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it’s nice but also so NOT nice that you can see how they’ve spent so much time around each other, working with and around each other daily without speaking, that when they exchange looks and gestures it's so much more familiar than how they speak to each other

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Sam trying out a corset for a costume party in college and shit it really helps with his back pain. He "accidentally" keeps it and wears in in private sometimes when the pain gets too bad after too many hours hunched over a desk.

When Dean finds out about it he makes fun of Sam before needing to take a really long shower to take care of how rock hard it actually made him

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bro i’m watching the episode ‘monster movie’ and i can’t stop fucking laughing. dracula is riding a moped. his accent drop. LMAOO this is my new favourite episode… HE PAID FOR HIS PIZZA WITH A COUPON FOR GOD’S SAKE!!

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the way he always looks up to his brotherhusband and lets dean beat him .. he is so pathetically in love with him (stockholm syndrome).

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john fingering sam’s cunt till his baby boy is all sloppy and overstimulated while his small hands are wrapped around john’s forearm as he tries to push his dad off

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dean ‘i’ve been re-hymenated!’ and sam’s responding little incredulous laugh. i hate them lmaaoo

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"There ain't no me if there ain't no you."

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when your little brother tells you he wont throw away the life he built himself for you just so you can look for your dad together so you have to hit him with the most gut-wrenching, heart-broken look you can muster as you feel all the hope you had drain from you that maybe, just maybe, you two could go back to how you used to be

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hell yeah!! oversized pigeon :3

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“The greatest weight.-- What, if some day or night a demon were to steal after you into your loneliest loneliness and say to you: "This life as you now live it and have lived it, you will have to live once more and innumerable times more; and there will be nothing new in it, but every pain and every joy and every thought and sigh and everything unutterably small or great in your life will have to return to you, all in the same succession and sequence - even this spider and this moonlight between the trees, and even this moment and I myself. The eternal hourglass of existence is turned upside down again and again, and you with it, speck of dust!" Would you not throw yourself down and gnash your teeth and curse the demon who spoke thus?... Or how well disposed would you have to become to yourself and to life to crave nothing more fervently than this ultimate eternal confirmation and seal?”

― Friedrich Nietzsche, The Gay Science

Supernatural (2005-2020)//True Detective (2014-)//Time and Personal Identity in Nietzsche’s Theory of Eternal Recurrence, Scott Jenkins//Purgatory with Color TV: Motels Rooms as Liminal Zones in Supernatural, Lorna Jowett//Yellowjackets (2021-)//Revolutionary Girl Utena (1997)//Quote by Guillermo del Toro//One Hundred Years of Solitude, Gabriel Marquez Garcia//Trauma Reenactment in the Gothic Loop: A Study on Structures of Circularity in Gothic Fiction, Andrea Juranovszky

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i am not letting this rot in the tags

nobody really talks about the frankenstein episode but i just watched it and it’s really interesting. sam would live with dean for eternity, which is a commitment not a lot of people think about but that sam surely considered. little dirty sammy and big pervy dean for all of time. and sam latched onto the idea, of potentially murdering innocents so that he and dean could live… when he is supposedly the ‘bleeding heart’ of the two, implying that this is a decision which he disregards his morals for. happily, excitedly, i might add. this isn’t that groundbreaking, but it was surprising to watch the episode and not have heard much about it on here.

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1x14 Sam on my mind tonight

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nobody really talks about the frankenstein episode but i just watched it and it’s really interesting. sam would live with dean for eternity, which is a commitment not a lot of people think about but that sam surely considered. little dirty sammy and big pervy dean for all of time. and sam latched onto the idea, of potentially murdering innocents so that he and dean could live… when he is supposedly the ‘bleeding heart’ of the two, implying that this is a decision which he disregards his morals for. happily, excitedly, i might add. this isn’t that groundbreaking, but it was surprising to watch the episode and not have heard much about it on here.

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sam picked up a couple packs of sugar to go with his coffee :3

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