, and he was glad for it.
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you woke up to melissa mccall's face as she held pressure on your shoulder, the cut still bleeding. you screamed in pain, but isaac's hand never let go of yours. his touch gave you some bit of relief. tears pricked the corner of your eyes.
"someone get her an IV, we need morphine!" melissa called out, holding you down carefully. you tried your best to stay still as she worked at your wound, holding tightly onto isaac's hand. so tight, you thought you might actually break it. but you knew isaac wouldn't mind anyways. that thought helped ease you a little bit.
as another nurse pricked your skin, inserting an IV into your arm and filling you up with pain meds, it was easier for you to calm down as time went on and the pain began to subside.
melissa cleaned your wound, which was now bleeding at a significantly slower pace. "you're gonna need stitches, it's a pretty deep cut. but it's not too bad." she smiled at you as she grabbed the materials she needed to stitch you up.
"so she'll be alright?" allison stood up, asking melissa.
melissa nodded, "she'll be just fine."
allison felt as if she could finally let out a breath, one she didn't even realize she was holding in. isaac felt the same, as he actually letting out a deep sigh of relief.
as melissa stitched up your shoulder, isaac smiled at you, sitting next to your hospital bed. you smiled back, the morphine clearly working.
"how you feelin'?" isaac asked.
"gooood," you drew out the word, a dope-y smile on your face.
"i bet you do," he chuckled with his words as he watched you, and if you weren't knocked with pain killers, you'd see how much he adored you. with the way his eyes were taking in the sight of you, one might think he was in love.
allison watched between the two of you, and as melissa finished up the stitching, allison stood and excused herself with a small smile. suddenly, it was just you and him.
silence fell between the two of you for a moment before isaac dared to speak. "you know, that was really stupid."
you looked at him, almost shocked by his words. "okay now pipe down, superman," you quipped back with a smile.
"what, you didn't want me to carry you out of there?" isaac teased, "would you rather it have been stiles? scott? maybe even derek himself-" isaac continued, but you cut him off.
"isaac." you said his name, and he immediately stopped to look into your eyes. you gripped his hand as it was still wrapped around yours. "i'm glad that it was you."
isaac looked at you, a silly grin creeping onto his face. "i, uh..." he cleared his throat, "i'm glad it was me, too."
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divider credits: @cafekitsune @k1ssyoursister tags: @fclsebnnyodair
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hrtbrkwthrs · 1 month ago
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it’s december 1 where’s the christmas tail kitten bring him to me
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hrtbrkwthrs · 1 month ago
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december 2nd?? what the fuck. what’s next? december 3rd?? a 4th of december???? give me a fucking break.
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hrtbrkwthrs · 1 month ago
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teen wolf characters as tumblr text posts part 1:
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Stiles: 'I wouldn't wish that on my worse enemy.' Pffft, I would. Coward.
Isaac: 'I'm not going to sink to their level.' I will. Pussy.
Erica: 'I'm the bigger person.' Bitch, I'm 5ft in heels. Give me that gun, or I'm gonna make a mess of this fresh manicure.
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hrtbrkwthrs · 1 month ago
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TAG YOURSELF: ISAAC LAHEY ALIGNMENT CHART
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hrtbrkwthrs · 1 month ago
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Daniel Sharman has a face of innocence. With that in mind, what is the baddest thing you’ve ever done?
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hrtbrkwthrs · 1 month ago
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gnawing at the bars of my enclosure
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hrtbrkwthrs · 1 month ago
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10 people i'd like to get to know better 🖤
— a song i currently have on repeat ... who are you, really? by mikky ekko
— current hyperfixations ... teen wolf (and isaac lahey), chris briney, jake webber
— favorite aesthetic/colors ... grunge fairycore
— an album i'll never get tired of ... the golden years by joshua bassett
— dream date w celeb crush ... literally lia had this answer so perfectly, my dream date in general has always been to just drive, listen to music, go somewhere where you can see the stars. a little car picnic with the music playing and end it just looking up at the stars.
— yt video i'll watch forever ... GOOSE GOOSE DUCK w/ friends!! (huge lobby!!) from solidarity VODS
— something i'm looking forward to ... getting a tattoo :) thank you for the tag @slxtarchive <3
10 people I’d like to get to know better!
(the OG post was so long omg)
thank you @marrykisskilled for tagging me!
+ A song you currently have on repeat right now? everything i wanted by billie eilish
+ Your top hyper fixations currently? nick sturniolo clearly
+ Favorite aesthetics/colors right now? love fall aesthetics, but pastel colors are my favorite
+ An album you will never get tired of and has NO skips? 5SOS5 by 5SOS, WWAFAWDWG by billie eilish, and Eternal Sunshine by ariana grande
+ Dream date with your celeb crush? a calm little night in with Luke Hemmings where we just talk and snack and he plays guitar for me, until things get heated 😉….when i ask him why they never released the making of 5SOS5 part two 🤨
+ A YouTube video you will forever watch? 5SOS’ cocktail chats will have a hold on me for the rest of my life
+ Something you're looking forward to? Thanksgiving, i love eating and seeing (most of) my family lmao
🏷️: @freshloveee @tyummyz @sturniioloslut @nickssidewitch @nicksbestie @maliaforstvrns @chrissv4mp @delilahsturniolo @riowritesitall @chrislilcumslvt @leoslaboratory
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hrtbrkwthrs · 1 month ago
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[video by tommcgovern27. original caption: this one's going out to anyone living in a studio apartment rn]
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