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I made a "common questions" part of my actual PowerPoint + anagram for coming out to my mom. Do i have a flair for the dramatic? Yes.

my sister literally explicity told me I'm not allowed to do the "its a boy!" card bc my mom wants to be a grandma so bad it would break her heart lmaooo

my favorite part of my original coming out was when i sat my two childhood best friends down at tim hortons, cried, and had them be like "dude... we know"

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(tw: su1cide mention)

not hp but i need everyone to know about that time in 2010 when i discovered fic & immediately went to looking up Archie Comics on ffn and the first one i ever read was Vernoica offing herself in vivid detail

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"whats your fav fic"

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.......👀

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finally installing sims again after a year... probably only to tweak mods, as this happens annually then i delete the ripped full version lmao

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IM LOOKING AT 90 GB OF FUCKING HP FIC SPANNING AS FAR BACK AS GEOCITIES??? DO YOU GUYS HOW HOW BIG A PDF FILE IS ROUGHLY??? VERY SMALL. THATS HOW BIG

WHOEVER THE FUCK MADE THIS.... YOU ARE ABSOLUTELY BATSHIT AND I LOVE & RESPECT YOU

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"Democracy" [the lumineers]

its in this era now that this song has me crying more than it ever has.... and im not even American lol

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coming back to the small town family business for a bit after fucking off to the big city™️ 2 years ago really hits

watching my cousin eat potato salad with a rusty exacto blade while we sit on the side of the road in the rain has really put my goals into perspective

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✨fic update

its currently 11:42 pm pst and im working on an extended amount of cigarettes & some random pill i found in my satchel to get the ✨drive✨ to continue- expect both chaps by tonight/early morning

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back on my “watched too many youtube video essays on a niche topic so now i want to make my own video essay” bullshit

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i put my a piece of my fav chapter thru narration and my god.... i love it even more👏🏻👏🏻

[transcript under cut]

" Before Harry’s first year he tried for months to prepare himself for his arrival, knowing it would bring up old wounds he was still actively trying to bury. 

But then he arrived. 

And then Severus was sitting at the long table watching him walk into the Great Hall with his peers and and then he saw his eyes, Lily’s eyes, looking around the hall in the same exact wonder she had held at that exact age after also not being able to hold the privilege of growing up around their world. 

And then he couldn’t bear it; couldn’t handle the sadness that he long ago buried while painfully absorbing the sight of the tiny smile of awe Harry made while walking toward the same exact spot he met Lily at, so he thought of James; thought of how much he hated him, how much he detested him for taking his closest person from him and then bloody dying with her. "

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its been 11 years and this is still the funniest fucking fan film & my favourite of all time- totally out of character, totally fucking weird and its ✨PERFECT✨

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Just finished putting together the entirety of "The Wall" bc I adore this b plot so much so that i spent 3 fucking hours cutting it out of the main show

"The Wall" Full Show [drive link]

your welcome in advance✨

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logging back into ur old ffn account from 10+ years ago be like

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tfw you decide to do laundry & write for the rest of the night but end up taking drugs & sending nudes instead

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do you ever just wanna do a friends-with-benefits thing with a guy you’ve known since primary but can’t bring yourself to do so bc his heart is literally an orchard & you are the embodiment of the song “i told you I was mean” by Elle King…

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do you ever just suddenly find your brain ✨wakes up✨ and it’s been two years since you left your birth island, got covid at a concert, ended up not leaving your boyfriends apartment after isolating, started to make a life for yourself in one of Canada’s biggest cities, sat by your boyfriend’s hospital bed for a month after the rave scene™️ took a toll on his kidneys, went through various breakups, watched your littlest sister graduate high school while selling/living in your dead father in law’s house, end up almost dying twice after an overdose, quit weed, see your middle sister through two seizures that almost killed her then was forced to watch your alcoholic father withdrawal in a hospital bed and proceed to go sober???

This has been the most wild two years of my life man….

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i feel that “Inside Out 2” should be mandatory watching for teens- the first title came out when i was 15, and it did numbers on making me- a mentally ill drug addict with a need to create chaos in my own head- realize how my emotions were affecting my decisions and who had the wheel…

But the first title was based on an 11 year old girl- relatable sure, but it didn’t hit home, y’know?

I feel if I had been a teen when “Inside Out 2” came out, my god I would have realized so much more of what was going on in my head.

I read up on the film and saw that there was other emotions they had to take out as it made it “too dark” and straight up am kinda annoyed they took them out, but obviously I get it- it’s a “kids movie”. It just could have been even better than it already was + even more realistic if they had left it as is.

To any kid under 18 reading this- puberty isn’t forever and though you feel like your entire head and world is warping right in front of you, the storm will calm as you grow. Just take it as it comes, think of the good things that the future holds and for the love of god stay off TikTok💖