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got High last night and scrolled eBay for hours with my mouth open like an Autistic micro plastic baby before buying a CD for $5.08

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People always say "Blood is thicker than water" but the full quote is "The blood of the baja is thicker than the water of the blast"

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I’m just here to collect mutuals. to talk to? no, just to collect

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ethel cain. facebook, 14 mar 2023.

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you find beauty in ordinary things. do not lose this ability

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isolation the most goated coping mechanism i love talking to no one and losing my mind alone

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I could not stop wasting time. It was crazy. I wanted to do something with my life, but instead, I went to sleep, or sung in the shower, or sat and stared at the wall. I couldn't even tell you about anything that I saw. I didn't talk to anybody. The cicadas kept dying outside, and as I dreamed, my mouth grew thick and venomous with silence.

— Yiwei Chai, The Jacaranda Years

“l am afraid. l am not solid, but hollow. I feel behind my eyes, a numb, paralyzed cavern, a pit of hell, a mimicking nothingness. I never thought, I never wrote, I never suffered. I do not know who l am, where l am going.”

— Syvia Plath, The Unabridged Journals of Sylvia Plath

I had no interests. I had no interest in anything. I had no idea how I was going to escape. At least, the others had some taste for life. They seemed to understand something that I didn't understand. Maybe I was lacking. It was possible. I often felt inferior. l just wanted to get away from them. But there was no place to go.

— Charles Bukowski, Ham on Rye

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W Idaho Street, Tucson, Arizona.

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Givenchy - Fall 1996 RTW

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they should have google maps but for searching things like "beautiful old oak tree near me", "cool, refreshing creek near me", etc. you see my vision

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N Trekell Road, Casa Grande, Arizona.

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Lolita Lempicka - Spring 1991 RTW

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took the backroads / aug. 17th, 2025

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(gets into a coma) (wakes up) (tearful loved ones embrace me and we hold each other laughing) (fifteen minutes pass) (start scrolling on my phone)

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Lucia Eames next to her "Sunburst" panel, 1986